I wake up after I drank myself numb. I look at my twitter hoping there would be some sign she saw my tweet. Nothing. I'm at a loss on what to do. I just want her back. I look at her twitter to see how she was doing and I see a picture that felt like a thousand knives piercing my heart. It was a picture of her and her friend Lee Donghae of Super Junior. I've met Donghae before and I know how he feels about her. Seeing her smiling with him while I'm here wallowing, it just hurts. I know I deserve it but I still can't escape the pain. The comment from her fans were the worst. While some still believe in us, my dear appler fans, there were some who said they look better together. Why is it that it's ok for her to be with him but not with me? I wish I could turn back time. When I was still the recepient of her smiles. I press the shuffle button again and I hear Bruno Mars' "When I Was Your Man". http://youtu.be/ekzHIouo8Q4

I should have bought you flowers

And held your hand

Should have gave you all my hours

When I had the chance

Take you to every party

Cause all you wanted to do was dance

Now my baby is dancing

Dancing with another man

My pride my ego my needs and my selfish ways

Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life

Now I never never get to clean up the mess I made

Ooh it haunts me everytime I close my eyes

I hope he buys you flowers

I hope he holds your hands

Give you all his hours

When he has the chance

Take you to every party

Cause I remember how much you loved to dance

Do all the things I should have done

When I was your man

The music gods are telling me I screwed up. I should have cherished her more. I never thought we would end. Now I wish I could turn back time so I can go back and give her the love she deserved. I should have fought for us. But it's too late now. I love you Dee. I always have, I always will. I hope you'll be happy with the next guy.

G-DRAGON @IBGDRGN Mar 31

#nowplaying Bruno Mars - When I Was Your Man [Official Video] http://youtu.be/ekzHIouo8Q4