I'm sorry!
My Dream.
listen to I dont want to fall for you by juris while reading this.
few days and weeks passed, heechul and I texted night and day
we grew more attached to each other
I didn't felt like something is missing, eventhough there is
my family
I put on my shoes and go to school
I reached the school grounds and I saw people are staring at something
some girls fainted
boys were pissed off
"excuuuuse me" I said as I go through the people
I was shocked
"oh she's here!" heechul shouted
people suddenly shut their mouth
"... oh she's that girl? hyung she's pretty" a tall guy.. he looks familar
people started staring at me
I was about to run when heechul called me
"YAH.. _______!"
I stopped and faced him again
"what do you want?" i folded my arms
i heard girls gossiping about me
"omg, she's rude to heechul oppa"
"pssh.. beautiful. ew"
"what a prick"
heechul heard them
"yah! y so jealous?" he said harshly
the girls back off and looked at me
"oppa, what are you doin' here?"
he smiled and grabbed my wrist
"hey! where are we going??!"
people whispered and looked at me, okay this is weird
"we're goin' on a vacation!" he said
"b-but how about my school?" I stared at him
"I asked someone to accomplish it to you."
he smiled at me
"jinjja?!"
he chuckled " aish! now can you please come with us??"
"but.."
"what again?"
"my things?"
he face palmed himself
"oh! i totally forgot! your things!" he said
he dragged and pushed me inside of the car leaving my schoolmates stunned
we reached my home and opened the door
he sat on the sofa, he held my wrist and pulled me, making me sit on his lap
he cupped my face
"o-oppa, what are you doin'?" i stuttered
our faces are so close to each other then he chuckled
"you look cute, when you blush"
then I jumped and slap his hand away from my face
"aish! oppa! stop doing those things to me! you're making me nervous"
I touched my face and he laughed
I stomped my feet and ran upstair leaving him alone in the living room
when I reached my room, I blushed
"his face is so close to mine.. we almost kissed" I whispered to myself
I happily picked my things and clothes and packed it on my suitcase
*knock* *knock*
my fantasies were interrupted
"are you done?" oh its heechul
"just a minute!" I replied
"... you know I hate wai--"
Opened the door, and smiled
"so?"
It took me so long because I picked the most cutest dress
I want to appear pretty infront of him
"I'm sorry." I said
"you look pretty" he scratched the back of his neck
"aigoo~ stop it!" I slap his hand
I walk past him and he followed me downstairs
"where will we go?" I said
"we're going to my home town, in Hoengseong"
"2 of us.. only?" I gulped
he just nodded
We hopped in the car and traveled for how many hours
we talked nonsense things and he always fools around, he's very unique and humble artist
I told him how dull is my love life and everything
he just chuckled and he shared his own too
I felt like I'm so safe with him
"we're here!" he woke me up
"uhhh..?" I opened my eyes and I saw him taking a picture of me
"yah! stop that! " I smack his head
"ouch~ that hurts you know!"
"why are you taking photos of me?" I crossed my arms
"anio! psh~ feeler! get your things and I'll introduce you to my parents"
introduce? to his parents?lkzhafckljsgckmd
omg. i'm nervous and scared now.
we entered the house and her mom welcome us
his father is in the dining room, drinking coffee
"annyeong~ i'm______ nice to meet you!" I politely said
her mom and father greeted me
"please sit down, honey" his mother patted the empty sit next to her
I smiled and sat down, I took a glance at heechul he was texting
we ate and told his parents about myself
they seemed to like me
the night came, heechul was on the room and I was on the balcony
I tried to forget everything
my problems
my feelings to heechul
my life...
"hey, can I join you?"
I turned around and It was his father
"sure" I smiled
"I never see him so happy"
"pardon?" I turned at his direction
"he's happy and contented right now" he faced me
"I think he is" I laughed
"... it's all because of you." my eyes widened
"really?" I asked
he nodded
"he never brought a girl here and he's always smiling while he's with you"
he explained and I just sighed
"I dont think he will like me" I said
he just patted my head
"nothing is impossible, no one is perfect until you fell inlove with them" he said and walked away
I cried
I dont know why
am I falling for you, kim heechul?
I have no right to love you, I'm just your ordinary fan
I'm nothing compared to other artist
I'm not even his ideal girl as he describes always on shows
I'm not that pretty
I hate expecting
I think.. I fell in love with you
but
we're totally opposite of each other
we can't be together
I'm too young
you're too old
I'm not an artist, I've been bullied
you're the famous kim heechul, fan are dying to be with you
"hey"
I stopped sobbing
"why are you crying?" it was heechul
I turned around and hugged him
"why.. can't it be" I said to myself
he was stunned but he hugged me back
"I'm sorry" I whispered and looked at him
"why?" he was worried
I kissed him
he was stunned
I broke the kiss
"I'm sorry"
I ran upstairs to the guest room
I left him there in the balcony
he's my bias but I shouldn't kissed him, he doesn't feel anything for me
I sat on the floor, I rested my head on my knees
"why does it have to be you?"
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