My So-Called Stalker [hiatus]

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It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.” ― Rose Kennedy


At first he was just another stranger. Second, he became a familiar stranger. Next he became an annoying, yet harmless stalker. Then he became an unwelcome, but nice acquaintance. Later on he somehow became somewhat of a friend. Soon enough he became someone that I could finally let my once broken heart open up to again. Sadly, in the process my heart was shattered into pieces once more because of him.

The first invisible love scar to my heart was made by a guy I thought I loved and who had loved me. The second one was made by him whom I thought could take care of it with more tenderness. I guess the wounds will never fade and that the heart will never really learn. Sure the pain lessens, but the feelings of bonding are never forgotten. No matter how much time goes by, the feelings stay. No matter how much you teach yourself to let it go time and time again, the heart has hopes of moving on from it again and again.

So that's what I did the first time. I eventually let it go and tried to move on. As for the second time around I guarded myself, but he was persistent. Although in the process, it seemed to have repeated itself once more. Unfortunately, we are humans and we do make mistakes constantly. All that we have is time and depend on it. But sometimes it is never enough when the brain and mind works so hard to keep everything in control. But the heart has hope. It always has hope. The heart will always do what it wants to do despite what the brain is constantly reminding it about the consequences of its actions.

And all that it wants to do is... is to love freely time and time again.


Love lives on hope, and dies when hope is dead; it is a flame which sinks for lack of fuel.” ― Pierre Corneille

Foreword

hello everyone! this story has been in the works since.... 2011 it was when Bang Yongguk was featured in Secret's Song Jieun's song, "Going Crazy". anyways... that's why the poster looks so happy and why he's so smiley as those were the known pictures of him at that time. i didn't really want them stalkerish looking ones from the music video. lol anyways... and i'm too lazy to get a new poster, and i want to use this one because the user from SOOMPI that made it for me, created it and so yeah. as for the user name "miss_vicky" that is my username on SOOMPI and it is still me. i have not posted this story at all, and AFF is the first time ever. so yeah... that's about it. so enjoy whenever this gets updated and finished and all that stuff. lol oh... don't worry, the other members make appearances too. i actually started writing this one way before "A Valentine's Day Special", but this is a full-length story compare to "AV'sDS" which is a oneshot collection... so kind of sad really. lol oh well. hopefully i can finish the "AWDS" that is a response to "AV'sDS". lol so yeah.... please look forward to those.

also, i would like to use this as one of my 50 Word Prompt Challenge too. lol

 

32.  Gammon (verb).
to deceive.

 


-This story by [glaceskies] is a work of Fiction. The events and characters are fictional or out of character, and the celebrity names/images merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrity is in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends.

-© [glaceskies] 2014. All rights reserved. Distribution of any kind is prohibited without the written consent of [glaceskies] .

 

poster credits: BYUNNJAE!@SOOMPI, thanks. ;]

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hyunnielover26 #1
Chapter 17: ooooooh whyyyy. i want to read T T