.Chapter o18.

Here I am..on my own secret mission of following Infinite H’s Dongwoo to the restroom, but from what I noticed, he changed his way, so instead of turning right he went straight to the back of an unused food stand and hide? Wth.. Maybe he doesn’t know where the restroom are.. I followed him but stop as I heard a soft sobs coming from my target. I walk slowly and peek at the corner, Dongwoo-ssi was leaning his back on the wall while crying and muttering words through his sobs like

“I shouldn’t have told him”

“I shouldn’t have felt it”

What is he talking about? I asked myself and was shocked to see that Dongwoo respond to my own question by looking at me in horror. So yeah..I didn’t notice that I was thinking out loud—literally! I cleared my throat and walk beside him while scratching my head and smiling sheepishly

“I’m supposed to go to the restroom and followed you since you said that you’re going there too” The best excuse I ever thought. Bravo for me!

Dongwoo wiped his tears away including his nose, he then put up a weak smile and tries to joke around “Well..you can also pee here y’know” He laughed at his own joke and I just fake a laugh with him

After that horrible out of nowhere joke, the atmosphere went silent, none of us talk. But being me I couldn’t take the quietness and surprisingly so does he. I smiled at him and he weirdly smiles back ‘Okay awkward!’ I cleared my throat again and lean my back to the wall

“Y’know…” I trailed off, waiting for his reply for me to continue, and when he hums in return I felt relief “We don’t know each other well..I mean you don’t know me..but I can totally see that you are troubled and being the considerate person I am since you’re my cousin’s friend—“

“And your boyfriend’s best friend” He interjects and I smiled at that

“I want to know what’s bothering you and I want to offer my help!”

Dongwoo looks at me for a brief moment then he laughed at my face. Not the kind of response I was hoping for but it will do. He finished laughing as he was out of breath then I notice that some tears are flowing down his cheeks, he looks at me and started talking..and to be honest

“I don’t understand what you are saying Dongwoo..” I lean closer

“Hoya!” He cried out and I just nod to let him continue “He didn’t like me back!”

Wait what?

“He hates me now, he doesn’t want to be near me, he wants to cancel our comeback because he doesn’t want to work with me anymore!”

Oh yes..the pain of being rejected by someone but— “You like Hoya? Infinite H’s Hoya? O M F Glob!”

I know I shouldn’t be happy about the juicy news I heard cos seriously I was shipping YaDong for a very long time after a friend of mine which is a Hoya fansite made me read a fanfic about them, but knowing that your ship is not real cos the other one doesn’t feel the same way..I felt so sad and disappointed and I want them to be together but I can’t do anything. I walk closer to Dongwoo and hugged him for comfort

“It’s okay! But glob I want you two to end up together like the YaDong fanfic I was reading that I haven’t finished yet!” I started to tear up too “You just told me news that destroyed my happy ship!”

Dongwoo hugged me back and cried at my shoulder “I’m sorry! I tried but he doesn’t swing our way!”

Now both of us are a crying mess and I’m literally going down with that ship

Myungsoo was having a break from MCing and was looking for a certain face on the crowd, but he only saw Sungjong and a strange weird guy beside him who was taking pictures of the collab perf. He search through the crowd but haven’t seen his fansite Mingsoo. He glances back at Sungjong and thankfully the latter is also looking at him, he mouthed ‘Mingsoo’ and Sungjong raised his phone and mouthed back ‘Message’. Myungsoo nods and reach for his phone in his pocket and reads the message Sungjong was telling. After that, he quickly takes a random man’s jacket from the coordi-noona and run away from the backstage that made his manager into a panic-breakdown state.

He’s damn worried after reading the message that he can only think of searching for his best friend and his boyfriend. He hides from the crowd and thankfully no one notice him. He try to look at the restroom but seeing the place is empty and no trace of Dongwoo or Sungyeol because if they really went in to the restroom then he supposed to hear a loud crying baby obviously. So he went to another place. While walking his way to the other restroom, he heard a crying sound at the back of a closed food stand and Myungsoo knew whose cry that is from so he jogged to get there and made a turn to the corner

“O—kay” He said as he saw two crying men, comfort-hugging each other like they will be apart from a very long time “What happened here?”

Dongwoo looks at him and slowly breaks the hug. Myungsoo walk towards the two and take his crying boyfriend into his arms “Hey what’s wrong?” He asked his boyfriend then he looks at his friend “Kindly tell the story…please?” And Dongwoo nod at that.

I was in despair as Dongwoo repeats the story to Myungsoo and for the first time I saw my boyfriend in an angry state. No seriously, Myungsoo or L.Kim never shows an angry image to anyone. I notice his hand were in a fist and was shaking, and his voice were low and kinda y as he questioned Dongwoo

“Why you didn’t tell me Dongwoo?!” L was furious “I should’ve talk to that jerk!”

“Look Myung.. I can handle this I’ll be fine!”

“Does Hyun know all about this?”

Dongwoo looks down and shook his head, Myungsoo sighs and massages his temple “Don’t tell Hyun..who knows what he’ll do..that will lead to ruin his image”

They look at each other for a long time, it’s like they were talking telepathically using their eyes until Dongwoo sigh in defeat

“I’m sorry Myung..for not telling” Then Dongwoo land his eyes on me then back to Myungsoo “You have a great boyfriend there” He smiled weakly then bow to us “I should be going back now, leaving Hyun with Jong is a mistake”

Myungsoo just nod and watch his friend walk away, as soon as Dongwoo’s figure is gone, his sharp eyes immediately softens as he looked at me “And you?..why did you cry?”

“It’s a fandom thing..” I crossed my arms to my chest and turn around so he’s facing my back

Myungsoo smiled and hugged me from behind and plant some sloppy kiss on my cheek. I laughed lightly and face him with a grin plastered on my face “Your perf was great! It was my fave you know that?”

He nod and lean forward to peck my lips.

The concert was over so me and my cousin bid our farewells to Dongwoo and Woohyun. I took my phone and send a message to Myungsoo, telling him that I’ll going home early with Sungjong and of course I will never forget to put an I love you to my text. After a few seconds Myungsoo replied with an ‘I love you too’. I’m still not used to it though and it still gives me excitement.

“So..let’s buy some frappes and go home?” Sungjong suggested and I nod with a smile on my face while looking far away.

Yeah! I’m still in my dream of Myungsooland where all of the people there are all Myungsoo with different costumes and themes—L stan paradise!

While Sungjong was ordering a frappe in a drive thru, my phone suddenly vibrated and I immediately slide it open, it leads to my twitter and I’ve read the post of Dispatch.

“Actual k!!” I shouted inside making Sungjong and the cashier flinch and both of them stared at me. I look back at them with a pale face and a shaking voice “I wanna go home!”

Sungjong took the bag of frappes and placed it between us, he closed the window and drives away. When he stopped to a stoplight, my cousin looks at me and raises a brow “So what’s the prob?” He asked sarcastically and I looked at him with my super stressed dead-pale face. I open my phone and show the news to Sungjong

“Oh crap! You two were discovered by Dispatch!”

“You don’t say!” I cried out “Oh My Glob!! I’ll ruin Myungsoo’s reputation!!” I try to pull my hair out of my head in panic

“Shhh..relax..here take a frappe” Sungjong tries to calm me down but hell it’s not working!

Then my phone ringed and I read the caller “Myungsoo!” I shouted and answer the call

“Yeollie?”

“Y-yes?” I answered with a shaking voice and I heard him sigh

“Look Yeollie, I need to delete your number for now okay? And don’t contact me cos right now, I’ll be investigated by the company, I’ll find a way to give you messages and whatever happens trust me and don’t panic..please!”

Somehow it made me relax for the time being but frick I’m still worried about him, I don’t care about myself, Myungsoo’s career is on this and I don’t want to have him face this problem on the media alone. This is so ed up!

“—And Yeollie…I love you”

Then he hangs up.

Uh-oh here comes trouble!
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