You can't fight it

Description

Yoseob is just a human and he can't deal with all of his worries (mostly caused by Junhyung, who is quite bad/cold/indifferent in here).

Rather Seob-centric fic, a request from my awsome friend (though she would probably prefered if it was about Jun...)

Foreword

A boy, or maybe rather a young man since in that age it’s hard to tell difference, stopped before entering glazed building and turned around to following him people. Instantly camera flashes raged and lightened up surroundings. He straightened his back and raised his hand to farewell politely everyone, fans and journalists. With his bright smile on and angelic appearance, he stayed there for some time to the delight of all gathered people.
Something was telling him, that what they were doing, was wrong and inhuman. That they were treating him only as a toy, subject to stories or to amorous sighs. They were hungry for his weaknesses and privet matters, they shouldn’t have right to know. But he decided not to care, as long as they needed him.

"We must go now. "

He heard voice whispering to his ear and felt breath on his neck what caused slight, unconditional tension to his muscles. He bowed and waved again, still smiling to everyone and let himself being dragged to the building by his friend.

"You must be careful not to give them too much. They will never be satisfied with what they get and always want more and more. Until they take all of you."

Before he could react to those words, he heard another voice next to him.

"Junhyung is right, Yoseob. Journalists are like that. Today they adore you, praise to the skies and tomorrow they stab you with hateful article."

" I know, I know." Replied. It’s just that I like, when someone have interest in me. Intended to add but somehow he knew, no one cared for his answer.

It was always like that, everyone tried to protect him, disregarding what he actually thought and wanted. He wasn’t small kid that know nothing about world, he was well aware of rules of show business. He knew what he could do and what he shouldn’t. Of course that didn’t mean he was agreeing with everything. He also knew what’s good and bad.
But in general he didn’t care about most of this things, he just wanted to have some fun while fulfilling his dreams and doing what he could do best. And he was grateful that he didn’t have to do that alone. He always has someone to support him. Besides family, crowd of fans or managers he had five guys with similar past. And he treasured them a lot. Every single one of them had his own story, something that defined who they were.

Dujun, who was so reasonable, that sometimes it scared him but he also knew when and how to properly have fun. Hyunseung, who sometimes was loosing his concern about everything around him but mostly knew what he was suppose to know. Junhyung, who liked to advise and take care of everyone but, from Yoseob’s point of view, he was the one most lost, although he tried no to show. Kikwang, who always had the biggest smile and heart for everything, except waking up. And Dongwoon, who was one funny smartass, who was able to point out mistakes even when no one asked him.
They were perfection together.

Or they weren’t?

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babyjan #1
omfg. just stop. but like. don't ever. this is SO AMAZING. <33333
darksanctuary #2
hmm,
Because I imagined the scene while reading.
I really cried.
Although this is just 3chapters but I spent reading it like 3hours,
deeply the emotion while reading...

good :)
Rossalie
#3
piękne! i za to jeszcze szczęśliwe zakończenie, dziękuję. <3 przepraszam, że dopiero teraz komentuję, ale byłam cholernie pewna, że już dałam komentarz. ._. wyznanie miłości było piękne. <33 kocham tego ff, dzięki wielkie za napisanie <3
Kastic #4
This has got to be one of my most favorite fics I've ever read... /ever/. This was SERIOUSLY amazing. I love love love LOVED this. I can't tell you just how much I loved it. <3
Rossalie
#5
dziwny moment, ale rozwaliła mnie wizja B2ST grających w "board games". XD pomysł fajny, nie powiem, przynajmniej coś przykuło moje oko. jak yoseob spytał się o te pigułki to w mojej głowie od razu pojawiło się czerwone światło i "o-ooooo". hyunseung zepsuł moment junseobowy. =.= wstydź się, prince Jang, wstydź. ach, junhyung idioto, kiedy w końcu dojdziesz do tego jak bardzo kochasz yoseoba i byś błagał na kolanach menadżera żeby anulował mu wszystkie zajęcia tylko po to, żeby mógł siedziec przy Twoim boku w szpitalu? swoją drogą brudne FF czytałam, jak Junhyung sobie wbił do Yoseoba po dośc dramatycznej rozłące i był niezuy na szpitalnym łóżku. XD trochę odbiegłam od tematu. o czym to ja.. a właśnie! ciekawe jak dalej rozwinie się wątek depresji yoseoba. junhyung musimusimusi pomóc mu ją wyleczyc. <3 haha. cieszę się, że podobają Ci się moje komentarze. <3 w jeszcze większym zapałem będę je pisac. :*
Rossalie
#6
O TAK! UPDATE! będę miała co czytac w nocy. <3 skomentuję rano. mam nadzieję, że nie przeszkadza Ci, że tutaj tak sobie głośno myślę.
Rossalie
#7
o mój boże. czytałam to sobie dzisiaj w nocy i po prostu no. wow. wyobraźnia yoseoba nie zna granic. mnie całkowicie oszukała i już uśmiechałam się/chichotałam jak psychicznie chora, a tutaj nagle BUM! to pytanie pod koniec mnie wmurowało. po prostu, aż się powietrzem zachłysnęłam. taką ma jakąś moc w sobie (albo ja jestem dziwna) bożebożeboże. publikuj kolejny rozdział proszę Cię bardzo, bo nie mogę się doczekac co będzie z Junhyungiem. yhyhyhyhy! *przesyła jej jak najwięcej junseobowej weny*