I wished time would stop.

"Am I really getting taller?" I said to myself while looking at the mirror. "I didn't eat foods with calcium didn't I?" I said again.

All of this are to prove that I'm not a kid anymore. As I was about to walk out of my room, i saw a letter sticking out from my books. I saw it and took it out.

"Whats this doing in my book?" I read and it was for me. I opened the letter and read it, to my surprise it was a love letter from my classmate, Minho.

***** Next Day *****

I went to meet Minho about the letter he gave me the day before.

"Minho... T-this is the first time I received  a love letter. Thank You but..." I couldn't finished my words. Not knowing what to say.

"Why? Do you hate me?" he said. "N-no but-" he cutted of my words. "If thats the reason then try and accept me. i really like you Pinn." he said.

Minho is really different than Taemin. If I'm with Minho, I will not worry abaut my height and my identity anymore. for me, falling in love is normal in my age. But, What do I really expect?

***** ***** ***** *****

I walked back home alone thinking about what Minho said just now. Not realizing someone was chasing me at the back.

"Pinn!' i turned around to see Taemin chasing. "Taemin..." I only managed to say his name, couldn't confess to him. "Why didn't you wait for me? don't you want to go home together?" He said."Let's go!" he held my hand.

If one day, Taemin would let go of my hand. What will be the expression I will see from him.

I let go of my hand from him. I thought he woul ask me if something wrong but surprisingly he pushed me onto a wall near the sidewalk.

"What is your problem Pinn?! Why can't you tell me what it is?!" He said.

'I-I have a boyfriend Taemin." I answered.

"That I know!" I can still see he was not satisfied with my answers.

"I'm sorry Taemin, it's just that I'm not a kid anymore. I can't be with you anymore." There I said it, the words.

I didn't expect that I was able confess. To say these words i used all my energy I have left in my body. This is the best. Before you leave me and let go of my hand.

"Really? You mean you don't need me anymore?" he said calmer than before. " I understand, Pinn..." he said again.

He let go of me and left before I could even say a word. I know he was sad and upset about it. I turned around letting my back facing him and walk away. Tears ran down from my face.

I'm sorry Taemin...