"It's such a breathtaking view,to be able to return to hometown again after a while.It took me years to have courage return to my hometown again.All the memories just flowing out from my mind crazily when I return to my hometown before.The street we used to walk along together,the places we used to hang out together and every single edge of this land had just the memories my family and I shared together before they gone.I born here and raise here until I became 6 years old,my parents decided to move out to the Seoul town and I started to meet ChangHyun there.We are lucky enough that my omma is close with ChangHyun's omma,so easily and quickly we get use of the lives in Seoul and also have our shelter.Mr. And Mrs.Yoo had done a lot for us.   Before that,I don't have courage to return to my hometown again because it's overwhelmingly miserable when I watch the street we always walked by together during weekend for our family outing days.Even though,I'm too young back then yet the memories is memories that it won't be erase and I can remember it clearly.   I used to escape from the reality,resisting to return to my hometown after my family's funeral had done here.Too many sad memories that's all start here.I couldn't accept the fact of it.Even during their death anniversary,I didn't as well return to hometown to clean or pay a visit to their grave but I preferring escaping from it.   However,that's just happen 4 years ago whereas I still escaping from reality.Afterall what happen and slowly I accept the fact,I had just overcome the fear in me.I get on my nerves to face the reality.For the first few months,it's indeed heart throbbing and hard to go through it but slowly I overcome it.To think that,appa,omma and noona had leave years now,they must have been fine up there,at the heaven.They might had been watching me from up there.I have to move on as well and not living in the unreality world.ChangHyun and his family all thought I had finally move on ever since I move in to live together with them but actually I'm not.I was overcome the fear just 4 years ago when I'm 14 in my junior high.For the past 6 years,living together with ChangHyun and his family,I had just pretend of to be move forwards - putting down the sorrow with accepting the fact. Everyday,I used my own way of keep on moving forwards for my life while accepting the fact.In which I write everything happen in my day as an e-mail for my family up there.Yet,this mail is an extraordinary mail,unlike the usual mail we write - the special of this mail is that it would never reach to the receipient that I fill in the blank.It's just forever keeping in a draft file.From the day I first move on for my life until now,the mails that I had send for this unreachable receipient had been up to 2000s of mails.I don't know when will I ever stop in writing it but I believe every single mails I wrote really reach to my family.Storying them about my life everyday is the way how I still moving on.   "Thanks for the ride!"a girl speak out to the driver of the bus - she walk out from the bus right afterwards the bus leave.She waved her hands.Unlike the girl in our country who seem more shyly ,she is more like outstanding and easy going person.   "Ah,JongHyun!"she waved over me and proceed towards with her baggages and backpack with her .She wears a red beanie and short pants with skin tight underneath and a jeans denim for her upper."Sorry for make you waiting,I was waiting for the bus driver to return the change for me.I had just convert the currency from US dollar to KRW two days ago and I still not used to it.It's been a while since I pay a visit to Korea,everything just seems odd for me.That's why it takes me so long just now.Sorry,"she apologized.   "It's okay,I should be the one who thanks for your spend for my bus fee,"I take a step back and give a 45 degree of bow towards her,"Kamsahabnida,"with politely.   "No,it' okay,you don't have to be that polite,"she reach her hand and held me up for lifting down my head,"Just take it easy.You can just treat me as your noona since I'm her friend,"she smiled.   "Uhm...can I address you by your name?"I assumed. "Sure."   "Angie noona,"I speak out, "Yes?"   "Let's walk while we talk.First of all,we have to find somewhere we can live for these two days and I night trip,"I suggest.We continue to walk along the street while searching for a place to be stay on for tonight.   "By the way,Angie noona,your Korean so fluently,"she chuckled and hand action by slapping my back.I wonder if this the way the American is greeting people?   "You gotta be kidding me?I haven't been using Korean for a while now ever since I return to the States for years now.All I have around me are English ,English and English.My social ring is apparently all English friends.I speak english for 24/7 there,"she said - while we still walk along the street,we reach to the town now in which we will be finding a place to stay on here easily,"Perhaps,my Korean still maintain like this because I addict with K-drama.I watch a lot K-drama especially when I'm with my cousin.He is K-drama addict too.He's more addict,more like fanatic already over K-drama ,than me.He can memorized all the lines in a drama and even act it out.He's a K-drama freak.But still,my Korean still can't be said as fluently.I still have a lot of to improve."   Just as we talk and walking along,unknowingly we found a place to stay on for these two days.It's room for rent for tourists.Apparently,Angie noona is a tourists,so she might enjoy with this room rental.She might likes it.Even I'm a citizen here I ever had been live in this room rental.It might be fun."By the way,I think I almost lost in sight of noona at airport just no because the photo of you that you sent to me isn't too much like you or should I say that is this the young you,noona,"I show the photo he sent it to me yesterday for me to recognized her at the airport when she arrive.   We done our check in stuffs and  application for room rental and have our keys for each.We leave to our room rental.   "Ah,that's because I don't have any proper pics of me.What I mean is that I don't really like taking selca.So,I sent a 2 years ago photo of me to you,"she giggled and take a look at my phone,"But,I think I hasn't change within these two years.Is just the same,right?"she took my phone and show side by side with her , having a comparison of herself with the 2 years ago her and right now.I just smiled of acknowledge what she said.She's the noona if that's what she said then yes.   "One thing I'm still confused here.How did noona know how I look like?I don't even sent my photo to you,"noona only sent her photo to me to recognized her but she didn't ask for photo of me.I still wondering how does she know me.   "That's easy.You have YooMi's face in you.Your both eyes sort of same then you both have a sharp point nose and the forehead of your both are also same,"she describe my face features,"Haiya,just ...overall you and YooMi are just same and it can just tell you two are siblings by the face feature,"she added.We reach to our room and have the keys with us.Angie noona just stay at the opposite room from me.We separate to place down our baggage first before furthering our first day trip in ChunCheon today.   "Let's talk again later,"Angie noona said - had manage to open up her door.   "I will wait for noona at outside the street later if I had done first,"I said , noona nodded and closer the door.   YooMi noona and I look alike.This phrase I had heard it before for many times,   12 years ago,when my family still live in this world,I'm still 6 years old while noona is 10 years old.During that time,we both always love to go outside to play at the playground nearby our house.We holding hands while jumping and walking to the play ground just by the two of us - since it's nearby our house,so it's safe.That time,noona was having a two braids with her while I'm just a boisterous and naughty boy being hold by my noona from escaping and run away from her sight.Every evening,when we go outside to the play ground,we will seen some of our neighborhood as well.The ahjummas will be spending their evening there by chatting and everytime when they saw noona and I , they will be asking us the same questions,different ahjumma everytime.   "Annyeong,aegi-deul,are you both heteroual twins?"the first question I ever heard and similar questions just go on and on.   "You both so pretty and handsome."   "You both surely are twins.The both of you have the same eyes,nose and forehead even the chin look alike.Such a adorable couple of kids."   "You both parents must be very proud to have such a pretty girl daughter and handsome boy son."   "You little girl must be the noona who born first earlier than your little twins brother,right?"   So,years after years,even I had grown up and change a lot,I still heard this phrase from someone.My back touch against the solid door and slide down