"am sorry myungmin but i guess my heart betrayed me and skipped i bit at the thought of him holding me" shinhye said in herself , she felt at unease with her own husband back hugging her she wanted to run away but she is stil Mrs Kim shinhye how could this happened to her suddenly she felt like she is living he mother's life as she can recall her father also was much older than her mother but she married him just in the end her heart left him and went for sombedy else "no i wont be like her this is the last thing i want i'll push all my feelings i'll stop them all " shinhye said to herself and she break the hug and turned to him 

"its oky honey i know i did wrong do you guess it was easy for me to kill my child , but i had to do it its been only three months for our marriage and i am still young above this i had to think about your daughter she need to accept me as her step mom " said shinhye and went to sit at the edge of the bed, myungmin followed her and hold her hand

"i know and i am sorry for the way i behave i shouldn't act like that i am sorry , but why you thing that krystal still didn't accept you ?" said myungmin

"i can see it from the way she act around me , she laugh wiht others but with me she just say hey and walk away i want to be friend with her i really want to" said shinhye

"babe dont worry she is just shy after her mother passed away she become more shy , and she hide her fellings from all of us . At that time me and yonghwa started to get worried about her being not open but we gave her time and she start to talk with us just gave her some time and try to approach her you will find how amazing she is just like the way you are an amazing woman came to my life i love you so much " said myungmin and hugged her to the extened that she can feel his heart beat she felt sorry she felt like she is wrong so she broke the hug and said " its oky i'll give her time and we'll see,now lets go to sleep " with that both of them lying on the bed shinhye was backing myungmin she didn't want him to see the sadness in her eyes and suddenly she felt his hands holding her waist and his hugging her she couldn't do nothing she kept looking at the window and thinking "why do i have to think about him , for God's sake he is a player a casanova everynight i heared him talking over the phone with a different girl how can my hear trust someone like that and felt for him...."

in the other room yonghwa is boiling with jealousy over thinking that his uncle is with her the woman that he is longging for , the woman that raised his desire of being with her and hold her body close to him the image of her lips is driving him crazy his desire to be with her is raising everday but tonight when he hugged her he felt like his mind betrayed him and pour some thoughts to him he tought " oh lord if she didn't break the hug i could do something i may regret it if my uncle sees it" with that tought he grabbed his jacket and went out to the club and start drinking , he drunk to a level that he cant even put himself together or remember what his saying" his friend was just looking at him he dare not to talk cuz it was rare for him to see yonghwa like that unless it was a big problem , but what he saw infront of him made him act , yonghwa finished the first bottle and order another he couldn't take it anymore so he stand up and went to him

"hey chingu you need to stop you are already in a state that you are more than drunk" said jonghyun , and took away the galss from yonghwa's hand

"give me back my glass, just for tonight i need to forget myself , i need to fill my mind in order to forget " yonghwa said

"tell me what's wrong and we'll find the solution just stop drinking" said jonhyun , but before jonghyun can continue yonghwa stood up and start to walk to the exit and shout to his friend "this is matters of heart , when it comes to the heart there is no sloution" said yonghwa and left and took a taxi in his state he cant even remember where is his car how he can even drive , he arrived to the mansion he opened the door and went in cuz he was drunk he hit a vase and it shuttered to pieces which resulted in myungmin waking up also shinhye they both run downstairs to find yonghwa sitting on the ground his eyes shuts myungmin run to him like a concern father and help him stand "shinhye please can you help me take him to his room before the others awake" shinhye did and both of them take the drunk yonghwa to his room while myungmin was taking off his shoes , shinhye took a blanket and coverd his body but suddenly

"shinhye I LOVE YOU " said yonghwa.........

i am sorry i didn't update kind of ages but college took all my time , when i had a break i immediatly update . so here it is the next chapter i hope you like it