Jiyong tried to expressed him self off

Jiyong is being normal, human.

He wears his feelings on his sleeves and collar.

Made them visible.

And he wishes Seunghyun can understand

He wish Seunghyun was there to catch it

Because Jiyong is tired of feeling it all alone 

He is tired of being in the receiving end 

He is tired of all of those 

Most importantly Jiyong is tired of Seunghyun 

He come to the graduation party anyway

Because he is the leader of the group

He is the bestfriend

Or was

He is the long time friend and now soon to be ex lovers?

He doesn't know the name of their relationship anymore

He doesn't really care

All he knew that he at least need to be present 

So people will think that his band is doing okay

That his band is not falling apart

Because the lack of meetings, promotions, activities

Jiyong is present

And so are 

Seungri, Daesung, Taeyang.

Also some of Seunghyun's friends that Taeyang's invited.

Their model and actor friends.

Nuthang Crew : Soohyuk, Jonghyun, CL, Xin, etc - Jiyong doesn't care anymore.

But he talks to them anyway.

Jiyong talks a lot.

Because he doesn't want to let him self sink into depression.

So he fights the sadness with smiles, hugs, and "yoooo, what's up!"

"thanks for having me" , "cheers" or "I wish there is bbq, Can we have a bbq here?"

"Jiyong, this is an open bar, not a bbq-street-restaurant." Seungri mutters

"You forgot the hyung!" Daesung said while laughing

Taeyang is nowhere to be found.

"Where's Youngbae? Youngbae? I need a bbq set here please." Jiyong shout while giggling.

"Ji. You're dumb." Youngbae said.

Oh.

Youngbae is sitting right beside him and..

Jiyong is drunk on love, no,  dom perignon no, cheap beers. yes.

"I wish there is kimchi noodle too." says the main source of the problem imerging and stand right beside them. Looking straight to Jiyong's eyes like he's searching for a part of him, like he is asking "Is there anything of me left in you?" Gaze full of sparking and shouting hope. Eyes like sky, Eyes like I've never seen.

Here we go again, Jiyong thought.

He smiles anyway.

The others meet the star of the party.

Jiyong said "Congratulation ! you're amazing, Seungh Hyung."

"Thanks Jiyong, Thanks Seungri, Thanks Daesung, Thanks Youngbae. I miss you guys too."

And they threw glances.

Seungri hugs Seunghyun so tight.

Partly because he is afraid that Seunghyun will pass and go away slip from their territory again.

Daesung joins in.

Seunghyun opens his arms so wide.

Taeyang surrenders his "no bro im not into this ..."

He hugs Seunghyun anyway. Because he miss this piece of too.

Jiyong is left in the stool. Lingering.

Watching the beautiful view of his life, his friends, his family bonding - on.

Jiyong is happy.

Jiyong forgets his sadness and anger towards Seunghyun.

Jiyong needs to forget the .

Because this is more important.

His love for this.

Seunghyun still opening his arms tough now.

Seunghyun is smiling.

So he smiles too.

He sees Seunghyun murmurs something.

Jiyong raise his glass and drink his beers. 

Signaling that he's cool here. It's chilly he's just want to drink now.

And he hears his boundaries being pushed, once again.

"You don't want to join (us) ?" 

"Kwon Jiyong?"