[Xiumin..]

I'm playing the piano then suddenly this girl got my attention she arrives in our piano class academy.

I think I like her. Yeah love at first sight huh?

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The next day I saw her again this time she's playing the piano but she can't do it well and Professor hit her. Then I become curious when she's tracing the floor to find that candy and I realized she's blind. So I tried to help her playing her piano piece. She smile at me.

She smile. My feeeeelssss..

We became friends and I love that. But I'm afraid I might let her down. I want us to be together, but I can't.

"What's your name? Were friends already right? But I don't know you're name." she said.

"Xiumin is my name, Yoo Jung."

"You know my name? How come?"

"I like you, that's why. Hahaha."

I swear I saw her cheeks became red. Hahaha cute girl :">

She trace my face using her hands tring to memorize every bit of my feature. I hold her hand and put it in my heart, I want her to feel that my heart is beating so hard for her.

"I like you Yoo Jung. I want is to be together." I said with full of sincerity while caressing her cheeks and gave her a peck on her nose.

When she's about to open her lips to say something my guards interrupts is. I know this will happen they're protecting me they know everything in my life.

Professor must be afraid and worried about my feelings. Because I should'nt feel like this. It's dangerous, but I will risk my life for Yoo Jung. This is my first time being inlove I want to cherish it while I'm alive.

Tomorrow I will surprise her..

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"Yoo Jung, I will take you to the place that will make you free. That you are a part of this world, that you can feel everything even though you can't see anything. Trust me I will make you feel special."

I prepared thos even through she can't see all the efforts I've done. I wish she can feel it instead.

This place is a resort I ask help to my professor and guards. And also I want them to capture everything in this event.

Venue of our date is in the large pool with 5 inches level of water full of red and white roses. At the center is a set of table filled by different foods with two chairs. At the right side is the piano I requested I will serenade her later. And the sides of the pool encircled with scented candle lights.

Romantic, I wish she can feel that she's really important to me. This isn't useless because someday she will be able to see this.

"Yoo Jung. I know it's funny that I'd prepare all of this to make it beautiful and romantic even though you can't see it. But this is all worth my effort coz I love you so much you're everything to me. This is my first time feeling this having a special affection to someone. Please say something."

Then I kiss her passionately I want to do this for the last time I think.

She responded and I'm very happy to feel that I'm special to her.

"I love you too. Xiumin. I can't imagine that there will be a person who will care and love me like you do. Thank you for everything, I want us to be together forever."

I feel something in my heart, Im sorry Yoo Jung I love you that much but I can't be at your side forever.

I guide her to sit and help her to eat properly. When were done eating, I play a song in the piano and she's in my side her head is leaning in my shoulder while her eyes are close trying to feel the song.

After that, I ask her to dance and my sister Jin sing for our music. It's a sad song, and that's what I feel right now.

In the place where memories rest
Even in the warmth left at the tip of my
fingers
You are there, you are there
Your scent, your face
Please look at me, look at me, look at me
I feel you, I feel you, I feel you like this
I tried to hold onto the way you speak,
your smile
I tried to hold onto you
In the place we were together
In the moments that I started to resemble
you
I was so happy just by walking in the
rain with you
But you’re not here, you’re not here
How can I live as I erase you?
In the times we walked together
In the places where the memories and
lingering attachments were made
I’m standing there because I miss you so
much
Look at me, look at me, look at me
I feel you, I feel you, I feel you like this
After barely resembling the way you
speak, your smile
After barely resembling you
In the place we were together
In the moments that I started to resemble
you
I was so happy just by walking in the
rain with you
But you’re not here, you’re not here
How can I live as I erase you? I miss you
so much
I can’t erase your name that was barely
permitted to me
My name that only you called out is
asleep right here
In the place we were together
In the moments that I started to resemble
you
I was so happy even though I couldn’t
sleep at night
But you’re not here, you’re not here
How can I live as I empty you out?
In the times that we should have walked
together
In the places where our future and my
hopes still have to be made
I’m standing there because I miss you so
much,.

I'm happy that I make her feel that way,that's enough for me.

Im sick. That's why I can't be with her forever but I'm happy because I had a happy memories in this world and that is when she became a part of my life.

Her moves like a elite being.
That lips as sweet as sugar.
Hair as black as a dark chocolate.
Skin as soft as a marshmallow.
Touch as smooth as silk cloth.
And mostly her love as strong as diamonds.
I will never forget her. I love you Yoo Jung.

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[Yoo Jung..]

I'm happy to have him in my life. He inspire me to live as long as I can. And I can't explain what I feel. I'm blessed enough to have him.

Days passed and I can't feel his prescence. What's happening, I thought were officially????

Professor called me and said theres an eye donor for me. I'm happy to know that because I will be able to see him already. Im excited but some part of me feeling uneasy I think there's a bad news.

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Days passed. This is the day the doctor will remove this things covering my eyes. Oh I'm excited , thank you Lord God for this blessing.

Once I open my eyes, I thought he's here but I'm wrong. No sign of Xiumin, then I look at Professor seeing his eyes full of sadness I become nervous. Why? What happen?

"Yoo Jung. Watch this film Xiumin's want you to be happy that's why he did this."

What does he mean by that?????

He organize the dvd player so I can watch that and after that he leave me in the room.

Xiumin's face is now in the screen trying to fix the camera.

He's so adorable the way he smile captivated my heart. His facial features are really perfect. His voice is a very good melody in my ears. I love him very much. Why he's not here?

He start talking.

"Yoo Jung. I'm sorry really sorry you know that I love you so much. But I'm sick before I met you my days are already counted. But you know I'm happy because I'd had the chance to spend my lasts days with you. Don't worry about me I'm happy now. Remember that you're life isn't ended yet, it's just the start. I'm gone already but I will be forever in your heart. Always remember me, and please do cherish your life without me. Live to the fullest, use my eyes to find the true happiness."

Next video was our swimming pool date. It's so perfect and romantic he did this all for me. He really is a good man I love him so much that I can't stop crying because he's not with me now.

The next is his operation and damn he's happy while doing that. Oh my gosh I can't .. Xiumin, why???

I dont know what to say. I'm hurting I can't breathe it's really hard to accept that he's gone. And my eyes? It's belong to him.

Xiumin. I love you. I love you. Thank you for everything I will never ever forget you. And I can't imagine myself being inlove again coz you're my only one forever.
 

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A/N : See that? Some are nowhere to be found in the video. Haha please do comment your reactions. I'll accept all the critism.. And this story is nothing to do with the sm and woolim entertainment. It's a fiction. This is really inspired by Jin's song coz she's really great her voice I admire her already. And the way EXO's Xiumin and Yoo Jung act oh em they are really good. I bet for the both of them a korean drama. Kekeke :D Thank You :) Comment Please ^^ And take note it's not a type of plagiarism or spam coz I already said that this is inspired already :""">