30 days 1 hour and 16 seconds

Why is it that the older you get the faster time goes? Shouldint it slow down I dont want my life flying by in the blink of an eye I wanna just take time to enjoy life not see it pass by. tho the world may go about its business in the same manor that it does now I don't want to be just another person who no one really knew I wanna be known I wanna live for something other than for myself

I think that's the reason I love the clock so much and the giddy feeling I have knowning that soon ill meet my one because then I truely won't live for myself ill live for them and whether they end up being the only person who truely knew me I think id be ok with that because I can go about in the after life °if there even is one° knowing that my life wasint just one big waste of time that I actually did something with it and knowing I made someone elses life wonderful is even better

As I sit here watching the seconds count down I can't help but smile I wanna meet them already I wanna treat them like the most amazing thing in the world but I'm willing to wait because this whole time that iv been waiting has just made me want that person more so for now I'm just gonna enjoy my life until the day finally comes when I meet her

"Lee Taemin"I looked up from my wrist remembering that I was at taemins graduation I looked at the stage as taemin walkef up the steps in his black gown that looked kinda goofy on him if you ask me and he accepted his deploma I clapped as he walked off the stage and ran over to me and hugged me 

"yaay I did it I feel like an adult now"he giggle and let go of me "and yet you still act like a little kid" "heey that's meeaan"he whined and pouted "aww its ok tae I still love you" he sighed shaking his head "I'm excited to move in with you tho" "are you all packed" "yep I just have to bring my stuff over to the appartment" "did you hear anything back about singing and dancing at the bar?" "Oh yeah I got the job" "ah yay I'm so proud of you"I cheered smiling

taemins parents came over congradulating taemin and whatnot

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"So who is that frog looking boy that was waiting for you last week?"I asked as we were walking to my car "you mean minho? He's. . .um he's a really good friend" "TAEMIN"I heard as I went to open the car door and looked over to the minho guy running towards taemin "oh hey minho"he giggled biting his lip. .is. .is he blushing? "What are you doing later?" "Um I was gonna go eat with key and make sure I have everything packed to move in with him tomorrow why?"

 "Well I was wondering if maybe you wanted to go out to dinner but since you are busy nevermind"he laughed awkwardly and rubbing the back of his neck. . .are they. .together? Whaat? Pff no that can't be it. . .tho why