Jin's POV

"Are you sure you want to go through this?" I hear your dry mouth whisper as you turn your head to the other side in order to avoid my sad gaze.

Wow it has been this long already?I still remember the day I met you.You were so shy that I kind of regretted when I first tried to approach you.It was a nice fall day.The leaves falling from the trees made it look like a cheesy drama scene where the characters bump into each other accidently while walking with their heads down.  

I'm not going to lie that it was the perfect scenario to begin what my persuasion lead to.Even tho you don't know this we didn't meet accidently,I had seen you before and couldn't help but be captivated by your sweet smile.I had it all planned.The date,my moves,how I'd talk,what I'd wear...well literally everything.

I guess I watched too much dramas with my grandmother.But I don't regret anything now,I even keep the note book I had my plans written on under my pillow for good luck.

I wonder if  you would still remember if I asked you about it?Would you smile if I told you that I love you?Honestly,it's ok if you don't because even if you don't remember I will never forget about it,I will never forget about us.

I lean closer to you trying to be as careful as possible.I take your hand in mine while kissing your cheek slowly and passionately.You used to love it when I did romantic things like this so I'll keep doing it even if you don't know.

"Do you really need to ask?" I ask moving back and sitting down on a chair again.

My small eyes caught a single tear rushing its way down your face.You wipe it off with your free hand and show me a bright smile.Oh,those smiles.I've always loved to see you smile.You can't even imagine what your smile does to me.But...not this one tho.This one just breaks my heart.You're smiling but your eyes can't hide your pain.They never fooled me,they always show what you're feeling.

I hold your hand tighter to reassure you that you'll always have me by your side.I look at the clock.Oh snap,I almost forgot! It's time for you to take your remedies.I reach over the nightstand and slowly open the drawer trying not to let go of your hand.Your eyes follow every move that I make.

"It's time for you to take your remedies." I say letting go of your hand to search for the pills,properly.

The pills are here but you can't just swallow them.I should probably get you a glass of water.

"Wait a minute Minhee,oppa will be right back." I say showing you a bright smile.

I get up leaving the pill on the nightstand next to you.I take quick steps and head out the room searching for a place to get a glass of water.

Now that I think about it,where am I going to find a glass of water?Oh silly me.I should probably just buy a water bottle.I walk in circles trying to find a vending machine and after a while of wandering I realize that there was one right outside the room.

I tuck my hand on my pocket trying to grab some coins.Well,I have...1,2,3$.Wow I have that much? I insert some coins on the machine and press some numbers in order to get my water bottle.I kneel down to pick up the water bottle.Ah,who knew that one day I'd be doing this for a girl?Congratulations player,you must be in love. 

Oh what can I do?I just can't stop loving you.

I peek at the door and see you  watching TV.I walk in the room and your attention turns to me.

"Did I take too long honey?I had to count all my coins to get this water bottle.Did you know I had 3$ in my pocket?Wah I'm feeling rich today." I say joking while opening the water bottle.I take the pills and hand them to you.You put them in your mouth.How can a person taking pills be so cute.

I reach out my hand to you,holding the water bottle.

"Here.You should drink some water."

You grab the water bottle but don't drink from it. 

"I'm sorry but....who are you?" You ask glaring at me.

Here we go again...

I can't hide my sad expression as my smile keeps fading away.We've been like this for a week now.I don't want to say it upsets me but it breaks my heart when this happens.

"Are you the nurse?" You ask taking a sip of water and putting the water bottle on the nightstand.

I slowly sit down bitting my bottom lip trying hard not to cry.

"Ah,no.It's me Jin oppa." I say giving you a small smile.

"Jin oppa?"You ask clearly confused.

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry but I don't think I know you."

I observe your concerned face.You look so frail lying in that hospital bed.How could this happen to you?My beloved you.

"It's ok if you don't remember me,I'll help you get every little memory back." I say standing up and turning around for you not to see the couple of tears that falls from my eyes.

"Jin oppa,you bad boy.Where do you think you're  going?You should be close to me not standing there staring at the wall." You say joking in a cute way.

You're back!I'm happy to hear that you remember the fact that I like it when you act cute.

I wipe the tears off my face and turn around smiling.

"I'm sorry princess,oppa will be right th-"

I feel a hand on my shoulder that stops me from ending what I was going to say.I look over it and see doctor Kim standing behind me.I turn around and show my good manners by bowing.

"Ah,doctor Kim!Do you have the result of the exams?" I ask full of hope.

"Well...yes but unfortunately I don't have good news for you.You may want to take a seat."

My smile fades away as I walk over to you.I sit next to you and wait for what he has to say while holding your hand.

"So,what is it doctor?When will I be able to leave the hospital and marry my oppa?"You ask. 

"I'm...uh...It's hard for me to say this but we're still not sure of what the problem is.The running over caused several brain damage and your heart doesn't seem to be working well either.I'd like to give you good news but the maximum of days you have left is three.

"Three?!" I ask not believing what I've just heard.

"I'm really sorry." Doctor Kim says living the room.

I feel like a part of me has died.The tears falling from my eyes don't allow me to see properly.But you...you're not moving.Is it happening again?

I hold you tight,this time not being afraid of showing my sensitive side.

I can feel you moving your arm and patting my back.

"It's ok oppa,just stay three days with me."