A Letter For You
Description
I still love you and I really do.
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A/N: Hello guise this is my 10th fanfiction here and it's an angst story. Sorry I can't help but to write angst stories. Btw, this is a real story and it's my feelings. I write a letter to the someone I love but he never knew that. It's kinda similar to the my 1st fanfiction entitled 'My First Love' and to tell you honestly, My First love is a real story that's why I didn't write for a sequel because I never knew his feelings. Yes you read it right, it was my love experience but I modify some scenes. Now you know. Ohh I forgot, thank you Mahuna for your wonderful message. I am glad that my stories inspires you *^O^* and I will continue writing for you to inspire. So yeah feel free to leave comment and enjoy reading :)) Kamsamnidaa~
Foreword
Dear Gongchan,
It's been three years since I left. To be honest, I am not fine because I don't see you. You are my inspiration afterall. I remember when I first saw you, I think I was in 1st year high school and you're in 2nd year. You're my sunbae and you're quite popular in our school along with your friends, B1A4. I am always going to the 2nd year building just to see you every lunch break and class hours end. I am merely content that I am looking far away in you but there were a times that I want to be near in you. You are beyond my reach but I didn't grab it. I am too shy to approach you especially you have many fan girls in our school. As months as goes, I stalk on you. I tried to know your hobbies, likes, and interest. To my amaze, you are a basketball varsity player in our school and every sportsfest many girls come to watch and cheer you. I want to cheer you out loud but I am shy but deep inside I was cheering. Second, you're boy scout and third you are in the top of your class so I was really amaze.
My feelings went deep as days passed. I tried to write a letter for you but I was so shy to give it. I was a shy girl back then and I am contented that I am looking far away from you. I know you won't notice me because I am not that beautiful nor smart nor cute. I am just a plain girl that you won't hesitate to give a second look. But there were a times that our eyes met and after a few second I will turn away because of embarrasement but really I am happy that you look at me. My friends always tease me at you but you don't notice it.
When the March ends, my family decided to move another place because of my father's job. I was so sad when I know that. I will be far away from you, not just on the building but on the school. I am so sad that I will never be able to see you again and I do regret that I didn't do something just to let you know my feelings for you.
Gongchan, since the past three years. I tried to move on but I can't and I don't know why. My heart still beating fast for you. You give me butterflies on my stomach whenever I think of you.
I still love you and I really do. I know you have a girlfriend but that's okay. I accept the fact that you and me where not gonna be together. I just hope that you are happy on her and I am waiting that my feelings for you will fade away.
I love you and I know you will never know it. Take care.
Love,
Song Ga Eul
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