~ Nives ~

The air was clean and pleasant. A soft breeze was blowing, but it wasn't cold. It was already night, so all of the lights were . The whole park looked very nice.
- Where should we go ? - the voice next to me asked
- Rollercoaster ? - I suggested
- You sure ? - 
- What ? It can be that fearless Luhan is afraid of a rollercoaster ? -
- Don't start - he replied
- Come on, you'll be fine - I said and dragged him along
We went towards the rollercoaster. It was placed around some building that reminded me of a tower. It was really unusual, but I thought that it had to be that way. It was tall and grey, and the walls were covered in moss. Honestly, it looked a bit scary. I was never scared of rollercoasters, but this time, I was a little anxious. It was because of him. I didn't know if Luhan can handle the ride, so I won't be wiping his last lunch off of my shoes after the ride ends. I reluctantly climbed, and the ride started. After it ended, I was really surprised, because Luhan wasn't even a bit nauseous. I was immediately feeling better.
- You liked it ? - he asked as we were leaving
- Yes, too bad it's so short - I said
- Shall we walk somewhere ? - he asked again
- Sure - I accepted and followed him
We entered the tower which looked better than my house on the inside. The marble stairs were everywhere, and there were chairs and sofas along the hallways. Everything was white and it looked perfect. We sat on one of the sofas and started some optional conversation.
- You know, I really wanted to tell you something - he suddenly started
- What - I seriously looked at him
- Lately... -
- What are you doing with her ? - some voice interupted him
Two middle-aged women were approaching us. They looked really angry.
- Come on kid, get away from him, don't be here - one of them said to me
I was really confused and didn't know what to say
- Shall we rather sit outside ? - Luhan asked
I accepted. We got up and went towards the balcony. We went outside to finish our conversation, but suddenly, I looked at the ground to see where I'm stepping, and when I raised my head, he wasn't there. He disappeared.

- Luhannie ? - I called
No one answered.
- Luhannie, this isn't funny - my voice was shaking
After I haven't gotten an answer to that either, the panic started.
- LUHANNIE ! - I yelled and started to run
I flew back into the tower. No one was around me. I started to run around the hallways and open every single door I saw. I even looked in the keeping room for brooms, which most certainly didn't look like a place that someone would go to. Finally, I entered some cafeteria. It was full of people and food. Everyone was offering me different types of food: mexican, chinese, french..., but I wasn't paying attention on any of that. I just wanted to find Luhan, but he wasn't there. It was like the Earth swallowed him. Some children made me throw rings with them. I don't even know why I accepted that.
- What the hell am I doing ? - I said out loud and threw the rings away
I ran again as much as I could and searching every single room. Finally, I made it to the top of the tower where the beds were. I sat on one of them and incredulously staring at the wall. 
- You won't find him - I heard those women again
- But, he couldn've disappeared like this - I said
At that moment, I started to cry. I was sitting and crying like a little baby who've just lost it's favourite stuffed animal. I couldn't stop, because the tears were just falling themselves.
- Don't cry - one lady said - You didn't deserve him, leave him alone - 
- But.. - I was trying
- You're not good enough for him - a voice I haven't heard before said
I looked, and in front of me was a five-year-old kid with Luhan's face. I was horrified, but because of the tears and the words they said to me, I didn't react. I was just sitting and sobbing.
- Nives.. - somebody called me
- Luhannie ! - I shouted and ran towards him
- Why are you crying? - he asked me
- I couldn't find you - I was still sobbing - I was looking for you everywhere -
- I'm here - he said
- Thank God you're alright - I hugged him tightly and didn't want to let him go
- Leave him alone - five-year-old Luhan said to me
- Go away ! - I yelled
The kid grabbed my hand and started to pull me.
- GET AWAY FROM HIM !!! - he was howling
- Leave me alone !! - I was screaming and trying to find Luhan with my hands
Then, Luhan grabbed my hand and pulled me in his arms.
- Let's go - he said and started to run
I was running behind him through the tower. I wasn't sure if anyone was following us, but it didn't matter. The only thing that mattered was that we escaped. Out of the breath, we ran out of the tower. I was holding my knees and trying to catch some air.
- Shall we go on the rollercoaster ? - Luhan asked
- Let's go - I said and went back
We sat on the ride again and it started. Out of the blue, I started to feel dizzy. Everything blurred in front of my eyes and I couldn't see anything. Suddenly, everything went dark.

I opened my eyes. I looked at the ceiling of my room and realized it was just a dream. The concept of the dream was really unclear to me, but the thing that was even more weirder was that Luhan appeared in my dream.
- I have a weird subconscious - I said out loud
I the other side and tried to sleep again. Fail. I took my phone and checked the clock. 9:30. It was too early for me, but I made myself get up. I stagged to the door and came out of the room.
- Good morning, sleeping beauty - Nika scared me
- Don't do this, you scared me - I said
- You dreamt about ghosts so you're frightened ? - she was provoking me
- Not about ghosts, I dreamt of Lu.. - and stopped
- Whom ? - Nika asked again
- Nobody - I waved aside and entered the bathroom
I wasn't sure if I should tell Nika about the dream or not. I knew she was going to turn into Kai and provoke me until my brain explodes, but it bothered me so much. I went back in the living room. Nika was having breakfast and digging through phone.
- Anything interesting? - I asked
- Nothing - she answered - Since when do you care about these things? -
- I can't ask you what you're doing? - I asked
- You can - she confirmed - But, everytime you do this is when you have some problem you want to talk about, but you're afraid to do so - she continued
- You're really imagining things - I replied
- Nives, I know you - she looked at me - I'm listening, what's the problem ? -
- No problem - I was refusing
- Niveees, I have entire day to torture you like this - she raised her eyebrow - As soon as you tell me, you'll get rid of me faster - she smiled
- That thing you mentioned about the ghosts earlier - I started
- What about that? - 
- Actually, I wasn't dreaming about ghosts, but it was like I was - I was trying to avoid the actual things
- You dreamt of ? - she asked
- Promise you won't provoke me - I tried to prevent the possible catastrophe
- I can't, it depends of whom - she replied
- Nika, please - I was trying to be desperate
- I'm listeniiing - she didn't care
- Luhan - I said quietly
- WHO ? I didn't get that ? - she was playing deaf
- I dreamt of Luhan - I raised my voice
Nika bursted out laughing.

- Hahhaha, you're lying - she said pounding her hand on the table
- Nika, I'm serious - I was confusedly looking at her
We were silent for couple of minutes
- Well, since you're always together, it's not weird at all - she looked at me again with a grin
- We're not always together - I said
- OH, COME ON? Even if you don't see each other, you're always on that phone and you're texting! To who? To me ? - she got irritated
- I feel bad if I don't reply, I'm not mean - I explained
- If it's bothering you, you should say it - she said
- But it isn't bot.. - I started and stopped
- See, it's that. YOU'RE OK WITH IT - she raised her voice
- Is that a bad thing? - I asked
- To dream? No - she answered
- Not that - I shook my head - To dream of HIM - I said
- I think it's adorable - she smirked again
I didn't want to say anything else. I knew she could go like this forever.
- What are your plans for today ? - I asked her again
- Nothing special - she said
- Shall we cook something ? - I got up
- Actually, I'm going out to eat - she answered
- OUT? - I widened my eyes - With whom? - I was shocked
- Channie - she answered shortly
- Oho, where did that come from ? - I smiled
- Just like that, we agreed to do that - she was avoiding my glance
- So, I should provoke you, not vice versa - I was thinking out loud
- Stop it, you monster - she said - Don't you dare -
- Uuu, dangerous Nika - I smiled again and went back to my room
- I'll get you ! - she yelled after me

I closed the door. I took a deep breath and threw myself on the bed. I checked my phone. 1 message. Luhan. Something clenched me in the stomach.
~ Hey, Sun Mi is coming to visit us today and she wants to see you. If you're free, call so we'll send someone to pick you up ~ it was standing in the message
~ Nika has some appointment, so I don't know if I should come alone then or not ? ~ I replied
While I was waiting for him to answer, I was thinking if I should tell him about the dream or not. I found it weird just to come up to him and say: Hey, I dreamed of you. I decided to keep quiet.
~ Get ready and text me, someone will pick you up ~ the reply came
I don't know why, but I wasn't feeling good at that moment. I know I'm maybe exaggerating because the dream wasn't anything big, but somehow I didn't have the wish to see Luhan today. Honestly, the entire dream was weird, REALLY weird. Who were those women? And whose child is that? I shaked.
- Nives, focus - I said to myself
I opened my closet and started getting ready. Since we've gotten closer to the boys, I don't pay attention to my clothes anymore, but somehow today I didn't like anything. I scattered some stuff around the room and sat on the ground.
~ This is really stupid ~ I was thinking
I finally found some combination and got dressed. I wasn't satisfied much, but I didn't want to change again. I went in the bathroom to put some make-up on. When I got out, Nika commented:
- Where are you going all dressed up? - 
- Dressed up? - I glanced at her - I look DRESSED UP to you? - I raised my voice
- Why are you angry ? - she rolled her eyes - You're not dressed like this at home - she said
- Sun Mi is visiting the boys and she wants to see us - I replied - I'm guessing you're not going? -
She just shook her head. I went back to my room to text Luhan.
~ Be out in 15 minutes ~ the reply came
With another deep breath, I came out of the room. I was walking back and forth around the living room without noticing it.
- You're nervous ? - Nika asked me again
- Me nervous? No - I mumbled
- Will you tell him? - 
- No, I can't -
- Come on, it's not that hard - she was trying to comfort me
- Easy to say, I can't just throw it in his face. I don't know how he's going to react - I was explaining
- Ok, you don't have to if you don't want to - Nika said - Just calm down -
- Yes, I have to calm down - I was repeating

The time went fast while walking around the living room. I said hi to Nika and slowly came down the stairs. Outside, I entered the car. Luckily, I was alone.
- Did you sleep well ? - the manager asked me
- Mhm - I reluctantly confirmed
- Nika is not coming ? - he asked again
- No - I shortly answered and leaned back in the seat
Shortly after, we parked in the garage and climbed up the stairs. To be honest, I had the same feeling when Nika and I were first visiting here. The feeling was really weird. We entered the apartment which was, as always, crowded.
- Unnie ! - I heard someone's voice
Sun Mi ran to me and hugged me.
- I haven't seen you in such a long time - she hugged me tighter
- Hi, Sun Mi - I said - Where were you ? - I asked
- Some problems at home - she waved aside - I'll tell you - 
I nodded. We sat on the couch and started some conversation
- Look at her - someone grabbed my shoulders
I turned around, and Kai was standing above me.
- What's up kid? - I asked
- Who did you dress up for? - he smirked
- Why do you think I dressed up? I look normal - I said
- I don't know - he shook his head - Guys, what do you think? - he said loudly
- Well, you're a bit..different - Baekhyun looked at me and commented
- Nonsense - I turned my head away and continued my conversation with Sun Mi
After a minute, someone poked my ribs with their finger. I jumped.
- OUCH! - I yelled and turned around
- Don't hit me - Luhan was standing above me and covering his face with his hands
He caught me off guard. I was just silent and turned my glance in the other direction.
- You're not mad, are you? - he touched my shoulder
- No - I said
- You're weird - he replied - Is everything ok ? - 
- Who knows what's up with her - Kai interfered again - Maybe she had a nightmare -
I became stiff.

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