SEOHYUN'S POV

the school ends a little late today, it's 4.pm and the bell just rang, i walk out the school gate avoiding everyone including him

i don't feel like going home so i go to the park, i don't know where's the park near here since i'm new

i look at the map from my phone and spot the nearest park... it's a little bit far but i can walk

i walk for about a half hour and finally arrive at the park, the park is not so big and there's no one here

i sigh and walk to the swing and sit there

i open my bag and find the hello kitty lunch box from kyuhyun, i giggle to my self and open it

it's still tidy and clean since i only ate the strawberry, i didn't realize that i'm hungry so i eat everything and it taste so good!

i close the lunch box and put it back in my bag, i take a deep breath and think to my self

why is he so nice to me? why should he be so nice to me? should i stop avoiding him?

i take a deep breath and the fog come out from my mouth, it's getting darker and colder but i still wanna stay here

i know it's weird but sometime i like being alone by myself

i stand up and walk back home, now it's really cold

i walk back home... it's very far and tiring and now it's officialy night

since it's winter the sun is setting earlier and now it's 6pm but it's already dark

i arrive at the dark aisle in front of my houser and i remember something

the first day kyuhyun take me home he said he wont let me walk through this aisle alone 

i chuckeled and walk along the dark aisle

i wonder why don't someone put street light here, i keep walking until i feel someone is following me

something grab my hand and i scream

"OMGGG WHO ARE YOU?!!?" i said to the guy who's wearing a hoodie 

"hey hey hey calm down, it's me... kyuhyun" he said and i sigh... big sigh

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING? let me go" i said and trying to control my breath

"sorry.. i didn't mean to scare you, i just... i was on my way to your house and i see someone walking through this aisle alone and it's you! i told you not to walk here alone at night" he said and i let go of his grip

"i don't care, i can take care of my self and what do you want? going to my house? like i'll allow you" i said and walk away

"ya..yah! i'm just making sure you're home, i saw you walk away after school and i didn't see you at the bus home so i figure you go somewhere" he said

i walk faster until i'm infront of my house and he's still following me

"what?" i said

"don't act like that, i don't need your protection" i said and almost walk in but he grab my arm, i look at him and he's looking at me with serious stare

"promise me you will not walk there alone" he said

i can't say anything, my eyes are focus on his face, his eyes are staring right through my eyes, his nose are a little red i bet it's because it's cold

"promise me?" he said

i roll my eyes and i chuckeled 

"why should i? who are you? you're not my boyfriend and you're not even my friend, stop acting like you care" i said and let go his grip

i walk to my house "what if i care?" he said and i turn around

"think about it, we just met. don't be crazy" i said and walk in to the house without looking back

i close the door and lock it, i shake my body a bit because it's so cold

"SEOHYUN-AH!!!! WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN??!?!?! I CALLED YOU FOR 100 TIMES!!" yuri unni run to me and drag me to the living room

"ah.. i'm sorry unni... i went to the park after school and my phone died" i said

"please at least try call me with public phone, i run from my office i thought you lost" she said and hug me

"sorry unni" i said

"yah go take a shower, your body is cold" she said

i nodded and walk upstairs, i take a shower and change into a shirt and training 

i walk downstairs while drying my hair with towel

"hyun-ah... who's that?" yuri unni ask while she's looking out the window

i walk to her and peek from the window and i seel kyuhyun still there and he put his hand on his pocket and jump trying to remove the cold

i sigh and walk up to my room, i open the window from my room 

"yah" i call

"what are you doing? go" i said and close the window

i sit on my bed but suddenly PAK, there's a sound from my window

i open the curtains and he's there throwing small rock to my window, i open my window 

"what?!" i said

"i thought about it, and yes.. i do care, i care about you" he said

i froze and i don't know what to say

"maybe i'm not your friend yet but what if i don't want to be your friend? what if i want to be more?" he said and i just stand there

"what if i don't want to? now please just go" i said and close my window

but again... PLAK 

i sigh and open my window, "really, stop!" i said

"you know what? i'm not gonna stop, see you at school" he wink and walk away

i close the window and sit on my bed and cover my face

"so who's he?" i look up and yuri unni is standing in front of my door 

she close the door and walk to me, she sit next to me on my bed

"just a friend" i said

"come on, i heard everything... he's confessing" she said

"really unni? conffesion? we just met, it can't be, he's just another guy who think he's in love but he's not" i said

"well lots of people said the sooner the better, he seem nice and a good guy, and the rocks? don't you think it's cute?" she said teasing me

"cute? it's noisy and annoying" i said and lay my body on my bed

"come on it's cute! it's like romeo and julliette" she said and laugh

"but seriously hyunnie, what do you feel about him? tell me the truth" she said

she's my only sister and she knows there's somethin i hide, i sit facing her and sigh

"i like him too unni..." i said and my eyes get watery

"but.. i just don't want to add anyone to my life.. i know you understand.." i said and tears forming more in my eyes

"he's just so nice to me... way to nice and it kills me" i said and finally tears fall on my cheek

"seohyun.. who says you should avoid it?" yuri unni said and she wipe my tears

"you should stop thinking like that and start open your heart" she said 

"come on let's have hot chocolate down stairs and watch a movie, tomorrow is saturday right?" she said and i can see her crying too

"unni.. don't cry" i said and she wipe her tears

she smile and grab my hand "come on" 

"neh you go first unni, i need to write something, just for a second" i said and she left my room

i grab my diary from my drawer and start writing

i think unni is right.. i need to open my heart.. but i just can't do it to kyuhyun.... i will give him fake hope and i can't hurt him

i close my diary and put it back, i walk to the window and open my curtain, i look at the spot where he stood 

kyuhyun sorry but i just can't hurt you, it's for the best

i look up to the sky and well... it's the same.. dark sky without stars

i walk out my room to the living room and sit next to yuri unni, she give me the hot chocolate and we watch movie with blanket until we both fell aslpeep at the living room

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