Xiumin's POV

"Xiumin ssi ! Have a very god time with your new girlfriend ! I pray that you'll last long until your very very last breathe !"

xiumin ssi ? new girlfriend ? last long ? Pfft .. Ouh how i wish i could tell you the reason why baby ..

I wiped away the teas that rolled down my face . I went to the men's washroom to wash my face .

Its a good thing i did that cause at this moment i noticed that my makeup faded away . Yes .. i

wore make up .. What for ? to cover up the dark circles i get from lack of sleep from thinking about

nuelbyeol .. To cover up the red puffy eyes i got fom crying too much about nuelbyeol .. Haish .. I

took out a small concealer from my pocket and applied it on the imperfections . God how i hate to

do this everytime i go out .. I want to stop crying about  nuelbyeol .. and let her live peacefully

with kris .. Am i doing the correct thing ? Is leaving nuelbyeol the correct thing to do ? haish.. You

know what .. I can't keep this secret anymore .. I need to tell kris . I decided to leave the restuarant

since I lost my appetite after the incident .. 

Fortunately there's a cab outside the restuarant