MC1 : If you fall in love with a member who would it be?
K : For me it would probably be …..Eli 
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K : If Eli gave me his love, I would fall in love with him
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E : For me…its Kevin. Because Kevin is really pure, I want to….more…. I want to give him my all
MC1 : You two should date 
K : But we are guys we cant 
E : Yes…Such a pity 
K : He’s my type but he’s a guy so no
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K : Maybe in our next life
S : You two aren’t meant to be
K : We’re not…
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Kevin’s POV
After the radio recording, we’re all headed home. Sitting in the car ,I keep thinking about the conversation about who would I date between our members. I don’t know why I said Eli. Its just so … real. Its been more than 5 years we’ve been together. All the cheering, hugging , even kissing we’ve share. Everything is so unfair. Whenever I start to fall for him, I keep remind myself “this is not right, you’re a guy , so does Eli…” like how our leader said, we not meant to be. Next life? How can I wait till there ? I just want to tell him that I love him now and always, let forget about what other people think , and just be together , forever. But I can’t. I’m afraid. I’m being too selfish and only think about myself. What if it only one-sided? Eli just see my as a friend or bandmate? I hate myself, I hate everything , I hate you Eli. For making me fall in love. Everything black out.
-------love, is a word more painful than pain itself
But love, is a word that makes me smile
You were always by my side so I didn’t know the value
But now I finally see your empty spot
I’m sorry for this love that is a step behind------
“Get up, we’re here, home sweet home. I mean the hotel” – Soohyun shake my shoulder from the back
I open my eyes and quickly jump out of the car to grab my stuff behind the van and dash inside the hotel’s elevator 
Our members slowly fill in the elevator and we go up to the upper floor. Eli was next to me. After the recording , we feel kinda awkward , I don’t know why. I try to avoid his eyes but I can tell Eli is looking at me right now.
“I heard this hotel have a really cool rooftop, we should check it out in the morning before leaving here” Hoon says as his head leaning again the wall, eyes closed
Everybody is too tired to answer him.
*Ding* 
Our members rushing out, but I felt a hand pulling me back.
“Meet me at the rooftop after u change your clothes” Eli whisper to my ears and left the elevator without looking back.
I follow what he said. Change into a comfortable pajama and use the stair to walk up to the rooftop. 
-Rooftop-
Eli  is sitting on the floor, in the middle of the rooftop with his eyes close. He look so peaceful right now and i want to keep this sight in my head forever.
I tiptoe near him in case this image might gone and sit next to him quietly.
After 5 mins, Eli open his eyes and look at me.
" You're here?" I just nod at him 
"What do you want to talk about?" I still feel abit awkward so i look down at my hands again.
"I dont know. Life? Nahhh.... I just feel alittle stuffy in the room so... you know, get some air." He let out a long sigh 
"Ahh I see" Everything suddenly got quiet just like when i first walk in.
"What did you think about the recording today?"
"What do you mean?" 
"Why did you pick me?"  Eli's voice startled me from my thought. He close his eyes and lean back till he lie down completely on the floor with one knee up and right arm crossing over his forhead.
"Ermm...because..." 
"Do you perhap like me?" Eli look right through my eyes as i turn back to look at him
We just keep staring at each other for how long, who know.... then he's the one speak first
"I Like you, or not, love you" When he said this, he sit up and hold my hand in his.
"I-i....." I was so surprise that i start to stutter.
"But, it is fine if you dont love or even like me the same way" Eli lie down again and i found a disappoint in his voice.
"No....NO....I DO!!!!" I realize what just happened. 
I let myself fall down with a loud *thud* , scoot closer to Eli and wrap my arms around him. I hug him so tight that i think if i ever let go, he will disappear. This love, him, the times we spent together, everything....

Just a super short fic i wrote after listened to the radio that ukiss was on...