1 month after..

It's april, It's summer in the philippines

It's kinda hot than in seoul

I'm living on a small apartment in taft avenue

I'm still not used to the atmosphere here but I feel welcomed

I tried my best to communicate in their language and in english

I learned fast right? hohohohoh

I began to discover new things, like..

riding jeep to go to somewhere

ate foods that not familiar

they have lots of delicacies, I just want to try all of it!

I wish I wont get fat kekeke.

I love discovering new things, I think..

my decision leaving seoul temporarily is kinda... good.

I hope so.

2nd month in manila

it's may now! wow! time flies fast!

I enrolled and took an entrance test in a known university near my apartment

thank goodness! I passed.

I fixed my papers and next month I'll be studying there

June 2006

classes had started, at first I'm so new with it

I looked at my schedule

"let's see.." I mumbled while looking at my sched

I'm taking up the course of architecture

"wooops!" someone bumped me

"oh! i'm so sorry!" she said

"no, its okay" I said in english

"hi, I'm tina!" she said

she's pretty, her long wavy hair suits her tanned skin

"I'm park _______." I said

we shake hands

"are you new here?" she asked

"well yeah.. I migrated from south korea " I said shyly

"wow! foreigner! I'm new here too! I just graduated last year from highschool" she said

"then I'll join you!" I said smiling

the past months were the greatest!

tina became a good friend of mine

we knew each other well right now, she's just like bae suzy

I studied hard to get high grades

maaan. I'm so stressed

I heard my family moved back to korea

they said that hyerin is missing me so much

that kiddo, I can't believe she's missing me! hahaha!

I spent my new years, birthdays, christmas there

I finally got used to this kind of living

tina, she's always with me

she tutors me everytime I dont understand some lessons

I became more fluent with tagalog and english

but I can still speak korean fluently too

FAST FORWARD TO MARCH 2010

I graduated with honors

my mom said that its time to go back to korea to help them earn money

mom also said that bae suzy, my other best friend debut as a vocalist in a group name MISS A

I was pretty shocked, I didnt know she can sing!

ohoho. bae suzy you're dead to me! hahaha!

A night before my flight to seoul..

I was sleeping soundly in my bed..

"hey.."  I woke up, I was in the same forest again

"hey.. I thought you said that you want a new life" it was the same guy again

I can't still see his face

"huh? what are you talking about???" I said

"nothin'.. but please remember me." he said and he disappeared

I woke up, I look at the clock  and it's 4am

2 hours before the flight

I got up and took a warm bath

after 20 minutes I'm done, I'm just packing some things that i will use while on the plane

I paid the owner of the house and leave

I'm on my way to the airport

but my I can't forget what the guy in my dreams said

"please... remember me"

"now how can I remember you if I can't see your face!" I think to myself

I reached the airport and I'm just waiting for the announcer

"flight *****"  ah! thats my flight

I hopped in the plane and my heart started to beat fast

I guess I'm nervous to see them

after 4 hours in the plane

my hurts, I search for my mom and father

 "______. IS THAT YOU!?"

I turned around and I gasped

"SU--SUZY?!" I saw her bandmates looking at me

"______!!!" ""suzy!!"

we hugged each other

I saw the miss a fans looking at us

"dont mind them!" she said

"YAH!" I smack her forehead

the fangirls gasped

"YOU DIDN'T TELL ME ABOUT THIS!" I said and laughed

"well.. it was all not in my plan" she shrugged

"you've changed alot! your skin is tanned but I like it, you hair got longer.. you look like another person!"

she complemented

"aigoo! and you? still the bubbly suzy I've met 4 years ago"

she introduced me to her bandmates and she gave her cp number and left

oh suzy i missed you

"park _____." I saw my mom looking at me

"mom! dad!" I hugged them

they were shocked because I changed alot

We left the airport and headed to the old house

I entered and the memories came back

I remember heechul used to come here and used to eat with me

those times I cried over him and tore all the poster

I have to admit I missed being a fangirl but I totally forgot about it

I got over with it now

It's all in the past now, its done

I looked at my room and my uniform is still there in the bed

my old notebooks and everything was still in place

"you know eonnie, I didn't get anything there" I turned around it was hyerin

"woah! you got more taller!" I messed her hair up

"yah! I'm 13 now!" she yelled at me she didnt change at all

"so? " I raised my eyebrow

then she hugged me

"you know eonnie, I missed you!" I hugged her back

ah.. its good to be back. :)

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how was it? :)