Until You - Forgive

Until You

 

 

 

Jessica's POV

 

 

 

"You idiot! I shouldn't trust you! Where are we going now? Ahuhuhu, there's no signal here!"

I yelled. 'Ahh.. this monkey seriously is hopeless' T_T

 

 

 

"Jung, you're so loud. You want to attract wild animals?" My body frozen at what he said.

We're inside the small hut and this hut won't save my life if there will be a wild animals

appear.

 

 

 

"Huh? Wild animals? Uhh... Well... If there is one here... I'll offer you!" I try to control my

voice. 'Hell I'm gonna let wild animals eat me! I'm too precious to die early'

 

 

 

"Hahaha! You and I both know that you at running" I rolled my eyes on him.

 

 

 

"Well... you had a point there... uhm... It's still your fault I'm stuck here! Ahuhu"

 

 

 

He stand from making a fire and faced me. I was taken aback by those serious face he's

giving me.

 

 

 

"It was 100% my fault but I'm cute so you'll forgive me, right?" He send a flying kiss then

winked at me.

 

 

 

"GROSSSSS! I'LL KILL YOU INSTEAD!"

 

 

 

"About the concert" His voice suddenly turned cold making me look at him. "Do you really

want to go?"

 

 

 

"Well, I would have punched you so many times because of your nonstop orders if I don't" I

smirked, the response he gave was not the one that I'm expecting. I thought he would scoff

or make face on me but instead I saw hurt and disappointment.

 

 

 

"Why?" He whispered, he's looking on the ground.

 

 

 

"What do you mean 'why'? Because they're my idol! Idiot!"

 

 

 

"I don't even saw poster of them inside your room" he's still looking at the ground. 'What

the hell is wrong with him now?'

 

 

 

"Well... uhm.. I just knew about them last week so... Why the hell do I need to explain it to

you!"

 

 

 

"Yeah... Hahaha! You're right! Hahaha... You hungry? Good thing I brought these foods along

with us.. Hahahahaha! What a stupid coincidence!" He faced his back on me and get the food

on the platic bags. 'Huh?! He's acting weird. Just what the hell is wrong? Seriously?'

 

 

 

"Aaahh! It's so cold here!" I shivered and rubbed my skin.

 

 

 

"Here, wear this" He put his jacket on my shoulder. My eyes widen in surprise.

 

 

 

"Geez, it's still cold. Can't you figure out how to get rid of this cold?" I smiled inside, thinking

what kind of gentleness he would show this time.

 

 

 

"There's nothing that can be done with such dark and cold place like this... Oh wait, that's

right.... would you like to try my new warm warm body technique?"

 

 

 

"Warm warm body technique? What about it?" I furrowed my eyebrows. 'Hmm, this technique

ain't sound harmful'

 

 

 

"Oh, we'll just stripped and hug each other tightly" I facepalm myself. 'I knew it, I shouldn't

buy this warm warm stupid technique of him at the first place'

 

 

 

"CUT IT OUT! DO YOU SERIOUSLY THINK I WOULD AGREE TO THAT?!"

 

 

 

"Then, what do we do?" He asked nonchalantly. 'A true fool' (=_=')

 

 

 

"Think of something that doesn't put me in danger!" I hissed.

 

 

 

"You're quite a demanding woman, aren't you?"

 

 

 

"Shut up! You're the one on going too far!" I shook my head in disbelief. He chuckled. 'He's

seriously hopeless' 

 

 

 

"By the way.. Why'd you give me this free day?" I asked.

 

 

 

"You noticed?"

 

 

 

"Eh?!" I look at him confused.

 

 

 

"Because you care about your studies and quiet places for some reasons, right?

 

 

 

"Well.. yeah.. What about it? It doesn't mean you're going--"

 

 

 

"If it's something you cared about..... Then it's something I cared about" I was caught off

guard by the way he answered like that and my heart is not helping me to hide the nervous

I'm feeling right now because it beats erratically. 'Stupid, here you go again.. saying things

like that.. it pisses me off... God.. it pisses me off!'

 

 

 

"Err... Thank you for that" I smiled awkwardly and he gave me the warmest smile. 'What's

with this weird feeling everytime he smiles like that?' I was like a student who didn't review

before taking the exam. I can't figure out what this feeling could be.

 

 

 

And for the first time in my life, I gave up on a question I couldn't solve. 

 

 

 

"My turn to ask" He spoke suddenly. I raised my eyebrows as a sign that I'm listening.

 

 

 

"Have you had friends before?" He handed me the sandwich that he bought from the 

convenience store a while ago.

 

 

 

"I have so many friends" I stated like it's a matter of fact and took a bite on the sandwich.

 

 

 

"How good are they?"

 

 

 

"Well, he always listen to what I'm sayin' even if it's just a nonsense story" I smiled as I

think about the priceless memories that Taeng and I used to share before.

 

 

 

"Really?" He smiled, but not the warm smile before. It looks more like a force smile.

 

 

 

"Yeah, you know, if all the guys were like him, I would be fine with them" I smiled to myself.

For me, Taeng is the most wonderful guy I've ever known. He always listens to what I'm

sayin'. He laughs with me when I'm happy, and lend a shoulder when I'm sad.

 

 

 

"How exactly?" He's now wearing a blank expression. Seriously, I'm getting nervous of

how he act these past few days. Sometimes he would barge into my room to annoy me, 

sometimes he will act so kind towards me and now he's acting weird.

 

 

 

"Like being reliable, kind and gentleman" I said.

 

 

 

"By that, do you mean........ me?"

 

 

 

"NEVER!"

 

 

 

"Hahahahahaha, let's go" He stand and patted the dust on his but.

 

 

 

"Where?" I look at him confused.

 

 

 

"Home. I remember the way to get back" He offered his hand on me.

 

 

 

"Aish.. Seriously? Yul, when are you planning to grow up?" I took his hand and stand up.

 

 

 

"Never" He left me with my mind hanging at the sudden coldness of his tone.  'Seriously!' 

(=_=)

 

 

************

 

Yul's POV

 

 

 

I was planning to spend a little more time with her, but after what I heard. I just can't take it

staying. She was saying things that might kill me. Well, I'm so stupid at the first place asking

questions like that although I already know the answer.

 

 

 

"Aish... it's really cold, seriously!" She complained while we're walking.

 

 

 

"So, will you agree to my proposal?" I smirked.

 

 

 

"What proposal?"

 

 

 

"To my new warm warm bo--"

 

 

 

"Cut it out! You womanizing criminal!" She yelled. I chuckled. 'This is enough. I'm contented.

I won't ask for more. Just hearing her voice and by just talking with her. I'm fine with it'

 

 

 

"Yah.. monkey?" she calls softly. I look at her. "I have this weird feeling. I don't know why,

but I'm always experiencing this when I'm with you"

 

 

 

"Weird feeling? You mean you really want to kill me now?" I furrowed my eyebrows.

 

 

 

"Stupid! If I want to, I'll just do it! But seriously... it's just... everytime you do something...

Arghhh... Because you're soooo stupid!" She scratches her head.

 

 

 

"What the hell was that?" I chuckled.

 

 

 

"I think I'm... Noo! It's impossible... but aren't you feeling the same way?... I m-mean the

weird feeling?... It's just... it always attacks me everytime... I'm with you... and--"

 

 

 

"'Weird feeling' you say? Does it means you're falling with me?" I wear my poker face to hid

my excitement.

 

 

 

"Yeah.... huh?! I m-mean NOOOOOO! No... No way!" I smiled, but hell it feels deep inside. 'No

way' she says?

 

 

 

"Then what is it?" I tilted my head to the side.

 

 

 

"Like that! You stupid! You always make yourself look like cute and.... suddenly... this...

beat... gets loud and.... fast..... and.... then.... I find myself.... enjoying this... Ayyyy!

My goodness. Nevermind, you're not helping me figure it out"

 

 

 

"How about I say, I love you?" I smile at her. She look surprised. 'This is so stupid, I already

said I'm not making a move, but this sudden feeling of her is exactly what I'm feeling when

I'm with her also' (>.<)

 

 

 

"Huh?... You?... Love?... Me?... And then?... Aigoo! What... the hell... is this. No! You stupid!

Stop fooling around!" She yelled, but she's blushing.

 

 

 

"I'm not--" 

 

 

 

"Yul" My father calls I didn't notice we already reached our house. "We have a visitor" my

father's face looks serious. I nodded.

 

 

 

"Go home, I'm sorry for interrupting your day" I opened their gate for her. She looked

worried.

 

 

 

"You okay?" She asked.

 

 

 

"Yep! Go, mwaah~!" I send a flying kiss for her not to worry. She make face on me before

turning her back and entered their house.

 

 

 

"Who is it, Dad?" I asked my father.

 

 

 

"How are you, Yuri hyung?" My eyes widen at the familiar voice. I can't be mistaken, it's him.

My heart tighten as the pain comes rushing back. 

 

 

 

"Yoong?" 

 

 

 

"I'm glad you still remember me" he smiled as he walks near and hugged me. I don't know

what to act. 'It's my fault. It's my fault. I'm not paid yet, I still need to suffer. Why'd he

showed up. I'm not paid yet. It's my fault'

 

 

************

 

Jessica's POV

 

 

 

Who's that boy? 'Yuri hyung? Yoong?' I was peeking at my window trying to listen to their 

conversation but failed. Their voice can't reach my window. I want to know if what he says a

while ago is true because if it is... Then I guess... I guess.. I already fall for him from the

way  my heart beats when he said those words: 'How about I say, I love you'........ NOOO!

Erase! It's impossible. I can't be! We can't be!

 

 

 

"What are you peeking there, sweetie?" My mother calls from behind. I almost jumped from

the window because of shockness.

 

 

 

"Well... mom... I was just.... err.... grabbing some fresh air.... Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha!" I try

to hid my nervousness but this stutter stutter syndrome of mine attacks again.

 

 

 

"I see... Hey... Who's that boy, Yul is talking with?" She pointed at the tall cute guy.

 

 

 

"I don't know mom, all I heard was he called Yuri hyung. Then his name's Yoong and gosh,

their voice can't reach here!" I rolled my eyes in frustration.

 

 

 

"Got ya! So you're really peeking here because of Yul?" My mom smirked at me. 'Oh crap!

Why am I born like this? Why do I easily get tricked by other people? Ahuhuhu' T_T

 

 

 

"No mom..... you're wrong.... I was just really grabbing some fresh air! Before I entered our

house, I heard them talking, that's all! After that I don't care anymore!" I waved my hands in

the air.

 

 

 

"That's not what I'm seeing, honey" She smiled.

 

 

 

"Well... You can think what you want, mom! I'll study now" I said, but not moving at my

current position. 'Damn! I really want to hear their conversation, mom please leave my

room for a while!' T_T

 

 

 

"You know honey, you and Yul should be good friends" She spoke.

 

 

 

"With Yul it's impossible, he's missing some braincells"

 

 

 

"Hahaha, Honey.. Honey.. You can say that, now" My mom taps my shoulder. I was confused

of what she said. 

 

 

 

"What do you mean, mom?"

 

 

 

"Hmm? I didn't mean anything. I'll leave you now, study well, okay?" She kissed my forehead

before leaving. 'Yes! This is my chance to listen to their conversation!' When I turned my head

to their garden, they weren't there anymore. T_T

 

 

 

I decided to jumped down on my window like what the monkey is doing so that mom wouldn't

notice that I walk out our house, and hell it feels like to land with my . I wonder how the

monkey does it right to land perfectly. T_T

 

 

 

I sneakily crossed their gate and leaned my ear on their door. My God, what the hell am I

doing? Other neighbors might suspect me as an intruder or something. T_T

 

 

 

"I'm happy to see you, Hyung" I heard the voice of the boy a while ago.

 

 

 

"I'm more happy to see you, Yoong. But-"

 

 

 

''You don't have to suffer for the rest of your life, hyung''

 

 

 

''I j-just.... can't a-accept that--''

 

 

 

"Even though your parents has forgiven you, even though Nickhun hyung has forgiven you,

and even I have already forgiven you. It won't change anything, right? It's about time..... to

forgive yourself, hyung" 

 

 

 

"No.. It was my fault.. It's not even forgivable.. I'm so sorry, Yoong.. Really, I'm really sorry"

The monkey's voice is somehow pleading. 'Why?' (O_O)

 

 

 

"Even though I said it already.... You won't listen to me, huh? Such a stubborn Hyung. I

already forgive you for a long time"

 

 

 

"I will never forgive myself, Yoongie"

 

 

 

"Come on, hyung. It's been 2yrs. I know she won't be happy seeing you like this" The boy

cheered up the monkey. 'She?! Who? Yeah right, as if my question will be answered by

just talking to myself' (=_=)

 

 

 

"But... I... I'm the reason... why they--"

 

 

 

"Let's forget about this... all of them are happy now... It's about time for you to feel the same.

How about you tour me in this city?"

 

 

 

"S-sure" The monkey's voice sounds so really down. I wonder why?

 

 

 

I heard footsteps coming, I dive at the near flowers that was planted on the monkey's garden

to hide myself. 'My God, my is already complaining! What the hell are they talking about?

What did that stupid monkey do? Ayyy.. This is so frustrating, even my great brain can't do

anything about this. And who the hell is 'Nickhun' 'them' and 'she' they're talking about?'

 

 

 

"Jung?" I looked at the monkey who's looking at me with his WHAT-THE-HELL-ARE-YOU-

DOING-WITH-MY-PLANTS face. My gaze shift at the tall white guy giving me a Are-You-An-

Intruder look. 'Oh-oh'

 

 

 

"Well?"

 

 

 



To Be Continue.. and 

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR MY DEAR FRIENDS~!!!! ♥ THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING MWahahaha!~! :*

Late greetings.. :D

 

MALIGAYANG BAGONG TAON PILIPINAS~!!! TOGETHER WE'LL STAND~!

 

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sicababy22 #1
update soon pls pls pls pls :(
sicababy22 #2
Chapter 12: update pls :(
miico-yulsic2122 #3
update pleeeease :(
farro88 #4
Chapter 12: No to smoking!! :)
farro88 #5
Chapter 4: Zoro robin luffy nami hahahahaha.. ;P
Crihssy #6
Chapter 12: update please~~~~~~
i miss this story ~~~
btw welcome tiffany hwang ...
good job..
update soon ~~~~
sicababy22 #7
Chapter 12: update soonnnn plsss cant wait for da nxt chapters :)
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kwonyuldaisuki
#9
Chapter 12: kyaaaa fanya ur here finally!!!
now make sica realize yuls worth..

thanks for update authronim~
cant wait for da nxt
fighting!!
kayleigh21
#10
Chapter 12: welcome tiffany!!!!
yeeeeeessh!finally... fanya kyaaa!!!!!
yul is such a nice and caring guy inside... he belongs to fany!!


keep updating authornim!! hwaiting!