➣ KUROSUJI : THAT BLUE SKY IN THE PAST.

❛Everyone looks at the sky. They look up, and again look back down,

We, like the flowers and the trees, are pitiful, for we can only extend upward towards the sky. We realize this when we look down once in a while, but then again we look back up. You look so sad in your sleep, as if you are having a nightmare. I'm right here, right by your side, and I'm not going anywhere anymore. How do I live without you? Everyone looks at the sky. They look up, and again look back down, and they lament because they are unable to find that blue sky they once saw in the past. Switching between being free and being selfish, we have lived this far. Under this night sky without even a single star, unable to see my destination, I simply wander about. There hasn't been anything scary at all, just that there's nothing for me to protect. Be it tomorrow or 10 years from now on, I'm scared of what will happen then. I need huggin' my sweet heart. Everyone weeps at the sky. They reach out their hands, and start dreaming, and they will forever protect that blue sky they once saw in the past. Although there are figures soaring in the sky, I no longer yearn for that kind of freedom. Nobody is truly free; that is not true freedom, simply that there are no roads in the sky. This midair space, otherwise known as "you", oh please lock me in. I'm not going anywhere anymore. Please don't go anywhere anymore. In the middle of the sky, everyone is locked inside this cage called "freedom". All I need is you by my side, and then in this sky I'll have no more need for wings.

14TH OF DECEMBER, 1875

CIEL PHANTOMHIVE

hana mo ki mo bokura mo kanashii sora ni mukatte nobiru shika nai utsumuku tabi ni bokura wa kizuku soe mata miageru nemuru anata wa kanashisou de warui yume demo miteru you da boku wa koko da yo tonari ni iru yo doko e mo mou ikanai How do I live without you hito wa mina sora o miru miagete wa me o fuseru itsuka mita aozora o sagasezu ni nageku kedo jiyuu sa to wagamama o surikaete ikitekita hoshi mo nai yoru no sora yukuate mo mienai me de... samayou nanimo kowai mono nado nakatta sore wa mamoru mono ga nai dake aa no koto mo juunensaki mo ima no boku wa kowai yo I need huggin' my sweet heart hito wa mina sora ni naku te o hiroge yume o miru itsuka mita aozora o itsu made mo mamoru kedo jiyuu ni habataki tobimawaru kage ni boku wa mou akogaretari shinai daremo jiyuu ja nai jiyuu tte sou ja nai sora ni wa michi ga nai dake anata to iu sora no naka boku dake o tojikomete mou doko e mo ikanai yo mou doko ni mo ikanaide hito wa mina sora no naka jiyuu to iu kago no naka anata dake ireba ii kono sora ni mou tsubasa wa... iranai

and they lament because theyare unable to findthat blue sky they once sawin THE PAST.

CREDIT.

"YES, MY LORD:

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