My forehead is sweating at the intense atmosphere from Kim Myungsoo's van, I really want to break out and run far away from this place, I try to open the door but my attempt fails as it was locked, and the only thing to unlock this, is from the driver seat which is beside Myungsoo 'And I don't want to be near Myungsoo right now'

"So..." Myungsoo breaks the awkward silence "Your real name is Sungyeol, right?"

I nodded slowly while looking down, seriously! I never imagine my fansite identity will be revealed in just a snap of Sungjong's long y finger, and what's worse, its Myungsoo, the one I'm taking pictures of, the one I'm following everywhere, the one I'm spazzing about, Sigh this day couldn't get any worse, does it?

"You look troubled, is there something wrong? Are you hurting?" Myungsoo turn sideway so that he could see me clearly 'Looks like he already had the signal of not talking about the fansite and stuff'

"Don't worry about me L-ssi!" I raise both of my hand and waves it "In fact, I should be the one asking you that" 

Myungsoo tilt his head in confusion "And why is that?" He ask

"I mean..." I try to act like I'm vomiting, making him remember the event "Y'know..your hands getting dirty by my--"

"Its an accident, no need to make it an issue..although some of the media are there" Myungsoo looks straight at me "I'm worried about you"

Words of sweet nothing, why must you give me too much feels?. Why does he worry about me? I'm just a no one who happens to be one of his fansite, oh my L, you're too nice to your fans, you don't have to worry about me, I'm pretty sure that issue will be gone in no time. My train of thoughts was disturb by a vibration in my pocket, I took my phone out and read the message that was sent to me

From: Namtokki 

Oh you won't believe what I got from a source! 
your L was hurled up in the hands by a fan! 
Could you believe that?! The news is spreading 
all over the media!! open your twitter and look!

I facepalm and groan out of stress, now I felt like crying, I don’t care if I'm in front of L slash Kim Myungsoo, all I know is taking all my frustration out, then I felt someone held my hand, I look at it and saw that are hands fit together, Myungsoo tries to calm me by warming and rubbing his thumb to my hand in circle, I look at his face and saw that he's giving me the it'll-be-alright smile, my eyes suddenly tear up from the sweetness he have shown me

"What..Why are you doing this?" Tears stream down my cheeks as I question him. His free hand reach for my face and wipes away my tears

"I just don't want seeing a friend breakdown in front of me.." He wipes away the last tear "Stop crying, eo?" 

I nod and try to calm myself, our hands still remain holding each other, keeping it warm as it also gives comfort.

Sungjong and I is on our ride to get home, the trip was quiet at first but both of us know that we can't stand silence for a very long time unless we're sleeping, I side-eye him and I can feel that he's also doing the same, then a smile formed in my face and so does he

"Lets cut the crap Yeollie! So did you like my surprise?" Sungjong shouted excitedly

"You er! You just gave L my identity! Also..you made me top the news by vomiting at L's hands!" I keep hitting Sungjong's arm playfully, taking advantage that he can't hit back because he's driving "Waaaah~ now I can't show my face on public!"

"The picture was kinda blurred so your face is not shown and I already talk to the media who spread that picture, your reputation is safe pabo!"

I scoff hearing the words of my cousin "Well you better really fix it! it's your fault that happen anyway!" Now I can sense that whole ride is full of bickering between me and Sungjong.

Weekend has ended and Monday starts, the news about L being hurled at died down a little and I'm really thankful to Sungjong for that, though I can still see that news and pictures on twitter, naver and other sites, but its funny as they make it like a scene from a drama or fanfiction 'Ohhh~ you can't stop a fan's imagination'.

I'm at the classroom, fixing my schedule for the whole week as one of my classmate runs inside and shouted that Infinite H is on the list that will be performing at "Woollim Free Concert" in the university week 'Oh yeah..it's almost u.week', after ten minutes an announcement from the MassCom filled the room

"Good morning everyone! Our university week is getting closer and we are happy to share that some of the idols that graduated from this school will be spending the u.week with us at the "Woollim Free Concert", and the idols that accepted our invitation and will be performing is..Infinite H, Sunrise....and lastly..L Kim.."

My mind went blank as soon as I heard L's name in the list of the idols, I wanted to jump and spazz but in this class, they don't know I'm a certified fanboy and fansite master of L kim, so I just sit there wearing my poker face and acting cool like I don’t give a damn, I watch the others as they squeal and celebrate and how I much wanted to join them but I ing can't, oh the sad life of a fanboy 'You lucky fangirls sure are proud of yourself for having an advantage on me!'.

I was walking outside the university to get to the café until a honk of a car startled me, I look behind and saw that it’s a yellow sports car 'Wait! yellow sports car?' I watch the car park beside me and the window slide down, I saw my cousin Sungjong putting his ray ban sunglass down to his nose and looks at me with his infamous diva look

"Get in pabo, we're going somewhere" He ordered me and I just cross my arms and raise an eyebrow "You wanna watch Myungie's photoshoot or not?!"

"Did somebody say Myungie?" I jump inside the car and fasten my seatbelt excitedly "Alright lets go!"

"You're very easy to kidnap cousin Yeol" Sungjong stares at me and rolls his eyes before he drive away.

I enter the studio following behind Sungjong as he make his way to his make-up artist, I search for any traces of L but not even his shadow is there, then the door opens and a group of people enter the studio 'It looks like they're coordi noonas'  I thought to myslef and I was right, I watch them prepare the place for their idol and waits, the door opens again and I was shock to see Hoya from Infinite H enters the room, following behind him is Kim Sunggyu from Sunrise

What the actual is happening?!

I turn to Sungjong and nudge him a little, he stops from looking at a fashion magazine and landed his gaze on me and I lean down to whisper to him "Yah! Lee Sungjong, care to explain?!"

"Last week you told me to help you enter the modeling world, lets see if you can" He plastered a smile to me and somehow I felt my life is in danger again.

And this is my update for today!
Hope you guys will enjoy reading it! Oh Glob! ^^