"Write the reasons why you wouldn't look at me." Ehhh ?! i--i  -- i thought this is about me, skipping class?Not fair.Hyunseung Should be here too :'3  I know he saw my reaction but didn't say anything. this shouldn't be happening -.- I mean, How can he do this to me ?! >.< 

"Start. you'll be staying here for 2 hours so … yeah." He sounds like he's sad thou.. i see.. he doesn't want me to stay here that long.. and.. i think he's getting irritated by me. 

I smiled bitterly by the sudden realization that there's no way he'll notice me.. in a different way, that looking him from afar for 2 years is just so stupid, loving him without him knowing even a bit about that --He doesn't even care. i feel stupid. 

I started writing..At the top of the paper, I wrote 

'MR. PRESIDENT,I'M TELLING YOU, DON'T READ THIS. OR YOU WON'T LIKE IT.' 

Writing the reasons why am I not looking at him properly, I wrote everything at the paper honestly, without a single lie.This is embarrassing , i know., I even wrote there how Brave I am for not getting scared looking and staring at him, how much i love him, how much i hate the fact i love him without me, knowing the reasons why,  i even wrote there how cute he is, that he just have to smile. This is so gay, i know but i wrote there everything. and at the end of the letter, should i say. I wrote

'Ya, YANG YOSEOB! I really Really Love you, you know ? ' 

Then i fold it. Gaaaaaah, I'm so done.What am i thinking?  well, I don't care what he'd say after this or maybe he won't care. because really, i've had enough, and i don't think i can handle these feelings anymore. I feel like exploding hard. I don't care if he throw it or not. he won't probably read it. it's too long. I don't care, i just want to write everything because i'm tired of holding back. he will not read it.

I stood up and gave the paper to him properly without looking at his eyes. and ready to leave since it's already 3:00 

where is hyunseung by the way? i left him there at the cr -.- he should be searching for me >3<

"you still have 20 minutes left.  " Oh gosh, it's getting awkward here, -.- >//< it's too quiet … heol~ I hope hyunseung is here, so i have someone to talk to. tch! that guy… 

I Got surprised when.. when i saw… WOAH!

Oh Gossh  I Couldn't believe this >////< He's … he's Reading IT ?!??!