A/N : Heyya imma readers ~  Thanks for subcribe *bow* I know ,the last chapter have many mistake ..Actually , I'm not very  'skilled' in subject english but I just want to try something new ~ I try to writting english fanfiction with someone help ~and it goes worse ~I wondering , did you understand with my FREAKIN' english ? Should I stop updating this fanfiction then ? :(  Im not confident  and Im ready to hear cricticims T^T 

" Touching damp light switches

praying for a spark

unaware that outside

lightning is stitching the sky

into silver junctions. "

" Did you being  bullied in your first day school?" , ask Mrs Lu full with loving .

Luhan shook his head .He try to curve a smile but its turned a bitter smile.He didn't want his mother to worry about him .He wipes away his  tear   that come non-stop . Luhan took a deep breath before expressing his heart that was long crystallized.

" I was not , Umma . I just .... feel regreted .. "

Mrs Lu caresssed the honey haired softly . Mrs Lu know , sometime she treats  Luhan like baby ~ but she didnt care at all ...although  Luhan's always complained about his mom treatment . She still didnt care ..because Luhan was only her son that he had . That she love and  completely love .

" What you regreted for , honey ? "

Luhan sighed . He didnt know why its too difficult to say ..eventhough with his Mom who  had known 18 years . The person he loves the most in his life .The  person that willing to heard all his complained , problems and dissatified .He sighed once more .

" I feel guiltly at first and then I feel like I am bad friend .", Luhan played with his finger .

Luhan continued .

" We should meet . I was keep the promise with him ~ and I was fluffil . But that haunts me ... I still  didnt meet him . I'm supposed to... "

Mrs Lu noded . She knew, how her son felt .

" I'm really stupid and dumb . How I can forgot his name ! ahh .. " , Luhan felt dispointed of himself.

Mrs Lu carresed her son shoulder  softly . She's really caring , Mrs Lu always support her son from back . Mrs Lu didnt want her son feel worse . Everybody knew , there's nobody perfect but for her , Luhan was too perfect for her . Really ....nobody can't deny how much Mrs Lu LOVES Her Luhan.

" Luhan .... do you know human weaknees ? " , ask Mrs Lu .

Luhan though for a moment he shook his head childish . Mrs Lu  giggles  with Luhan's cute temperament . No one can't deny eventhough his father,Mr Lu .He got lost when fighted who is the most cute with Luhan. 

"Luhan, human weakness is a forgetfull . As long as you still remember his face and all the memories ~ " , then she curved a sweet smile.Sometime , Luhan can be that 'cute innocent' . She storoked Luhan's hand then plant a few kisses on Luhan head . Luhan grons . 

" Ummaaaa.. " , Luhan whinning cutely . 

She saw Luhan's face turned red as tomato . He was embarrassed with his mom treatment . Mrs Lu treates him like Baby ! obviously !

" Okay .. But dont be sad anymore  remember I'm always stay by yourside ,son" , Mrs Lu  carresed her son cheeks . She worried Luhan to much.Luahan noded . 

" I won't Umma ... " 

" Ok good boy .. "

..♥..

Affter his mom just left . Luhan back to his dreamy. Dreamy about Oh Sehun .Oh Sehun seem like he ever meet before .. He seems familiar for Luhan.

' I should listen Umma 's advice .... and my bestfriend ..Im readdy to find out where have you been !!! '

A/N : 

Hey hey :D .. I was editing this chapter ~ So dun forget to read it . Mianhae ..broken broken eng !~ So did you heard about Baekyeon Couple aboutt 4 month already ? I dun think so , maybe its just a rumors .. and I already miss Kris Dl  I wannnt Kris ge !!!  Okay Please Subcribes and COMENT !  oh yaa Im yawningg *yawns* I need to go bed , I think ~the day affter tomorrow I have a comepetition parade .. I was in RED TEAM ! wish me luck !! Wish our team get fist place in competition !! Jihaaaaaaa >y<

I BEGGING FOR COMENT !! 

Kiyaaa >< Luhan so manly yah