Kris POV

so tonight I asked LuHan date..i mean out. ugh!

at first he refused it but after my nonstop and firmly persuasion, he accepted it. I brought him to my favorite place, a rooftop old building. the building had never been used again, so no one come here anymore. I always came here every time I need to release my stress, my anger, my sadness, anything.

when we arrived, I directly came into the building and walked upstairs, felt like my own home. but I saw LuHan frozen on his place, didn’t follow me. he looked so afraid,

“oh come on, Lu. it’s not like we will meet serial murderer inside the building. it’s safe. you’ll be safe. I’ll protect you, I won’t let you hurt.”

oh my God! what did I say?! protect him?! how cheesy I was! wait..was that..blushing which I saw on LuHan’s face?

I shook my head to clear my mind from the thought and continued walk upstairs right to the roof top.

the first thing on my mission list is to open the story of my life to him, so then he would be trust me more to ‘help’ him. I told him everything: my brother, my family, the old me and the new me. and for the first time in my life, I cried my heart out in front of someone.

yes, LuHan was the first person, who knew my story, and would be the only person I ever shared about it. and in front LuHan, I broke down. I tried to keep my gaze stay to the front, to hide my tears, but I thought he already seen.

I asked him to stop, stop being like the old me, and never changed himself to be the new me. he cupped my face and wiped my tears with his small, soft hands. I coul