Gomawo
Heartbreak, Friendship, Lovehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nPxU9ExumWg
2PM - I Can't
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HeeJin paced back and forth in her room. She was contemplating between confronting JinYoung and convincing him to move out or yell at her him and her mother. She wanted to do both but couldn't think of a way to do either. Frustrated, she fell onto her bed and stared at the ceiling with a sigh. Obviously, she still loved him. She didn't know where their relationship went wrong. At one point, they were friends like they were just a couple months ago. But the idea of marriage came between them and made everything awkward.
HeeJin knew that she didn't want to marry ChunJi. She wanted to give up the marriage and go to JinYoung. There were times when she wanted to give up everything and go back to the times when she could show up at JinYoung's house without an excuse, walk up to him in the hallway and say hi, or hang out for hours after school and on the weekends. She sat up and looked at ChunJi's room and her frustrated expression softened. He was innocently picking out CD's from the shelves on his wall and listening to them.
*What would I do with ChunJi?* she wondered. Her relationship with him has grown a lot since they first met. He wasn't the cold and arrogant stranger but the quiet and comforting friend. On days that she felt lonely in the strange house, she was always able to lean on him. She didn't want to marry him, but she didn't want him to go away from her life. He's become a big part of her life now. Their small moments together like their calm mornings outside, their meals, everything. It would be too much of a waste to throw away and forget now.
Curling onto her side, she hugged a long pillow and rested her chin on it. She softly smiled. *What would I have done without ChunJi? Probably still lost, confused, and hopeless. You're doing exactly what JinYoung oppa used to do for me. Gomawo.*
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