Hi..

 um.. I'm sorry.. I've definitely abandoned this story, God.. No one's even reading anyways right but um...

yeah, I wrote this story when I was 13 and now, I'm almost 18... that's definitely too long of a hiatus.. some things in life happens and all I can really say is, I'm sorry.. especially to asianhiphopdancer since I dedicated this to her, but I didn't even complete this.. I feel really bad, and you can say whatever and think what ever you want of me, it's completely my fault but, pushing that aside, forget about me and let's avert our focus to a very special person, the main character of this story, SHINee's Kim Jonghyun..

as all of you know, on 18th December, 6:30 pm was the moment the world had lost a very beautiful person, a beautiful star (or should I say blue moon) due to a ruled suicide..

a hardworking man who unfortunately suffered silently..

an energetic caricature on stage, a broken soul off stage.. 

a person, like you and me..

who only wanted to share his passion, wanted to share his music, but had to pay the price of fame..

fame, of which we thought was a luxury, a priviledge was unknowingly, a burden far too heavy for Jonghyun's shoulders to carry..

Such a beautiful smile hiding so much pain..

You are not at fault, no one is at fault.. You've worked hard and you've done well..

You've worked hard and you've done well...

We hear your cries, now Jonghyun, we see your demons, your pain..

We see your suffering, we see how much you lacked solace, how much you lacked your light, your oasis..

How much you lacked a helping hand and listening ears..

Let us stop fighting and speculating..

Let us stop blaming and dry the tears..

Jonghyun has worked hard, so please let him rest

Out of respect, I do not wish to continue this story.. It seems .. wrong.. seems wrong to both continue and to not continue.. However, I chose to do the former

But I leave this be as a tribute..

As to show him the love he deserves..

Condolences to his family, close friends, friends in general and especially the rest of SHINee.. continue striving, continue living..

The living must move on and continue living...

#RosesforJonghyun

- N.E.D.