Dear Chanyeol,

You have been going through a tough time recently so I wrote you this letter since I know how much of a romance fanatic you are… sorry I can’t send this by dove though…

I know you want answers… like when I broke up with Kyungsoo before graduation day, I actually started to feel my heart flutter for someone else… can you guess who? IT’S YOU! I was even surprised you offered me to dance, I couldn’t help but smile sheepishly… I remember closing my eyes and hoping for a kiss… of course that never came.

After that, we lost all contact since my uni was very strict on communication. I got a degree in music and became a performing arts teacher at our senior high school. One afternoon I was talking to the girls in my choir class and they mentioned a fairly new cake shop, they squealed saying how attractive the owner was and how he played good songs. I was curious and stopped by.

It was quite the shock, seeing you at the counter… I couldn’t help but walk right in and order something. I could still remember the look on your face, rosy cheeked and gaping, that was the face I fell for. We sat and talked, but of course, you had customers to tend to. But then you started playing the guitar and I… I just wanted to embrace your lips with my own, for the song was none other than the one we danced to, it was the song I listened to every time I missed you and cried, I yearned for your touch. So I sang… I sang along to that soft melody, drifting away from reality as I imagined your arms wrapped around me as we danced once again. Day after day I came to your shop to help entertain some customers while you served the others, then those nights, you drove me home and hugged me at my doorstep. I’m sure you were only being friendly, but to me…. It meant a whole lot more. To smell your addictive scent of fresh linen and masculine musk every night only made me want you even more.

Your sister passed away last week and you wouldn’t answer any of my calls or texts. I know how much you love Yura noona… and I’m sorry I am writing this, but I was really worried that night and came over to check on you… but I didn’t know how to react when I watched what you did. He was already dead but you kept at it, I panicked. I tried to wake you from your drunken state by pulling you away, but then you cut me and I… I don’t know… I guess I was too shaken by it to let you touch me. I raced back home and patched up the nasty gash. After pacing about my small living room, I set out back to your house, only to find you unconscious on the bloody tiles. The place reeked so I tested how much I really loved you by cleaning everything up, first I dragged you upstairs and rested you in the tub before going back down stairs and wearing disposable gloves. I diced up the rest of his mutilated body and stuffed it in a garbage bag along with the knife I used, the gloves, the things I used to clean your house and dumbbells from your room. I hope you don’t mind but I kind of used your car to drive myself to the nearby walking bridge. That was where I threw the evidence into the swirling abyss of rapid waters. I drove to my house and took a nice, long shower, before driving back to your house to bathe you. It was hard lugging your limp body around… but I managed. I put you into bed and lied under the sheets beside you, patting down your wet hair, I mustered the courage to land a kiss on your plush lips… I’m sorry I kissed you while you slept, it was only a quick peck I swear! Anyway I fell asleep and left in the morning before you could wake up.

I’m sorry I haven’t been communicating to you these past few days… but that’s because I’ve been trying to figure out ways to tell you properly but I guess this letter should do. I really do love you Chanyeol… I will literally do anything for you, just like how I covered your tracks. I know what you did to him was on impulse since you were drunk and angry, and I know that cut was an accident, so I helped you. Please read this and don’t do anything stupid, okay? Just remember I’m here for you and I’ll give you all the love at support you could possibly hope for. I love you. I love you. I love you. Remember that!

All the love in the world,

Baekhyun.

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It's officially finished ^^

If you were curious of that letter Chanyeol didn't read then this is it

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Thank you for reading~