Since I promised Luhan to call NeulByeol , I picked up my phone and called her .. I'm so nervous I've never felt this way before

... Haishhh...

"yeobeoseyo ? Kris oppa ?"

"oe .. NeulByeol ah"

"Neh Oppa . Why did you call me ?"

" Ermm.. NeulByeol ah .. Listen I know what you're about to hear is creppy but Its my true feelings .. "

"Whats wrong oppa ? W-what feelings ? "

" NeulByeol-ah .. I like you . "

".... "

" Listen .. I know you are still there .. and you are shocked . But I'm serious . I like you .."

"But oppa .. I can't"

My heart shattered into a billion pieces

"But ... B-b-but why ? "

" I-i-i'm with X-x-xiumin oppa" I silently sob . I knew it . I knew it was going to hurt

"Ah .. really ? Thats okay ...Congrats and last long .. Ouh .. And Don't tell anyone alrite . bye "

"Bye" . I tried to sound cheerful .. But i just can't .. I message Luhan and said i f f ailed .. I lay on my bed and cried

silently .. I wanted to shout .. I wanted to scream.. I wanted to.. release my anger .. So i decided to go to my paradise

.. I went to Kai's room and get his bike keys and start driving . I went as fast as i could .. While crying .. As soon.as i

got there , I cried loudly since i know no one can hear me . " Arrrrrghhhh !!!!! "

" Han Neul Byeol !!!!! "

"I can make it without you !!! "

" I wont fail because of you !!