Previously: Yoona decided to delet his number from her phone and from her life as well. Donghae is willing to help her and be a better Boyfriend for her. While Taecyeon had plans to leave for Boston, to stay at  his uncle's home.   This is the first Chapter with more parts ^^ enjoy !! :DD     Taec's POV____   "Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there. You never know who these people may be but  sometimes you just need to embrace them, give them strength and it will affect your life in some profound way."   I never believed in something that's called "destiny".  But may I should change my mind.  Was it destiny that I met her in this way?   ....   Well, I didn't even know why I was still existing but I knew that I had to for some reasons.  I held myself tightly together.  As if I'd never existed, I thought in despair.   There, in Boston, my uncle created his own little world with his own little restaurant.   Sometimes, I helped him, cause I was used to it to work as a waiter. My uncle is a weird one, a nice weird one. He didn't talk to me that much but I can tell that he was happy to see me. Not any sign of regrets or remembering his own past. I guess, he kept on believing in himself, so he could keep on living. He's like my Idol, but at the same time I feel sorry fro him.   Anyways, even though the standards to get into universities are relatively higher than in Seoul, I got my place in the "Boston University of Literature".   Yes, I've decided to study Literature, instead of continuing that Business Stuff. Life taught me lessons, I'll never be able to forget but If you want to start anew, your past must be accepted. And how can it be done better than by reading books, understanding other writers, write yoour own stuff and think deeply over  your own past and current situation. I guess, I changed somehow,.... hopefully in a matured way.    But who can say to one self that one is matured...    4 years flew by and I didn't even realized it.    I finsished my studies just some months ago. I can work now and move out of my uncle's house. But something convinces me to stay.    Once, I lay in the bathtub and enjoyed the big waterdrops sliding down my skin.   It was a great feeling to feel the frostiness of each drop. I enjoyed it even though I hated water before.    Flashback_____   At the age of 15, Jae-Sun (9) and I wanted to go swim in the lake in late summertime. So, we escaped from our home and went to a lake near a forest.  We swam there for quite a long time.  I swam back to a bank to eat something that we brought with us. My brother was a good swimmer but he has a rare shark phobia. The phobia attack just came in some random moments. However, we both knew that there was no shark in a lake but When I left him for some minutes, he panicked, began to be more anxiously and swallowed water.  I immediately swam up to him, but water always makes the body lighter. As a result, he was able to push me down, not on purpose of course. I swallowed a lot but tried to calm him down. Nothing was working and I started to feel out of strength. My body trembled under water.  I thought it was my end, but my heart kept telling me to save my brother at least.  So, did I. I pushed him towards the bank and he could come down a little and swam the last meters alone. I was still in the water, trying to get myself out of it but my arms were to weak.  I sank more and more, watching the sun through the water and shining brightly.  I even rememeber that I've heard voices of people and sensed angelic faces in front of me. I thought God has sent me those beautiful creatures to make my death enjoyable. Suddenly, a strong hand dragged me out of the water. It was my uncle. At this time he was still a part of the family and lived near the big forest.    After sending me to a hospital, I got very sick and even had to stay there for about 6 weeks until I was allowed to leave my sickbed. Since then, I refused to go swimming or to visit lakes. It reminded me of Death.   End____________     But there, my head was leaning onto the edge of the bathtub, enjoying something, that actually reminded me of Death....   You might think I've forgotten Her or the baby? ... No... Life isn't that easy.  I still think a lot about the last encounter with Her...   End of Taecyeon's POV--------       About 4 years ago...   On the starry night at the Incheon Airport, Taecyeon had made the decision to give up his past Life. All that mattered was HER happiness. Forget that She will soon be married to his friend; forget that his mind was ripping out his own heart; forget that a child with his gene was existing. But why did the latter sounded so selfish?   Forget... forget....- Taecyeon was yelling loudly in his mind, while he slightly teared his hair.   "What it is? Taec?", Tiffany sat with him on the bench in the middle of an airport. She wanted to convice him to stay and talk to Yoona, no matter what.   "Huh?", he leaned back and tried to relax, "Nothing..." One of the things he hated were airports. Too many people, too much confusions, too little space. And for some reason, travelling by plane always felt five times more exhausting. However, he never had been able to figure out why.   She frowned and looked nervously around, when a husky female voice from the airport speaker announced that the Flight 295 will be delayed for another two hours.   Where is she? -  Tiffany asked herself anxiously and peaked to Taecyeon, who rubbed his face again.    "Why the Hell is that Plane always late ?!!", the guy who decided to leave must have struggled a lot and even now had to wait 2 more hours until he can let his old life behind.   "Taec... don't you wanna overthink that? Do you just want to run away from all your problems..?"   He kept hiding his face in his hands and closed his eyes, " ... there's nothing else I could do.. so I just do it....".   "Ya!", she pinched him again. Tiffany always either hit his head or pinched him, there's no real reason for her but she just likes to "hurt" him physically. "You're pathetic!"   "AHH! Aigoo~~ Fany-ahh!! why do you always do this??", he patted his arm, that was probably pinched the 50th time by Tiffany    She smiled to cheer him up, "... Taec...What will you do.. if you would see her here at the airport", tried to speak normal.   "...", every single thought of Yoona bothered him, "It's just not happening.. so I don't know.."   Her face was much more anxious after hearing that, she just hoped that he would do the right thing. But then her phone rang. Tiffany stood up and walked some meters away, while Taecyeon was messing his hair again.   Fany: Yoona? Yoona: Neh.  Fany: Hurry up ^^ My Plane to France is almost here... [lying] Yoona: Chinja? Neh, neh.. I'll arrive there in about an hour.. I just wanted to say that-- Fany: Yoona, Yoona... tell me when you're here kay  ^^ the plane could come earlier than expected then I can't see you anymore. Yoona: Alright! See you! -.-" Fany: See you! *hangs up*   Tiffany walked back, towards Taecyeon. Yes, she was lying to Yoona, to get her to the airport. She can't let Taecyeon just leave like that.   "YA! Taeccie... don't let yourself hang like that!", she shook his shoulders and sat next to him, "So, .. Why did your uncle moved to Boston?"   He looked up and consulted his watch, "... He had troubles like me... So he left the place that almos