its been two weeks since yonghwa leave the house no one dared to ask why yonghwa left what's wrong with his sudden change 

shinhye's pov 

i am not me those days could be the reason he is no longer here , i wouldn't lie to myself and said i didn't miss him because yes i did missed him , missed him around me missed the way he stare at me when he is infront of me at the table, when he was still here i found myself longing to the times when we have to eat cuz i'll find him there satring at me with his eyes . I myself couldn't belive this heart of mine how he can long for someone this much how he can cry silently at the thought of he is no longer here , i only heard about him and how he is doing when myungmin and krystal talk about him , i do want to ask them how he is? but i am afraid they will see the longing for him in my eyes they will notice my jumbing heart from my chest upon hearing his name .

i didn't notice when myungmin enter the room i just felt his hands around my waist and burried his face in my neck 

"honye i missed you so much " said myungmin and kissed my neck , at that time i felt what his words meant, what the kiss meant but i just turned and kissed him on his cheek acting like i didn't hear anyting and walked away but before that he grabbed my arm made me face him 

"what's wrong baby when i ever want to approach you , you turned me down did i did something wrong , wae you didn't forget me for what i did two weeks ago , when you kissed me that day i thought everything between us is oky but merely the next day you turned cold what's happening?" myungmin said 

i just left him hanging like that and went to the bathroom "how did you excpect me to do when my body refused to be touched by you , how can i be in such dilemma? what i have to do when both of my heart and my mind told me that this body belonged to him and only him " i start crying silently for him not ot hear me , when my eyes turned red i didn't know what to do "i bet he"ll ask me what's wrong when am out", but as i step out the bathroom i found him sleeping , i felt happy not because he won't see my eyes but because i cant imagine he is still waiting for me and do what a wife should do as long as i know am still his wife but my heart dont act like that , at that finale thought i dozed to sleep 

yonghwa pov 

i guess being away from her is not the solution , why i can't get her out of my heart its like she opened my heart and wrote her name it and locked and took the keys with her and she is not willing to give me the keys back , ottoke my heart skipped  just at the thought of them together , just at the thought of her in his arms smiling kissing or worst do what married couples do , i must been out of my mind "woke up yonghwa you are jealouse from your uncle " yes i am that's one of the reasons why i immediatly left the house cuz if i stayed there am sure that i'll forget that he is my uncle and took her from him , my heart what did you do you had the ultimate love the FORBIDDEN LOVE , but her love the reason i am breathing now why i woke up in the morning , her love now become in my blood in my veins , when she was around i wanted to stop the time to be with her only with her , who am i kidding that by leaving the house i'll forget her when i already have her image between my eyelid and my eye whether i open my eyes or closed them i saw her , i am  just wondering if she miss me the way i miss her , just like me want to see me like i badly want to see her or is just me in this dilemma 

hey thx for the new subcr , here chap 11 i just wrote about their fellings next chap we will witness their longing to each other wish for you a great week