I get off the car and run straight inside my house, my aunt and my uncle follow me

i run to my room, i lock the door and i cry 

my life is over, everything's ruined i hate my life, 

GOD, I HATE YOU!! 

i can't believe what just happened

i feel so alone and lost, i pick up the phone and call my sister

"yoboseyo?" she said

"unni.." i said while crying

"seohyun-ah?? whae? gwenchana?"

"unni.. " i said and keep crying 

"hyun.. what's it say? are you...." she ask when she realize what happen

"..... neh.. neh unni" i said and i cry

"BWOH?! hyun... otokhae... hyunnie are you ok? i can't believe this..." she said and i can hear her start to cry

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we talked for an hour and i hang up, yuri unni is right i can't cry all the time, it's a sign.. i need to be strong

*knock knock* i get up and open the door, it's my aunt

"hey are you ok?" she said and she hug me

"yes... well no but i have to be ok, i talked to yuri unni and i feel a lot better" i said

"that's good... seohyun remember me and uncle nickhun will always be here for you ok?" she said

"i know auntie, thank you" i said

"so what do you want for dinner?" she offer me and we go down stairs

"hmm...  think i'm gonna take a walk" i said

"ok.. put on a jacket, it's getting cold. i think fall's almost over and winter is here" 

"arraso auntie"

i walk out the house and zip up my jacket, auntie victoria was right.. winter is here but snow is not here yet

i think about what happened and... i'm gonna start a new life... with my self and i don't want anyone in it except my family

from now on... i don't want to love, and i don't want to be loved.

HI EVERYONE, THIS IS THE FIRST CHAPTER, I KNOW IT'S SHORT AND CONFUSING BUT THE NEXT ONE WILL BE UPDATED TODAY, SUBSCRIBE AND COMMENTS :)