After the decision, Leila and I went out of the conference room and Kangin was pacing around nervously. When he saw me, he rushed over and hugged me gently as if I'm as fragile as glass... We went for a silent lunch at the café Donghwa owned (Donghae's brother). 

"Baby girl, why didn't you tell me Lee Soo Man was threatening you?!" Kangin tried to use a soothing tone but anger was also involved. 

"I knew that your career and dreams are important, I don't want to destroy your career..: moreover, it was selfish of me wanting to stay beside you instead of the baby... I... I..." I choked up in my own voice and Kangin just comforted me... I decided to have a nice Christmas with him and leave next year 2014 on Valentines day unideally... Just for the sake that dad will come back for three weeks on lunar new year and coincidently leave at valentines day...

I will continue my masters... Perhaps Leila may come with me as I persuaded her a few times...

MY DECISION WAS MADE. I WILL LEAVE KANGIN AND GO TO THE STATES NEXT YEAR'S VALENTINES DAY... Leila promised me she will study masters with me in the states so someone could take care of me and help me hide the ugly truth from my parents.