SEOHYUN’S POV

Kyuhyun walk me to my door when we arrive at my house, he hold my hand and look at me

“what’s your plan for tomorrow?” he ask

“i’m going to visit my aunt and uncle in busan” she said

“oh you’re going alone?” he ask and i nodded

“well you need to rest now” he said and he pat my head

“arrasso, see you on Monday” i said

“sure” he said and he lean over and kiss my cheek

“night Seohyun-ah” she said

“annyeong” i wave to him and walk inside my house

it’s already dark, i’m sure yuri unni already asleep

i walk up to my room and sit on my bed after washing my face and brush my teeth

i sit while holding my diary and a pen i keep tapping the pen to my diary

i smile to myself

i don’t know what should i write for today.. everything seems so perfect

it was perfect that i forget the reality... good seohyun

my smile gone as i remember the reality and i start to write in my diary again

“hyun-ah.. hyun~ wake up” Yuri unni’s voice wake me up early in the morning

“what time is it?” i ask and i roll my body on my bed

“7 am, you’re gonna take the ktx on 9 am, now hurry take a shower and eat breakfast” she said

“arrasoo unni, what are you doing up so early on Sunday?” i ask and i sit on my bed wiping my eyes

“i always run in the morning” she said

“ah that’s right, ok i’m going to take a shower now” i said and i force myself to stand up and go to the bathroom

“so what happened last night?” Yuri unni ask when we’re eating breakfast

“ah..um.. i gave up” i said

“you mean?” she ask

“i’m following my heart” i said

“so that means you and him are..” she said and i nodded

“jeongmal?! Omo.. hyun-ah! I’m so happy for you.. you should invite him here sometimes” she said

“neh arrasso unni” i said

“so you’re just gonna visit auntie vic and uncle khun?” she ask and i shook my head

“i’m going to meet my old friends too” i said and smile

“oh that’s good.. let’s go now, i’m gonna take you to ktx station” she said

i arrive at busan and take a taxi to my old house

i get off the taxi and auntie victoria is already there waving at me

i smile and run to her

i hug her and she hug me back so tight

“auntie Victoria.. i miss you so much” i said

“aigoo seohyun-ah, i miss you too... you’re so thin right now, is everything ok?” she ask and i nodded

“i’m ok auntie, don’t worry about me” i said

“where’s uncle khun?” i ask
“he’s inside preparing for our lunch, come inside.. it’s snowing now” she said and i walk in

“uncle khun!” i run to him and i hug him

“aah seohyun-ah.. you’re so thin?” he said and he look at me

“anio...” i said

“come on, take off your coat and we can have lunch” Auntie Victoria said

we’re eating lunch and talking about my life in seoul, i told them everything, about kyuhyun, jessica and lots of things

“oh and yuri unni’s boyfriend is so cool” i said

“jinja.. he’s so good looking” i said

“aigooo.. looks like you’re happy there” uncle nichkhun said

i nodded and smile “my life here was happy too” i said

“what time is it?” i ask

“2 pm, whaeyo?” she ask

“ah.. i need to go meet up with my friends before taking the 4 pm ktx” i said

“oh that’s right, tomorrow is school day right?” uncle khun ask and i nodded

“i promise i will come visit as soon as possible” i said and i hug them

“send my hello to yuri-ah” auntie Victoria said

i walk in the cafe where i told my friends i will meet them

“Joohyun-ah!!” i hear taemin’s voice calling me

i run to them and hug each of them

“omo.. it’s been a while” sulli said

“i miss you joohyun-ah” Jonghyun said

“whaeguraeyo.. you’re so thin” Krystal said

“jinja? I’m fine..” i said

“i miss you all so much” i said

“we miss you too, it’s not the same without you” Yoona said

“neh, i have no one i can copy it’s homework” Taemin said and i laugh

“i miss you guys” i said

we talk for an hour until taemin, jonghyun, sulli and krystal need to go home

i bid them goodbye and walk to the ktx station with Yoona

“why did you move?” Yoona ask

“it’s complicated” i said

“really? Even you can’t tell me?” she said and i look at her

“come on.. i’m your bestfriend, i understand if you can’t tell taemin or jonghyun or sulli or krystal.. but me?” she said

“it’s not that easy Yoona” i said

“what can be that hard?” she said

“but promise me... just promise me, you’re the only one who’s gonna know?” i said

“of course, i’m your bestfriend.. you can count on me” she said

i told Yoona everything on our way to the station, we arrive and we sit on the bench waiting for my train

“s...s..seohyun-ah” she said and i can see her eyes full of tears

“yaah! Uljima.. don’t cry here” i said

“how can i not cry?!” she ask and i smile

“gomawo..” i said

“for what?” she ask

“everything” i said and she hug me

“is there any way that this is just a dream?” she said and she wipe her tears

“i’ve been asking myself the same thing” i said

the train is here and i stand up

i hug Yoona and smile

“i’ll come visit again, i promise” i said and i get in the train

i sit next to the window and i see her

i wave to her and she wave back

i sit and sigh to myself

i arrive back home and it’s already 8 pm

“hyun-ah, i’ve been trying to call you.. what’s wrong with your phone?” Yuri unni ask

i take my phone from my bag and it’s off

“oh mianhae unni, the battery’s drained” i said

“by the way how’s auntie victoria and uncle khun? I miss the so much” she said

“good, it’s good seeing them and my friends” i said

“i’m going to bed now, night unni” i said

“ah wait hyun-ah!” she said and i look at her

“you don’t wanna eat dinner?” she ask

“anio, i ate a lot today” i said

“really?” she ask and i nodded

“night unni” i said and i walk up to my room

YURI’S POV

i open my eyes when i hear someone crying

i look at the clock and it’s 1:30 am

i walk outside my room slowly to find who’s crying and it’s coming from Seohyun’s room

i walk in her room and find her crying in her sleep

“Hyun...hyun-ah!” i wake her up

“wh..whaee.... it hurts” she said and i try to wake her up

she’s struggling in her sleep and she’s sweating

“Seojoohyun wake upp!” i said and she open her eyes

she look at me in confuse and sit on her bed

i take a glass of water from the table next to her bed and give it to her

her hands are shaking and she drink a glass of water

“gwenchana? Something hurt?” i ask and she shook her head

“don’t lie, which one hurts?” i ask

“i’m not lying unni... nothing hurts, i don’t even know why you’re waking me up” she ask

“seohyun.. you were crying and struggling in your sleep, you’re not fine. Look at your hands are shaking and you’re sweating” i said and she look at her hand

“i...i don’t know, but i’m not lying.. i don’t feel anything right now” she said

“hyun-ah.. this is the second time something like this happened, you need to go to the doctor” i said

she smile and look at me

“i don’t need to unni.. i am- -“

“i don’t care. You’re going to the doctor this weekend. That’s it.” I said and i walk out from her room

i lean on her door and tears roll down my face

SEOHYUN’S POV

i’m getting ready for school when suddenly .. PLAK

i smile when i know it’s him

i open my window and see him down there waving at me

i smile and close the window, i take my bag and walk down and i see Yuri unni getting ready for work

“i’m going now unni” i said and she wave at me

i walk out the house and Kyuhyun is there

“annyeonghaseo” i said and bow to him

“annyeong~” he said

“let’s go” he said and he grab my hand

we’re walking to the bus stop holding hands

“come here” Kyuhyun said and we walk in the class while still holding hands

Donghae Sungmin Sunny and Leeteuk look at us

“oh.. kyuhyun-ah” Leeteuk said

“woah.. are you two dating now?” Sunny ask and i smile shyly at them

“omo.. congrats!” she said and she walk up to us

Kyuhyun walk and sit next to Donghae while i sit next to Sunny

“hey.. we haven’t officially talk to each other, i’m Sunny” she said and she offer me a handshake

“hey Sunny.. i’m Seohyun” i said

“Seohyun ssi, why don’t you move and sit next to sunkyu?” Donghae ask

“yah.. Donghae don’t call me sunkyu!” she said and i laugh

“sure.. i’d love to” i said and i put my bag on the table next to Sunny

Kyuhyun walk me home and we stop in front of my house

“so.. it’s gonna be christmas in a month, do you have any plans with family maybe?” he ask

“hmm.. i don’t think so, my aunt and uncle are in busan it will be too far to celebrate christmas with them, my unni probably will go celebrate with her boyfriend” i said

“so.. do you want to go with me?” he ask

“on christmas eve” he said

“i’d love to” i said

Kyuhyun put his hand on my cheek and rub my cheek slowly

“your hands’ so cold” i said and he laugh a bit

he hold my chin and lift it up so i’m facing him and he lean closer and we kiss