The other life of being a Sasaeng fan.
Description
"Before you can judge some sasaeng fans, know first what pushes them to do it."
tears rushed down my eyes as I said to them
I'm tired of all these bulls
I instantly ran to the park and ignoring the fact that It was chilly evening
I wore nothing warm besides my scarf.
I cried with my eye out as the pain strikes my chest,
almost everyone hated me because of what I've been doing
I curled up and a hand reaches out with a handkerchief, I looked up and my jaw dropped
It was Chanyeol smiling at me.
Chanyeol lend me a hand and said, "do you need someone to talk to?."
Foreword
Dear friend.
I've been stalking my EXO oppas for three straight days and I haven't returned home since then, I coughed and shrugged the cold as I wait outside their dorm when the gates opened, their manager shoo-ed me once again but I manage to run before he took my camera. darn, this is my second DSLR I bought within this month! I've been using most or all of my money just to stalk these wonderful boys. sometimes, I became tired because It's hard to wait in a cold winter night ... alone and with less food on my hands that's why I almost fainted but I manage to gain my strength and decided to return home.
I was dead tired when I got home when I found out my mother was out again and my two siblings were watching the television as If I don't even exist. I basically shrugged again and went up to my bedroom, I excitedly jumped to my bed and closed my eyes; I suddenly thought of my life:
I've been like this since their debut, and I haven't made any progress of my real life lately.
I really (jokingly) forgot how to write and count number when all I think about is my biases.
I really forgot how old my siblings are, neither my mother is.
I really forgot that my grades are dropping and I'm now a graduating
I really don't know what love is.
til' then, I'll be writing more and more of my thoughts in this journal, because I barely have friends in school because they think I'm a crazy girl who's obssessed with EXO
I just wanted to feel and see what love is
Yours truly, mia.
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