The two of them didn't spoke. They had left the practice room, the Infinite members were waiting for anything, even for Myungsoo's dead if that was the case. They went outside, but since fans found out where they practiced, he asked his manager to give him the car keys. The two of them were inside the van, with not much space to move and they couldn't help but look to each other. The atmosphere around the two of them was beyond awkward, and they didn't know what to say. At least Krystal didn't know what to say, because Myungsoo was pretty sure he didn't need to speak. He was sure that him singing that song explained a lot, but maybe she didn't understood the meaning behind it.

Maybe she was just thinking he was showing her his musical talent? He didn't know, and now that the silence was becoming worst, more doubts took over him. He couldn't even hear people walking around. It was like the world had stopped to hear what they had to say to each other. He just thanked that the crew had to leave because they had to go and record a very important thing, Myungsoo didn't remembered. They were completely alone and that was all it mattered, right?

“So....” he started and he noticed Krystal jumped from her seat a little. She continued looking at him, waiting for him to continue speaking. “....Here we are....” he had a whole speech prepared but he didn't know if he should say it. Either he or Krystal were the case of loving those romantic speeches. He wasn't very good with it. He liked to be direct, he liked to be honest, but at that moment, he wasn't sure if that would be a good idea. Maybe he should turn his speech into something a little more...soft? Cute? Maybe not cute but...romantic?

God, why don't I watch sappy romantic dramas with Woohyun? If I did, I would be a pro at things like these like he is! Myungsoo thought but then shivered at the thought of being so cheesy like the lead vocal. “I knew what I wanted to talk about when we were in the practice room...but now, I can't even remember my mother's name!” Krystal said, showing how nervous she was. She was still getting used to the idea of being alone with Myungsoo, with no cameras around. Sure, it didn't bothered her sleep in the same dorm as him, why? Because they weren't completely alone. There was always someone else with them.

Myungsoo couldn't help but smile when he saw Krystal so nervous. It was out of character, it wasn't the same Krystal she usually showed to the world. She was always so quiet, a little cold and gave the impression of being confident of herself. But since the two started doing this show together, he learned so many knew things about her. Things that made her go from his ideal type to his ideal girl. Ideal type was one thing. It meant he liked a couple of things about a particular girl, but ideal girl meant it HAD to be that girl. It couldn't be anyone else, it had to be her. And in his case, it had to be Krystal, no one else.

She continued mumbling random words and he couldn't help but smile a little more. Honestly speaking, he had no idea what she was saying. He just moved a little closer and placed his left hand on top of hers. Krystal stopped speaking and looked at him, her cheeks a little flushed. “Just breath...” He said and she did exactly what he told her to. He gave her another small smile and pulled her a little closer. For the first time, he was glad they were on the last seat. Usually he wasn't very found to go on the back, but at that moment, he was. “I'll go first.” Myungsoo spoke and she could feel him holding her hand a little tighter.

“Remember when we first met? Not for this show, when we really met!” Krystal nodded. It was when they were doing that uniform photo-shoot together. The could remember how the Infinite members didn't tried to act cool like the male groups did. She remembered they acted like themselves and made the atmosphere so bright so light. “And remember when the two of us were paired up?” She nodded again. “I thought I was going to die. Yes, I've done photo-shoots with other girls and I've been closer to them than from what I was with you but...I wasn't nervous with them. With you, I felt like my heart was going to jump from my chest. Because you are Krystal. Not some actress or singer. You're Krystal...my ideal girl.”

Krystal felt her cheeks burn when she heard those words but didn't said anything. She just continued listening to everything he had to say, she wanted to know all of it. “I even tried to grab your hand, but I was so nervous...and then, when I think I'll never do anything with you, I'm 'recruited' to be your husband.” He paused and moved a little bit closer so they were inches apart of each other. Just a little more and they would be as close as humanly possible. “At first I thought we would be awkward and a little cold...but we became close, we became more than friends. I couldn't help but feel that my feelings were more than I wanted...and then, in Paris...I realized that...” Krystal continued looking at him, her heart beating faster and faster ans she continued listening to it.

“On that photo-shoot I realized that...I'm in love with you a-” Before he could continue, he felt the woman in front of her literally jump into his arms and hold him like he never had been held before. At first he didn't know what to do, but when he felt her holding him even tighter, he wrapped his arms around her slim figure. He was scared she would break if he held her with too much strength. He was feeling his heart beating so fast, but he didn't know if this was something good or not. She could be holding him before she broke his heart, and if that was like that, he was sure he wouldn't be able to take it at all. He was pretty sure that if she rejected him he would cry harder than he did when Infinite won their first award. He didn't showed it to the cameras, but when they were back to the dorm, he cried like a baby. “Is this hug a good hug or a 'I'm sorry but I'm going to reject you' hug?” He asked, trying to bright up the mood a little bit, but as he spoke he felt even worst.

Krystal pulled away a little. “I'm not going to reject you...” She paused and looked right into Myungsoo's eyes making the older feel his hopes grow as she continued talking. This was probably going to end very well, or would end in a horrible way for him. “:...I...I really like you...” Like? Like wasn't the same thing as love. On the contrary. Like was what he felt for another people. He liked the f(x) members. He liked his cordis. He liked his manager. He liked his friends. But he loved Krystal. “...But I love you...” Myungsoo whispered, not even realizing he just said what he did. He felt her grab his hand and he was forced to look to her, even if it was hard for him. “I....god this is hard.” She said to herself but he continued waiting. “I...I do love you b-” He stopped her. He heard exactly what he wanted to hear. He didn't anything else. He pressed his forehead against hers and she could swear she was hearing his heart beat.

The silence took over the van and they didn't know what to say. They looked to each other and as Myungsoo was moving closer to kiss Krystal, she stopped him by placing her delicate fingers on his lips. He couldn't help but give her a very frustrated groan. He gave her a soft glare and she smiled at him, her cheeks burning. “I do love you....more than I should...Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't.” Myungsoo nodded. “I know how you feel...Sometimes I feel like I shouldn't even look at you...”He said as a whisper and she smiled weakly at him. “I feel that this is wrong...but at the same time I don't care about it...” Myungsoo smiled when he heard that. He felt exactly the same. Now, he felt like he could finally reach and get what he wanted so badly but as he moved closer, and placed his hands gently on her hips but she stopped him again. “BUT....how are we going to work this out? I mean...we have the show...now...and we can be together...but what will we do after that? Our schedules...they don't allow us to be together.”

“We'll find a way!” Myungsoo said even more frustrated than before. She gave him a weak smile but didn't agreed with him. “What if..What if we get tired of waiting? What if you get tired of waiting for me? Will we be...heart-broken?” Myungsoo started biting his lower lip. She was right. What if it took too long for them? What if they got tired of waiting for each other? What if they gave up? Distance wasn't a couple's best friend and now, Myungsoo wasn't sure of what he wanted. What was he suppose to do? Victoria and Nichkhun had the luck that they are both on powerful companies and that their relationship is a good thing for both SM and JYP but...he was in a small, weak one. He couldn't do things someone from JYP could. He could already imagine the two of them being forced to be away from each other and he wasn't sure if he could handle it. He had to be with her.

He grabbed her wrist and pulled her closer. She allowed her arms to be around his waist and she rested her head on his right shoulder. He gave a deep, long breath and as she closed her eyes, he gave her a small kiss on the forehead. If Myungsoo could stop time and be like that forever, he would. “I'll find a way...I promise...” He whispered, but he didn't trusted his own words. Krystal just nodded. What were they suppose to do now? What were they suppose to do when the show ended and they had to be away? What?