2007
Love AwakeningJiyong is recording the song LIES that he has written on the night of Chaerin’s disastrous date.
Lies
Yeah, love is pain (come again)
Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people
One's old a flame, Just scream my name
And I'm so sick of love songs
Yeah, I hate damn love songs, memento of ours
Lies
Late at night, rain is falling it- brings you
I fidget at with the end of wet memories
I keep pledging that I can live well without you
That it can't be helped, still
Drinking even though I'm bad at it and staying up all night with a burning heart, still
I don't want to, a day without you is long
I beg, just let me forget (it's a lie)
Me without you has no trace of a smile
I can't even cry, I don't want to continue living on
It's ty and enraging, I think I'm going crazy at the thought of you
I can't see you, even though I want to, says everything has ended
I'll be right there
I'm so sorry but I love you
They are all lies, I didn't know, I just realized I need you
I'm so sorry but I love you
Sharp words, without knowing I let you leave in my anger
I'm so sorry but I love you, they are all lies
I'm so sorry (sorry) but I love you (I love you more more)
I'm so sorry but but I love you
“Wow, who do you think inspire him to right this song? They lyrics are so good for a break up song. Is Jiyong hyung seeing anybody right now?” ask Seungri
“I haven’t Jiyong dating, Bae do you know something?” ask Daesung
“Even if I do know, I won’t tell you guys, you have to ask Ji” Young bae told everyone
“It’s good for a solo songs, it has a lot of depth” TOP commented
As soon as Jiyong step out of the booth Seungri began questioning him.
“Yah! I just saw a break up on the street and it inspired me to write it.” Said Jiyong
“But Hyung it’s too detailed to be just someone else break up. Are you even going out now?” ask Seungri
“Isn’t Jiyong going out with Chaerin?” Daesung curiously ask
“Chaerin and I are not dating, why do, all of you think like that?” reply Jiyong
“So if you two are not dating, I can introduce my friend to Chaerin” said Seungri earning a slap on the back from Jiyong
“Hyung, you said you’re not dating Chaerin” complain Seungri
“I’m not dating Chaerin but it doesn’t mean, she’s allowed to date. She still too young!” explain Jiyong
“Just admit it Jiyong, you like Chaerin, you even describe her in one of our guesting” said TOP
“When did I?” question Jiyong
“Remember when you said you like a girl who looks like a cat and with strong personality?” comment TOP
Jiyong just open and closed his mouth not knowing what to say.
“Yes, and when they asked if the girl is older, you said age has nothing to do with it.” Daesung also pointed out
“Yah! Why do you automatically assume it’s Chaerin” asked Jiyong
“So we’ll introduce Chae to our friends” said TOP
“Chaerin is too young, she’s like our sisters and you’re all like giving her away” Jiyong is now angry at the boys for pushing Chaerin to date guys.
“Let’s just drop the subject ok, let’s all let Chaerin decide what she wants to do” Youngbae said to stop this pointless discussion. If Jiyong will not man up to his feeling then it will be his lost, Youngbae just hope, Jiyong will not be too late.
“Ji, just continue your recording so you can present your song to Hyung.” Told Youngbae
After a couple of days Jiyong has presented YG the songs that he has created. After hearing Lies, YG face lit up and inform him that that will be the next song for Big Bang and ask him to review the lyrics again to match it for Big Bang.
Jiyong was upset to YG decision but he cannot be do anything about it. He was in the dance studio trying burn off all frustration his feeling, when Chaerin walk in. He then decided to stop dancing and lay on the floor.
“Oppa” giving Jiyong vitamin drink “Is there something wrong?”
“I’m just upset, I have played the songs I made to hyung, and only my solo song pass but he want to make it to Big Bang song. It was supposed to be my song.” Jiyong said bitterly
“Oppa, YG knows what he’s doing, we need to trust him that what is doing is for us and not to hinder us.” Said Chaerin while wiping Jiyong sweat
“You’re probably right” said Jiyong holding on to Chaerin hand
“Come on Oppa, treat me some ice cream so you’ll feel better” said Chaerin smiling
“How can does that make me feel better?” replied Jiyong laughing
“Because you’ll be with me” Chaerin said jokingly “Come on Oppa let’s go”
“Aigoo Chaerin, you are such a baby” replied Jiyong while standing up and pinching Chaerin cheeks.
After the release of Lies, Big Bang has enjoyed tremendous success which also made them so busy. They hardly had time to rest, they been going from one show to the next and in between they are still writing songs. YG wants to release a follow up album in a few months so they can ride on the success of Lies.
Jiyong and Chaerin rarely see each other but they still are able to maintain some communication through text.
From spending most time together and now seeing each other less, how will it change their life?
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Sorry for the delay, have been so busy at work I think it’s affecting my writing.
I can’t seem to find anything to write huhuhu
In the next chapter I will jump to 2009, so we can move on hehehe
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