5 years ago, I was once known as Jung Sooyeon who was the university's bubbly girl; a happy go lucky, cheerful along with my girlfriend, Kim Taeyeon.

 

                              Our relationship was secret at first, but since we're both famous. They accepted our relationship, they even had a fanclub of us. We were very happy with each other. We've been together for almost 2 years! Almost 2 years of us being together happily, of course, like every other couple, with arguements! But after some hours, we'll fix that.

 

                              But a month before our 2nd anniversary, she became cold to me. I'm not usually thinking straight but hey, you can notice that since she'll only text you once a day and I don't even see her at school!  Not to mention I was the cold one before. And there comes the day where she threw her angriness at me for some stupid reason. She never did that before!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[OCTOBER 22, 2010]

 

"Sooyeon, what are you doing with your life?! Why did you fail your exam?!" Taeyeon shouted at me. 

 

"I told you, I was sick. I texted you many times! You didn't even cared! I was so sick that I had no time to review!" I told her. That was true, I texted her many times, I even called her but there was no reply.

 

 

"You know mom's gonna hate to hear this." There. Her mother. She loves her mother so much.

 

 

"Kim Taeyeon! GROW UP!! Why do have to listen to your mother so much?! Your always talking about your mother! You shouldn't have just enter into this relationship if you're just gonna follow your mother about everything! " I shouted at her. 

 

"DONT YOU EVER---- Aish!" She shouted at me. The tears were falling in my eyes. "I-I'm ... sorry for shouting at you" She said then kissed the top of my head. "I-It's your fault... Let me take you home." She said then she drove me to my home.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I left her car and stared at her ...

 

"Thanks. I- I love you." I said but all she did was nod and she left.

 

'So much..' I whispered to myself and entered the house.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[DECEMBER 22, 2010]

 

                  A few weeks after, it has gone worse. No text, no calls, no fetchings, not even greetings. Not like before there was even ONE message, a single message!

 

 

                 It was our 2nd anniversary so I thought I could give her a gift. I made a cake, a special one. I'm not the type of person who can stay in the kitchen for only like 5 minutes, But hell! For her I will. I managed to finish the cake after 8 hours of repeating, repeating and repeating. I went to their home and there was a party. I stopped halfway--- 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"I am so happy to announce, that my daughter, Kim Taeyeon is in a relationship with Hwang Miyoung!" Taeyeon's mother announced. I looked at him, in the mini stage of their house. 

 

Taeyeon smiled and the girl smiled back, they look like they were really in love with each other. Tears were falling and it can't stop. My visions were getting blury, the cake fell in my hand which took the attention of the people who were in that room. I ran and I was about to fetch the taxi when someone held my wrist.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

"Sooyeon." Taeyeon started "M-Mom wants Miyoung to be my g-girlfriend.." She said then a tear fell from her eyes.

 

 

 

"Why Taeyeon-ah? Why always your mother?... " I said, my voice shaking, I whispered the last part.

 

 

 

"I- I .... I'm sorry." She said then I sat "She told me that she'll ruin your life ... and your family... I'm sorry...." She continued, a tear fell from her eye.

 

 

I stood up, "N-No Taeyeon...., d-don't be sorry. I want you to be happy. You are everything to me. You d-deserve t-to be ha-happy. M- My heart, belongs to you b- but I won't wait for you anymore I can see  that you're happy with her.  Not because of your mother, It's you Taeyeon... You have her, Miyoung. This will only be temporarily hurt, Taeyeon. I will forget you eventually" I said then faked a laugh.

 

 

 

"Thank you for coming into my life..."  I said then ran to the taxi I hailed. 'How the hell did my family get involved in this?!'

 

 

 

 

 

That night, I cried my heart out. I am broken... like a mirror. No one can ever fix me, again.

 

 

 

 

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[DECEMBER 22, 2013]

 

 

 

Oh , Who am I kidding?! It's been 3 years yet I can't forget about her.

 

 

 

"Yah Jessica, get ready! We're performing next!" Yuri said to me.

 

 

 

Yep, I'm now Jung Jessica. A girl group member of SNSD where we consist of 6 members; I, Sunny, Hyoyeon, Yuri, Sooyoung and Yoona. 

 

But still, never in that 3 years I fell for someone. I tried dating yet she can't get off my mind. I've never heard of her or that miyoung. 

 

 

 

 

[SUNNY]

 

'I will never.. give all my love to anyone. I won't ever.. be loving anyone fully.'

 

[JESSICA]

 

 

[JESSICA]

 

 

 

 

 

Then a tear escaped my eye which was seen on the led... which made the fans shocked. I looked at the fans ... there, I saw her.. the girl who broke me.

 

 

 

 

I'll just wait for that someone who can fix me, again. Not just her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Just feel like writing one- shot! I'm thinking of a sequel for this. But I'll try to write that after SOSHI HIGH!

 

 

"YOUR IDOL IS MY EX-GIRLFRIEND"

 

 

 

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