Last night had been a very bad night for me.I couldn't have a proper sleep.The dream of seeing my family body flowing out blood in front of me,that picture just couldn't get out from my mind.The fear just hunt me down in all night.Until I got a panda eyes right now,I got heavy eye bags and look the worst and lifeless right now. "Jonghyun-ah,"a voice calling me and a hand drop by on my shoulder,I turn around with my worse face ever of lack of sleep for a night,"Bwoya?"I sounded with my hoarse voice,my throat still dry and not getting clear yet after wake up from the 3 hours of sleep only. "ㅎㅎㅎㅎ,"ChangHyun laughed out loud and pointed at my worse face.It's irritating me his laughs early in the morning. "Are you done?"I ask if he had done with laughing. "I'm sorry,but your panda eyes really obvious and your eye bags,you look like a lifeless dead body,"he giggled,I felt irritated to see him giggling around in front of me,making joke of me early in the morning.I grab on my towel and head into the washroom to wash up to have a better fresh look than right now."So what happen last night after the nightmare?You being kidnap by some aliens again?"he followed me up to the washroom and lean against at the doorway while I'm brushing my teeth with the door open,"But it's impossible because you like alien so much and you wouldn't be run away from them even being kidnap by them.You wouldn't lack of sleep instead you will sleep peacefully,"he continued,I wash my face by splashing some of the water to felt more refresh. I ruffled my messy hair after wake up,"Are you going just to stay here?" "Why?"he blinked. "Because I'm going to piss now,do you want to witness it?"I ,his face entirely become red and blush. "Yah!You are gross!"he just turn away ,"I'm going downstairs,"he leave right away. I slammed the door close after he leave.At least I get rid of him now.I don't have to bother answer his questions.I stare myself at the mirror,my eye bags still so obvious.I indeed have a bad night last night.I look so lifeless like this even after wash up.I splashed more water on my face to get more refresh before go downstairs join to have breakfast.     Right after I wash up,I go downstairs with my school uniform on.ChangHyun is already in the dining table eating his breakfast.I scanned around the surroundings as well as the kitchen.There're no one else but just the two of us,"Ah,omma had gone to the early market to buy something,YeongJin hyung is accompany her because he doesn't have any class today.And appa had an early meeting today,he had leave the house just sharply at 6 in the morning just now,"ChangHyun notice I'm looking around, he knows what am I going to ask.I slightly nod and headed into the kitchen,"JongHyun-ah,you are not going to have breakfast?"ChangHyun tilt his head to look into the kitchen whereas I'm grabbing some milk from the fridge,I pour some of it into the glass and come out from the kitchen with the glass. "You just have that?"he frowned with worry if I will get gastric if just have milk for breakfast. "Ne,I'm on diet.I don't want to take any high calories that much,"I said- take a sip of the milk ChangHyun turn back to his food in front of him,"Somehow,I wish you could back to the old JongHyun with steamed bun before.Because the steamed bun cheek you at least will eat and we always sharing food with each other.I eat the asparagus that's you dislike while you eat the cucumber that I dislikes,we are so much chemistry back then when talk about food.But now,you just-"he sighed,"You just know of dieting,"his toned sounded a little disappointed that we are no longer in that good chemistry talking about food. "I want to keep this body weight,so I could do any high level martial art,"I stated,place down the empty glass on the table. He rolled his eyes,"Why is it bother of martial art when you are not either taking that course in school right now."i want to protect you of course,you little pabo,brainless glutton piggy,I thought for myself.But I couldn't tell him about it because he will thought that I'm stupid for doing something that dangerous not because of myself but for others. "Are you done?We gotta leave now before being late for taking the subway,"I break the silence- I rise up and grab on the bag strap while ChangHyun is taking his one last scoop of food and rush into the kitchen just leaving the dishes like that as they in rush. "Imfffuuu dfffuuuonne nfffuuuow,"he is talking with food inside his mouth,making his words unclear. "Yah,don't talk when you have food in your mouth,you will choke ,you know,"I shove a piece of tissue paper for him,"Here,wipe your mouth,"he is such a glutton piggy,his mouth side are just with dirt and he doesn't even wipe it away.How could this guy is actually 20 years old and 2 years older than me?The way he act just make him more like a 5 years old little boy.I really can't imagine if I'm not by his side.It looks like I am the one who look after him instead of him. "Okay,let's go now,"he shift away the tissue right away after he wipe.I stare at him. "Eh?What?Why are you staring at me like that?" "Here,"I wip