36 days 5 hours and 22 seconds until i meet her

I wipe my hands on my jeans because my palms were getting sweating i feel nausous even thinking about how close its getting iv been waiting 21 long years to meet my one and now it getting so so close to it i have so many mixed emotions 

Im currantly sitting on a bench downtown watching people pass by and go about there lives i looked up at the bright blue sky enjoying the lovely weather it was finally summer and i couldint be more happy that winter and spring had gone 

"KEEYYY"i looked over to see my best friend taemin running towards me i smiled standing up taemin ran up and hugged me making me almost fall over "haha woah taemin calm down I saw you yesterday" he giggled and let go of me "sorry just kinda hyper is all what a were you doing anyway?"he asked glancing at the bench I was sitting on

"oh just uh thinking"I smiled looking down at my wrist for a moment "why are you so obsessed with that damn thing?"he sighed crossing his arms and rolling his eyes "I only have 36 days left you know how long iv been waiting for the day I finally meet her" 

"that's kinda lame" "you're just jealous because you still have 50 days left"I scoffed grabbing my bag off the bench "I'm not jealous I think they are stupid how do they know when we are gonna meet our one? I think its a bunch of bs" "think what you must taemin but I believe in it" taemin sighed "anywaaay wanna come over to my house for dinner? Oh oh oh we can have a sleepover"he cheered that's taemin for yuh one minutes he's kinda grumpy the next he's a gitty little five year old but I love that doof none the less 

I smiled and nodded as we procced to walk to his house taemin still lived with his parents seeing as he was 2 years younger than me we met when we were little kids our parents were friends with each other and so naturally we became friends 

I on the other hand lived in an appartment alone i didint mind it considering i mainly slept there because my jobs 

I worked at a bar at night on all days except mondays and tuesday and i was photographer during the day which i loved 

We arrived at taemins house after about a half hour bus ride "so key I have a question"taemin mumbled as we reached the door "hhmm?"I hummed turned my head to look at him "well um so you know school is ending next week and well its my la