The first time I laid my eyes on you, you made my heart skip a beat. I said to myself lucky is the man you'll marry.

I started watching you.

First few clips then until I find myself that I can’t get enough of you. I became your avid fan. I flew to Korea just to see you once. That's enough for me.

Fate took its wheel. Who would ever thought that I'll become famous and an idol too? Now my wants to see you just one time turned into my biggest life turn event.

Jesse Jung. The hottest and biggest male idol in South Korea, member of rising group SHINEE. Yes, I might be famous than my other members but it’s useless. Lots of people recognize, paid attention, love me but you? You’ll greet me with your eye smile that will turn my world upside down then that’s it. We became friends. Yeah friends. Only friends I tried to suppress my feelings coz I knew you love someone else. You’ll talk to me about how he made your day wonderful

How he can make your heart beat faster

How you love his smile.

I listened to you with fake enthusiasm. I tried to be happy whenever you're telling me stories about your perfect Prince Charming while brightly smiling. Bit by bit you changed me from a cheerful boy to a cold man. You break my heart slowly. How I wish I never came here.

*mbc radio star with the guests snsd and shinee*

"So Jesse you made your solo debut with the songs you composed how does it feel?" shindong asked.

Here I am right in front of you, looking at you with pain in my heart. I knew you said yes to him. You said it to me. But you said you’re not ready to reveal it to the public. At least people outside doesn’t know yet. At least some still believe we had something because of our closeness. AT LEAST!

“Like what is on his song ' I am all by myself but its all good' " They laugh. She laughs. Oh her eyes. Taeyeon answered it. He nudges me. Oh yeah I am day dreaming again.

I chuckled " ey hyung cut it. Anyway I never thought someone will listen to it at the first place and pay and download it haha and please ant