12:00am, 12th of March 2014, I'ts my birthday, i should be happy,
but instead, I'm in my boyfriends arms, a complete mess
finding out that im going to die in 24 hours.
I have hematenesis, a disease where you vomitt blood,
its nothing new, my whole family has it, both of my parents had it, and my brother?
he has it too, but he is stronger, he's in a hospital bed in the city,
unlike my parents, they're in a bed too, if you call lying six feet underground a bed.
sigh...what am I supossed to do.