20 days 6 hours and 9 seconds

This past week or so has been pretty crazy I mean between finding out about minho and taemin being together and work and thinking about how its getting so close to the day that lovely wonderful amazing day that I can't wait for

The one thing I wonder tho is what will happen when taemin's clock runs out wilk he leave minho or what? 

I sighed to myself and sat down on my couch it was now 6 am and I just got home from working at the bar I really need to go on vacation hmm maybe ill take my love on vacation when we meet ah yeah that would be nice 

Luckily today is my day off at the studio so I can sleep I stood up and went and took a shower and slept

★taemin's P.O.V★

22 days 3 hours and 50 seconds

Key took the news of me and minho being together surprisingly well I guess he knew that no matter what he said I would still be with minho anyway so he just decided to imbrace it or just lie about being ok with it 

Either way it doesint matter cause I'm with minho its really cute seeing key get all excited about meeting his "one" he has 10 days left and he seems like he's gonna die if he doesint meet her soon oh key calm your man

"Hey minnie can I talk to you about something?"minho interupted my thoughts and I looked over at him and smiled "of course" "well. . .I just"he sighed looking down at his lap "hey what's bugging you?" I asked leaning on his arms and looking at him and he sighed looking back up at me "iv been thinking and well. . What do we do when our clocks run out? What are we supposed to say to the people that we are meant to be with?" "I. .I. .I don't know. .I never really thought about that"I mumbled letting go of him and scooting away looking at my lap "I didint really want to think about that cause I want to be with you. .this past like month has been the most amazing days iv ever had and. . .I dont want it to end" "its the same for me but I just I don't know. . .we really need to talk about this" "but I don't want to be apart from you"I said standing up feeling tears run down my face

to be honest I actually thought about what would happen when our clocks run out a lot it kills me thinking about not being with minho tho we have only been together a short while iv known him for 3 years and I don't want to be with anyone other than him

"Taemin. .. please don't make this harder than it has to be we both knew from the begining this wouldint last ..I love you. . .. but. .thinking about the big picture here. .I just. . I think we should break up"

I felt sick hearing those words leave his lips tho I knew it might end this way I hoped with every part of my body that this day would never come I wanted cry and run away but I just stood there frozen stairing at him in shock still feeling tears run down my face I finally closed my eyes taking a deep breath and grabbing my jacket off the coat rack in his living room and slipping my shoes on as he watched me I went over to the door putting my hand on the knob and opening the door 

I looked up at him "if you l