Chapter 12 

 

Jessica’s POV

 

I went back into our dorm crying and the picture of Soo kissing Nana always come in my mind.

 

Is already midnight, Soo didn’t comes back and slowly I fall asleep.

 

YoonYul’s POV

 

They cuddling on the bed

 

‘ Baby, you know the new girl Nana? ’

 

‘ Yes, Nana is Soo’s ex ’

 

‘ What? ’

 

Yoong tells everyting to Yul.

 

‘ Do you think they will be back together? ’

 

‘ Maybe, I know Soo still loves her ’

 

TaeNy’s POV

 

‘ TaeTae, how do you know Nana? ’

 

‘ Well, hmmm….she is Soo’s ex ’

 

‘ What? ’

 

Tae sighs then tell the story to Fany.

 

‘ Do you think, she is back for Soo ’

 

‘ Maybe, I don’t know ’

 

Soo’s POV

 

I can’t believe I’m back with Nana, this is like a dream for me. I look at her the whole evening.

 

Nana chuckles ‘ Can you stop staring at me? ’

 

‘ I’m scare that you will leave me again ’

 

‘ I won’t ’

 

I drive her back to her apartment. We are talking about what happen during these few months when we were separate. Of course I didn’t tell her the part about me and Sica. I look at my wristwatch

 

‘ Is late,  I think I need to go back to the dorm ’ I was about to stand up but Nana hold my wrist

 

‘ Soo, stay here tonight ’

 

I wanna say I can’t because I don’t want to let Sica staying at home alone but I can’t say no to Nana……Wait, Soo what are you thinking? Sica is just your best friend and Nana is your girlfriend. Hmm…..Should I call Sica to know how she is right now? Argh….why I think about Sica when I’m with Nana?

 

Nana wraps her arms around my neck then whispers ‘ Let’s go in the bedroom ’

 

I smile then Nana’s lips is on mine.

 

The next day

 

I open my eyes and saw my bedside empty. I quickly get dress and run out of the bedroom.

 

‘ Nana ’

 

No response

 

‘ Nana ’

 

‘ Baby, I’m in the kitchen ’

 

I relieve when I saw her preparing breakfast. I quickly back hug her.

 

‘ I thought you are gone ’

 

She turns to face me ‘ Where can I go. I prepare your favourite breakfast. Let’s eat and go to school ’

 

I nod happily

 

After breakfast, I drive to school. When I park the car

 

‘ Nana, you go to class first. I need to go back to my dorm to change my clothes ’

 

After Nana leave, I quickly run into my dorm to look at Sica. I’m worry about her, since is the first time she is alone in the dorm.

 

Jessica’s POV

 

I open my eye and look at Soo’s bed but is empty. Tears fall down

 

She is spending the whole night outside.

 

I heard the door opens, I quickly close my eyes.

 

‘ Sica ’

 

I open my eyes and saw the person I love standing in front of me.

 

‘ Morning sleepy head ’

 

‘ Morning. Where were you last night? ’ I act like I don’t know

 

‘ Well…hmmm….I’m with Nana ’

 

‘ Nana? ’

 

She nods then tell me everything

 

‘ That’s mean you are really getting back with her ’

 

‘ Yes ’ She answers happily

 

I fake a smile and hug her ‘ I’m happy for you ’

 

‘ Thank you. Hurry and go dress. I want to introduce her to you ’

 

‘ I can’t wait to meet her ’ I lie

 

Soo takes my hand and we walk into our classroom. Inside the room, I saw TaeNy and YoonYul talking to her. Soo drags me toward them and introduce her to me.

 

‘ Nana, she is Jessica Jung ’

 

I force a smile ‘ Hi, Nana ’

 

‘ Thanks for taking care of Soo ’ She smiles back

 

Of course I will take care of Soo since she is the one I love….

 

‘ You’re welcome, Soo is my best friend ’

 

A few days later, Nana is having a project to do so I ask Soo to stay in the dorm with me.

 

I really miss our time together, I mean really the two of us….

‘ Sica, what do you wanna do? ’

 

‘ Let’s watch a movie together ’ I answer

 

I need to think about something to get close to my Soo……

 

‘ Which movie you wanna watch? ’ Soo walks over the TV

 

‘ Let’s watch a horror movie ’ this is my chance……

 

‘ But you are scare ’ Soo said

 

‘ You are with me. ’

 

Soo chuckles ‘ Don’t regret it ’

 

‘ Never ’

 

Soo puts the disc in the player. Slowly the movie get more scary, so I went closer to Soo. I wrap my arms around her.

 

‘ Sica, do you wanna change the movie? ’ Soo asks with a concern voice

 

I am so scare that I can only shake my head.

 

Soo sighs ‘ Come here ’

 

Soo wraps her around me so I take this change to wrap my arms around her waist.

 

Aish…..why this movie is so scary? But that good, because Soo is hugging me right now…

 

The movie is so scary that tears fall down from me. Right now, I’m like an idiot. Finally the movie end but I’m still scare.

 

‘ Sica, are you alright? ’ Soo asks worriedly and cupped my face

 

We look at each other and I decide to make a move. I slowly went closer to her and kiss her lips. I thought she will reject me but no. She slowly kiss me back. We are were about to go further then her phone rang.

 

Soo quickly push me away ‘ I’m sorry…… ’ then walks away.

 

Then I heard her calling Nana’s name.

 

Argh…..I almost have her. I should hide or turn off her phone, why I am so stupid. I hit my head

 

After a while Soo comes back

 

‘ Sica, I’m sorry about earlier ’

 

‘ Soo, I…… ’

 

‘ Don’t worry, this will not happen again ’ She quickly said and climbs on her bed

 

Pabo, I want this……

 

Soo’s POV

 

Arghh……What happen to me, why I kiss her back? I touch my lips and smile. I quickly shake my head. Hmmm….maybe if I didn’t get the call, we will go furthur.

 

Yah~~~Choi Sooyoung, you have a girlfriend name Nana, stop thinking about Sica again.

 

One month later

 

Soo’s POV

 

I was in the movie theater with Nana, then I receive a message from Fany telling me that Sica is sick at home. I start to get worry and Nana sees it

 

‘ Soo, did something happen? ’

 

‘ No, is just Sica is sick. I’m just worry about her ’

 

‘ Oh, do you want to go back to look at her? ’

 

‘ No, you want to watch this movie? ’

 

She smiles and contine to watch at the screen. During the movie, all my mind went to Sica. Right now, I’m worry to dead.

 

‘ Nana, I’m sorry. I need to go home, can you go home alone ’

 

‘ But….. ’

 

‘ I’ll call you ’ I kiss her then run out

 

I drive home and saw Sica laying on the bed.

 

I slowly went toward her ‘ Sica, how you feel? ’

 

‘ Better, I thought you have a date with Nana ’

 

‘ Yes, but I’m worried about you so I come home. Sleep a little, I go prepare something for you to eat ’

 

I was about to walk away but Sica hold her hand

 

‘ Soo, I’m cold. Can you just sleep with me? ’

 

I slowly lay down next to Sica then hug her.

 

‘ Feel better ’

 

Sica nods while hugging me tightly and slowly she fall asleep. The whole night, I was taking care of her and really late at night I text Nana.

 

A few days later

 

We are in the club then I saw Sica is missing.

 

‘ Baby, I will be back ’ I told Nana

 

‘ OK ’ she smiles

 

I’m searching for Sica then I stop. I saw her making out with a girl at a corner. I don’t know why but I feel mad and jealous. When she sees me, she pushes the girl away and run toward me.

 

‘ Soo, let me explain ’

 

I force a smile ‘ You don’t have to explain Sica. You can continue what you are doing? ’

 

I walk away and went back to my seat. I hug Nana and kiss her

 

‘ Soo, what happen? ’

 

‘ Nothing, let’s go dance ’

 

While dancing I saw Sica looking at me but I ignore her.

 

Aish….she is not your girlfriend but why you are jealous? Pabo

 

After we finish, I drive Nana home first.

 

‘ Sica, stay in the car. I’ll come back ’

 

Sica nods and say goodbye to Nana.

 

I went inside the apartment with Nana. When I was about to leave Nana hold my hand

 

‘ Yes ’

 

‘ Soo, can you move in with me like before? ’

 

‘ …………….. ’

 

‘ You don’t want to ’

 

‘ No, I move in with you. Let me go home to pack my stuff ’

 

Nana hugs me happily. I hug her back but I don’t know why but I feel nothing about this hug.

 

SooSica’s POV

 

When Soo went back into the car, she drives away without a word. Inside the penthouse, she just walks into her room without looking at Sica.

 

Sica follow her in the bedroom and hold her arm.

 

‘ Soo, are you mad at me? ’

 

‘ Why should I? ’ Soo asks without looking at her

 

‘ Because I…. ’

 

‘ I’m moving out ’

 

‘ What? Why? Is it because of what I did at the club’

 

‘ Oh, you mean when I saw you making out with that girl. Of course not, who am I to be mad at you, I’m just your friend ’

 

‘ Soo, please….don’t move out ’

 

‘ I need to, my girlfriend want me to move in with her. But you can stay here ’

 

‘ Please Soo, stay with me ’

 

‘ Why should I? We are just friend, I can’t stay with you my whole life ’ Well maybe I exaggerate….but what do you want, I extremely angry now.

 

I was about to walk away, then Sica back hug me.

 

‘ Please Soo, don’t leave me ’

 

‘ Why? ’

 

‘ ………. ’

 

I sigh ‘ Sica, I can’t stay with you all the ti….. ’

 

‘ I love you ’

 

‘ What? ’

 

‘ I love you Soo, I was making out with this girl because I’m jealous when I saw you with Nana. I want to forget my feeling for you but I can’t. I want to be your girlfriend’

 

‘ B-but you said you don’t want to get involve in a relationship ’

 

‘ Yes, I did but for you I want to take a chance. Please Soo, don’t leave me ’

 

‘ Sica, I…… ’

 

She kiss my lips and the feeling I don’t find when I was with Nana I have it with Sica. Slowly I wrap my arms around her waist and kiss her back.

 

‘ I love you Soo ’

 

I smile

 

‘ Are you sure? ’

 

‘ Yes, I wanna confess that night but your father ruined it ’

 

‘ My father? ’

 

‘ I mean you father call ’

 

Then Soo remember about the night Sica asks weird questions about confessing again.

 

‘ So, you try to get me to confess to you again for you to say yes ’

 

Sica shyly nods

‘ I also watch horror movie just to get close to you ’ Sica continue

 

Soo chuckles ‘ That’s why you suddenly asks for a horror movie that night. Then after the movie you plan to seduce me but you failed because you are too scared ’

 

Sica shyly nods again 

 

‘ Aishh…you are so cute when you are shy ’ Soo peck Sica’s lips

 

‘ Can I be your girlfriend? ’

 

‘ I will break up with Nana tomorrow ’

 

‘ Really ’

 

‘ Yes, pabo. I love you Sica ’

 

Soo lays Sica on the bed and climb on top of her

 

‘ Now we are not friend with benefit right? ’

 

Sica chuckles ‘ No, we are doing it because I’m your girlfriend and I love you ’ Sica pulls Soo closer and kiss her.

 

The next morning

 

Yuri’s POV

 

I was out for jogging since my Yoong said she is busy with some work. After jogging on my way home, I stop in front of me

 

‘ Miss Kwon? ’ a man asks

 

‘ Yes, is me. Do I know you? ’

 

‘ Someone wants to meet you ’

 

‘ Who? ’

 

‘ Mr. Im ’

 

Why our principal wants to meet me?

 

He opens then door for me. We arrive in front of a restaurant and the man guide me into a VIP room. I saw a man sitting at the end of the table.

 

‘ Please sit down ’

 

I nod and sit

 

‘ Do you know who I am? ’

 

‘ You are the owner of our school ’

 

‘ And ’

 

‘ Yoona’s father ’

 

‘ Do you know why I want to meet you today? ’

 

‘ No, I don’t know ’

 

He puts an enveloppe on the table.

 

‘ Open it ’

 

I slowly take the enveloppe and open it. Inside the enveloppe is all the picture about me Yoong hugging and kissing.

 

‘ I want you to leave my daughter. How much you want? ’

 

‘ I don’t want your money. I really love Yoona ’

 

‘ I will never accept this kind of relationship. ’

 

‘ Please give us a chance, I will take care of her ’

 

‘ How can you take care of her. You are just from a normal family, how can you afford her this luxurious life. ’

 

‘ I will try my best to give what Yoona need ’

 

‘ Since Yoona was child, we gave her everything she wants. She never live like a normal person. How can you afford this? ’

 

‘ I will do everything I can to make her happy ’

 

‘ This is not a bargain. I want you to break up with her. ’

 

‘ Mr. Im….I…. ’

 

‘ If you stay she stay with you, I will kick her out of our family and take back everything I gave her. She will end up with nothing. ’

 

I am shock with what he just said ‘ How can you do this to your own daughter? ’

 

‘ Well Yoona’s future depends on you now. ’ with this mr. Im left the room.

 

I clenched my fist and tears fall down. I was walking home thinking about what mr. Im said. Yoong called me a several of times but I didn’t answer.

 

No, I can’t ruin Yoong’s future. If she stay with me she will lost everything……Even it’s hurt me, I need to do this.

 

I open the door, then saw the girl I love the most in this world running toward me and hug me.

 

‘ Where were you?  Why you didn’t answer my calls ’ she pouts

 

I really want to hug her and kiss her but I slowly push her away.

 

She looks at me confusedly with my action. I close my eyes

 

‘ Yul, are you sick? ’ she puts her hand on my forehead

 

I push them away ‘ Yoong, let’s break up ’ I hold my tears

 

She chuckles ‘ Very funny ’

 

‘ Yoona, I’m serious let’s break up ’ this time I look in her eyes

 

Her smiles disappear ‘ Are you serious? ’ she asks with a teary eyes

 

‘ Yes, I’m serious. I don’t love you anymore ’

 

‘ Why? Did I do something wrong? ’ I can see tears fall down from her, I really want to wiped it for her and hold her in my arm but I can’t. I don’t want her to lose everything because of me.

 

‘ No, you did nothing wrong. Is me, I don’t have feeling for you anymore ’ my heart is clenching while saying those words

 

‘ But you said you want to spend your life with me ’

 

‘ Yoong, people heart can change. Yes, before I really love you and I want to spend my life with you but now I don’t…. ’

 

‘ Stop, you don’t need to continue. I understand, I’ll let you go. ’ Yoona wiped her tears

 

‘ I’ll will move out ’

 

‘ You don’t need to, even if we break up you are still my friend. Just stay here ’

 

‘ But…. ’

 

‘ Don’t worry about me, just stay here ’

 

‘ Ok, I will move my stuff into the guest room ’

 

‘ OK. I need to go out ’ with this she left the house

 

I fall on the floor and cry.

 

I’m sorry baby, this is for your best……