In My Head and The Accident

The Locket Heart

Now , it had been two week in row he get the same  nightmare . Nightmare that ask him to gone from this world . Nightmare that ask him to kill himself . 

 

Are they the best option ? 

 

Key massage his head . Because of the nightmare , he avoid himself from taking sleep too long  and the risk that he take, he feel really tired and drowsy . 

 

" Kibum are you okay ? " Onew tap Key shoulder . He look at his friend that look want to faint anytime with concern face . 

 

" I'm okay . It just a little bit headache . " Key smile at Onew . He took a bottle of vitamin water from his bag and drink it . 

 

" It had been an hour we practice and you look really not fine Kibum . " Jonghyun sit beside Key and put his palm on Key forehead , tried to feel that if he having any fever .

 

" Well , you don't have any fever . Oh yea Key , last night i heard something . "

 

" What did you heard ? " Key look at Jonghyun curious for what his friend heard last night .

 

" Are you having a nightmare ? " Jonghyun ask Key the question that the most he want to avoid . The most that he doesn't want to answer . 

 

" I think i heard it too . Is that what keep you tired today ? " Minho hand out Key panadol from his bag . 

 

I don't think i can lie to them about it . 

 

" Kindda like that . " He take the panadol and shove it into his mouth . 

 

" So what is it about hyung ? " Taemin ask curiously since he heard it clearly that Key voice like desperate that time .

 

Please don't push me to tell you . Can i just lie this time? 

 

" Comme des running away from house and getting hit by car . You know how much i love them right . " Key made an upset face . 

 

" Hyung that is terrible nightmare . Don't worry Hyung it's impossible for Comme Des or Garcons running away from house . " Taemin tried to make a joke . 

 

" Yeah you right . The only walking dog that escape from our house is Jonghyun . " Onew poke Jonghyun shoulder . 

 

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Just do it no one cares if you gone 

 

Key shock . He wake up from his daydream after heard that voice . The girl voice from his nightmare . 

 

Is that true i'm useless ? Are they really cares about me ? Should i just .... 

 

Die ... 

 

If i kill myself no one will care right ? 

 

Suicide ..... 

 

" Kibum what are you thinking ? It look like you 're in a deep thought . " Minho shake Key shoulder a little . 

 

" Ah, it's nothing . I just remember of my granny . How is she right now . " 

 

" I bet she's fine . 91liner ask we out . Do you want to hangout with them after show ? " 

 

" I don't have mood right now . Tell them i'm sorry . " Key left Minho and went into toilet washing his face . 

 

" I made up my mind . It all going to be over soon . I can't bear it anymore . " Key look at his reflection at the mirror . 

 

You 're pathectic 

 

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" I think the background look a little bit weird . " The cameraman said to the script writer . 

 

" I already ask since i thought the same . I ask them to check the stage and they say they 've check it twice and it okay . " 

 

" Fine . The next group after this is ? " 

 

" It's SHINee . I'm going to ask them prepared . " The script writer went behind the stage . 

 

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" Since it live, let's give them the best performance . " Onew said and they did a group hug before went out to the stage . 

 

As the music on they start to perform their song . Dance according to what their practice flawlessly . Giving all their best to show that they are one of the best . 

 

TAEMIN !!! WATCH OUT!!!! 

 

That what they heard before the situation turn chaos and they saw the background fall . Luckily, Taemin are fine without injured but it was someone else . Someone who push Taemin before he getting hit by the background . 

 

It is one of their band mate . It's Key ........

 

 

 

 

 

 

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VIPstar #1
Chapter 5: God i love it so much . Too many emotion . Nice
Ilonahaku #2
Hello, how are you? Is everything fine? Did you enjoy your spring holidays? :]
Just wanted to drop and say hi. XD
I am looking forward to the next chapter, but take your time for continuing this story. I will be patiently waiting. :]

Have a great weekend! :]
Ilonahaku #3
Chapter 3: Chapter 3
It is heartbreaking for me to see worried, scared Shinee members. Btw is he Key seriously injured all over his body or just his head got harmed?

I really like the inserted part, where Key´s mom and grandmother visited him.

Wow, the last part of this chapter was mindblowing!!! I am really curious what will happen in next chapter. :D When Key accepted the offer, he will experience following events in his soul form, but after his experience ends, can he come back to his body or come back in time? I mean...is he dead and cant come back alive anymore, because he accepted the offer?

I really like this story a lot, I love how you tell the story, how the whole situation has been developing, how Key has to face all problems, how you incorporated supernatural element in the story. You are doing great job with this story!!! I enjoyed reading all 3 chapters a lot! <3
I am looking forward to the next chapter. :D
Btw how long do you plan to make this fanfic?
Ilonahaku #4
Chapter 2: Chapter 2

OMG, Key has had the same dream for 2 weeks? O.o That is really awful. No wonder that he is even more exhausted and that Onew thought that Key would collapse soon. It also isnt good that he had headache because of lack of sleep. T.T I was worried that he could develop some anxiety attacks. Lack of sleep must also have bad impact on his emotions and he has more time to think about all things. :|
I was surprised how well Key lied to them, it was really smart to make them think that Key has nightmare about his dog. Haha, I really liked Onews joke that Jjong is actually the only dog that can escape from their home. XD

It is so sad to see Key determined to end his life. T.T But I understand that he has to face great emotional pressure and stress, especially when he has the same dream for 2 weeks and there are still bad rumours about him.

Wow, you made a great twist in the story by making the background part of the stage fall on Key! I didnt expect it at all! XDD But I really like this turn of events a lot! Key wanted to die, but if he is in coma, there are many things that can happen meanwhile. I mean that Key can take rest from reality, he can be in his own special world. And it is much better than to commit suicide.
Ilonahaku #5
Chapter 1: I am glad that members are wiling to help him and still care about him. :)
I am so glad that Taemin comforted him, when he started to cry and that Onew carried him to his bed. But it is sad that Key is losing weight and cant sleep properly at all. :/ He is stressed, depressed all the time...what a sorrowful time.

His nightmare is horrible! I am glad that fansigns are actually different in reality, that people cant choose who they want autograph from. I wonder, if that evil girl represents someone who Key knows in reality. The girl´s words are so harsh and it is painful to see that Shinee members in his dream also want him to die. T.T Poor Key. Everybody would break down, if he had dreams, where people want him to be dead. T.T

I am curious why newspapers publish so many rumours about Key that are not true? Do people hate it so much because of his drug+car accident?
Ilonahaku #6
Chapter 1: The summary immediately caught my attention as something that promises really interesting angst fanfic that I might like a lot. But I also wasnt sure what should I really expect, so I was surprised that Key got such problems with his career. I think I have never read a fanfic, where Keys idol position would be in danger because of driving drunk and having drugs that are not his own, I must say that it is really refreshing. :]

I am glad that Key didnt faint, when he had a meeting with SM boss. :) It must be very delicate and uncomfortable situation for both of them, but it cant be helped. I was really surprised by Keys outburst, when he begged SM boss to save his career, but the moment when SM boss told him that he believes him and tried to comfort him, I was surprised again. XD I mean, I didnt think Key would be so desparete to save his idol job and I didnt expect Lee Soman to have understanding and such concern about Key.

Btw, I have a few questions.
1) Was Key really drunk or did he have alcohol traces in his blood? I ask, because I didnt understand how he could get drunk, if he drank from Mir´s glass. If he drank a lot, I would understand it, but if he sipped from Mir´s glass, he shouldnt be drunk a lot.
Somehow I miss the cause why Key was caught driving drunk.
2) And didnt Key realize that he was drunk? So could you explain it to me, please? :)

My next question is about the drug.
3)Does Key know how the drug got into his car or who is the true owner of the drug?
I think if such information was known, it could help to clear the whole mess.

I feel really sorry for Key, it must be so difficult. T.T (But dont get me wrong, I really love to read such fanfics, where Key has hard time to deal with his problems and you are doing great job!).
I am glad that Key didnt keep his emotion just for himself, that he also uncovered a little bit of his thoughts for s. His emotional breakdown in front them was kinda needed.
Onew2HeaRa #7
Chapter 1: yeobu!! nice stories..I love it!! Good Job Beb!!
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