A Twist In Reality

Speaks to Reality
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Jiyong lays down on his comfy bed as he looks up to the ceiling. He grabs his cellphone and looks at its screen. Nothing. No missed calls, no new messages. Remember when Taeyeon and he went to the beach? He has received no informations from his beloved friend ever since. Not even a simple message contains 'Hey, how are you?'. And it has been at least a week ever since he last seen her. Many questions keep appearing in Jiyong's mind. What if she got sick? Is she mad at him? And so on... But if she is really mad at him, what has he done to her? Jiyong feels like he has done nothing wrong.   Yeah, right.   And this poor guy has been trying to call her for these past few days. He even left more than 20 missed calls per day and sent more than 50 messages, and all of those messages were delivered. He got even more moonstruck because he tried to call her house once, and Taeyeon's little sister told him that Taeyeon did not want to speak to him. Jiyong asked her why, but she said nothing.   It has been days since Jiyong's call got ignored. Taeyeon pressed the red button every time Jiyong called her, instead of pressing the green one. Jiyong got panicked because now he really thinks that he really has done something unforgiven. Even though he still has no idea about how he did her wrong, he cannot stand this anymore. Not talking to Kim Taeyeon really makes his bad day gets even much worse.   So, he gets up and puts on his jeans. He goes to the garage and turns on his car. Even though she will get mad at him later on, at least he can say something to her.         *****         Kim Taeyeon's House 06.43 pm       Jiyong stands right in front of the gate while Taeyeon is standing right in front of him, but she does not have any intention to open the gate for this poor guy. Jiyong has the fear expression on his face and Taeyeon just looks at him with a morose face, giving more afraid to our scaredy cat. Or, in this case, 'scaredy Dragon'. Jiyong swallows down his saliva hardly while stealing a glance at her.   "Why are you here?" Taeyeon asks, with a sarcastic tone. Seriously, what the hell is wrong with this girl?   Jiyong sighs in desperation and confusion. "Taeng, what is wrong with you? You ignored all of my calls and messages for these past few days, it has been a week since we last talked, Taeng. I miss you, I miss my best friend. Why did you keep ignoring me? What did I do to you?" he raises his voice. Jiyong is clearly demanding for an explanation. He does not want Taeyeon to distant herself from him. That will break his broken heart even more.   Taeyeon sighs and looks at Jiyong's face. She clenches her fist and braces herself to look at him in the eye. "Jiyong" she utters his name. Taeyeon looks down as she feels hot water starts filling up her eyes. She never wants this, she does not want to do this. But, she should... "I think we need to.. Stop being friends"   Jiyong is stunned. He feels like his whole world is tumbling down. He just stands there with a pair of eyes wide opened. He feels numb at this point. He cannot say anything. His world has just been crashed.    "I'm sorry, Ji. I really am.." Taeyeon bows as she turns around. She cannot even look at him right now.    Jiyong grabs her wrist harshly. "Why are you doing this to me, Taeyeon?" he asks her, not tilting his head. "Why are you doing this to me? You told me that whatever happens, you would stand by me, that you would always stay beside me no matter what, that we are best friends for life.." he tightens his grip. "So, why? All of that was  just a bunch of lies? Tell me your reason"   "Let me go, you hurt me" she says, in a flat tone, still not even looking at the poor Jiyong. "Let me go, Kwon Jiyong" she says that again, and a sigh of relief escapes from as Jiyong lets her go. "I have no reasons. I just need a break. And honestly, I don't think this friendship will work in the future"   Taeyeon lets out a very heavy breath, her back is still facing Jiyong. She needs to be strong. For once in her life, she needs to think about her, not about everyone else. She has to think what is best for her, not what is best for the Dragon. She has known in her heart that whatever she does will never be enough for him. Everything she does will never make him fall head-over-heels with her. Taeyeon understands that she has no hope of becoming Mrs. Kwon Jiyong. Even if one day Jiyong decides to move on, the new girl will absolutely not her. She is cognizant of that.   So, she gives up.   Kim Taeyeon is giving up her hope.   She will never be Mrs. Kwon Jiyong.   Taeyeon starts walking to her front door, when she hears his mumble. "You promised me, Kim Taeyeon. You have promised to always be the bestest friend of mine.." Jiyong says in a husky voice. He tilts his head as he wipes his tears. He chuckles bitterly. "I just can't believe it, you know? I mean, you do know that I'm broken at this point. You know that I can just commit a suicide sooner or later. I have been struggling since she told me that she's getting married. I've been forcing myself not to cry, and honestly I can do that because I got you. Because I have you as a friend, and I don't want that 'have' turn to be 'had'" he swallows down his saliva as he takes a grip on the fence. "I have lost Tiffany, I probably will break Seunghyun's trust. And I don't wanna lose the most important person in my life. I don't wanna lose you, Kim Taeyeon" he raises his voice as he speaks again, "Then why are you doing this to me? Why are you torturing me as well? What have I done to you? Tell me why, Taeng. Tell me why"   "Because I love you, Kwon freaking Jiyong! And I hate the fact that I love you!" Taeyeon screams and she starts crying her heart out. She finally said it, she basically just screamed those words. Those words that she had hid for all this time. She finally could say those, out loud. "And I can't be your friend with this kind of feeling. I am not torturing you, Ji. You're the one who have always been torturing me, whether you realized it or not"   Taeyeon turns around to face him. Her face is full with tears. She steps forward, right in front of Jiyong, but still not opening the gate. "And I'm tired, Jiyong. I've reached my limit, my patience has limitation as well. And I'm mentally drained, and my heart aches even more every time I try to talk to you, even now it still hurts. I can't stay beside you, because it only will make my heart breaks even more than it has been. So, I decided to put an end to this. If I can't make you look at me, than it's definitely much better for me to just walk away from you. From your life and just.. Clear my mind"   Taeyeon sobs as she tries to wipe away her tears. It is embarrassing to cry in front of him, and to make it much worse, she cries while letting all of her feelings out. Taeyeon feels like she has lost all of her pride. Taeyeon wants to murder herself.   "Open the gate" Jiyong says calmly. "Please, open the gate. Please let me in" Jiyong keeps begging as Taeyeon keeps shaking her head. "Please, just this once. I beg you, just once. I promise, please.."    Taeyeon weeps as she slowly opens the gate and lets him in. She basically just stands there, like a statue. She takes a glance at Jiyong. Jiyong hugs her tightly straight away. Taeyeon gasps as tears fall down again.    Why the hell is he hugging her right now?   "Don't leave me, Taeng" Jiyong whimpers. "Please, I beg you. I'm truly sorry for hurting you, even though I didn't realize it. I'm sorry for being such a moron. But, please don't leave me. I need you" he hugs her tighter, not wanting to let her go, does not care even though Taeyeon keeps trying her best to break their hug. "I can't imagine my life without you, Kim Taeyeon. Please, please.." and he starts crying as he keeps begging and begging her to stay by his side. The Almighty Dragon has just lost all of his pride. Well, actually he can do nothing at this point, except begging Kim Taeyeon for mercy.   Now, he has finally realized that Taeyeon is the one who he needs the most. But, is that love? Honestly, Jiyong does not know the answer. He loves Tiffany, he really does. There is no way he loves Taeyeon as well, right? Or... His feeling towards Tiffany is just an obsession? Then, is he a psycho?    Jiyong does not know.   The Dragon does not understand his own feelings.   The only thing he knows for sure is that he will never accept the fact that Taeyeon is leaving him and right now he just wants to hug her tight and never let her go. He is willing to do everything to make Kim Taeyeon stay by his side.    Oh, really?   Love her back, maybe?   Taeyeon sighs and instead of pushing him off, she hugs him back. The saddest part is knowing that Taeyeon can never say no to every word that Jiyong says. Sometimes, she feels bad for herself because she keeps thinking about him, yet all he is thinking about is only a beautiful girl named Stephanie Hwang who will get married to a handsome guy named Choi Seunghyun in less than three weeks. She does not understand who is the saddest person here, either him or her, but all she understands is the fact that she cannot leave Kwon Jiyong all alone. He needs her, and she knows that for sure.   "Ji.." Taeyeon mumbles, while rubbing his back. "Why can't I ever say no?" she then chuckles, realizing how funny she is right now. She just said that she would go away from his life, yet she is embracing him right now. And plus, she also rubs his back tenderly like she has always done in her entire life.   Jiyong sobs and laughs with her. He then lifts her up and swings her around in the air, making her scream in joyfulness. Taeyeon did not expect this. He then hugs her tightly again. "Kim Taeyeon, I just love you so much"   DUGEUN DUGEUN.   Taeyeon feels butterflies in her stomach, but she understands that Jiyong loves her as a friend. Because she is his best friend, that's all. So, she puts on a light smile and utters, "I love you too, Dragon"   Best friends, huh? That is not so bad after all. Well, who knows? Probably in years or even months, Jiyong will confess his feelings for her. Maybe one day, they will be happy.    Maybe... Probably... They will find their own happily ever after, together.   And finally, Taeyeon can say that she has always loved him and she will love him forever. And Jiyong will say that his love for her is no longer a love for a friend, but a real L.O.V.E.     My eyes have gone blind, time has stopped I got to know you, who is so eye-blinding I can’t hide it, I can’t help myself I love you, I want you I know I can’t have you- the love of a friend I can’t forget for a single day- I can’t stop   Breathlessly, I love you, I only love you My heart that looks toward you is burning We’re not friends, we’re not lovers- it hurts and I cry My heart cannot be hidden- it’s getting bigger- it hurts   I can’t breath because I can’t have you This is a heartbreaking one side love I need you, I want you, I miss you, wanna feel you (Hey, Baby) So please, know that my mind is only for you   If you are tired and exahusted and you need someone else I will be there, I’ll treat you well so you can rest I will stand behind you- I’ll look at you alone- the love of a friend Though I try to erase, I cannot erase   Breathlessly, I love you, I only love you My heart that looks toward you is burning We’re not friends, we’re not lovers- it hurts and I cry My heart cannot be hidden- it’s getting bigger- it hurts   Even if I throw everything else away, I want you The foolish monologue, the words I couldn’t tell you   Breathlessly, I love you, I only love you My heart that looks toward you is burning We’re not friends, we’re not lovers- it hurts and I cry My heart cannot be hidden- it’s getting bigger- it hurts   If we are born again in the next world, I won’t let you go I love you like crazy, I will love you till death     { Love of A Friend - U-Kiss }         *****         Tiffany is standing in front of a coffeehouse, hugging herself while sometimes rubbing her palms. The rain is pouring heavily and she did not bring her car with her. Basically, she is all by herself right now. She tried to call Jessica, but that tomboy girl did not pick it up. Tiffany swears in her heart. And as always, she did not bring an umbrella. Stupid Tiffany. She does not want to call Seunghyun because she knew that he had a very important meeting to attend. Her fiancée is the only heir of The Choi Company, one of the biggest business company in South Korea. She does not want to disturb him.   Tiffany's heart skips a beat as she hears her cellphone rings. She picks it up immediately without even looking at its screen. "Hello?" there is definitely a rush in her voice as she speaks. She breathes cold thin air every time she tries to breathe.   "Baby, where are you?" oh, it is Choi Seunghyun, the love of her life. "I'll pick you up, where are you right now? I tried calling both your house and mine, but no one answered. So, I thought that you would probably out"   Tiffany lets out a sigh of relief as she answers, "I'm actually detained at the coffeehouse because it rains heavily and I didn't bring my car, and-" Tiffany stops as she hears someone's calling Seunghyun's name. He still has a meeting to attend, hasn't he? "You don't have to pick me up, Tabi. I'm going home by taxi" she forces cheerfulness in her voice.   "But-"   Tiffany cuts his sentence off. "Just finish your work and let's cuddle tonight, okay? I'll cook spaghetti soon as I arrive at your apartment and we can eat and cuddle until we're asleep" a smile appears as she thinks about cuddling with her beloved fiancée. It has only been a
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Runningman_gdtae #1
Chapter 19: Taeyeon need to know bout jiyong asap so she can heal his heart
Their love stories much anticipating
Hope uee will realise that jiyong & taeyeon are destiny to each other help them to reconcile
cipudcupid11 #2
Chapter 19: No gtae yet.. cryyy
BrowlessPaleskin
#3
Chapter 18: yes ji come on! start over with taeyeon please!
slyverin
#4
Chapter 18: Ji..just be honest with tae
ordinary11 #5
Chapter 17: Yessssss please...
slyverin
#6
Chapter 17: Yess please
tiffany06 #7
yes please
shishenwm #8
Chapter 17: Yes please
Kym_quynn #9
Chapter 17: Whenever you decide to update is fine; if you can, please continue we would love to read it .
Cvlsone #10
Chapter 17: I would be great if you can.