I kept closing my eyes tightly, but i feel nothing, insted i heard a laugh.

I opened my eyes and saw him laughing so hard. "Why did you closed your eyes?" he laughed again

oh damn.. what should i say.. "O-oh something got in my eyes" of course it was a lie, just a reason.

"You're lying" he laughed. "if something got in your eyes, it would be red right now" he smirked

"n-no because your face is too close" my face is burning right now.. so embarrasing..

"oh.. there was something in your hair" he laughed again

"stop laughing" i frowned while looking down

"aww my baby is embarrased, are you expecting me to kiss you?" he teased. how did he know... aish so embarrasing

"a-ani" i kept looking down because my face would probably be so red

he lift my chin up. "you're lying, your face is so red" he laughed again

"you're mean" i frowned

"even though i'm mean, you still love me right?" he winked flirtly

"yah! stop being a flirt" i hit him playfully

"why? but you like me being all flirty" he laughed

"i hate you" i frowned

"i love you too baby" he's being all flirty again

"i said i hate you not i love you" 

"yes i know, i love you too" he smiled sweetly

"what?"

"i will always love you. even if you really do hate me, i'll still love you, forever and always" he smiled softly

"but you used to hate me though.. you always ignored me and looked at me scornfully" its the truth..

"i never hate you, i had loved you since day one, i ignored you and looked at you scornfully to hide my feelings, i never hugged you because i knew once i hug you, i can never let you go"

"i used to hate you though.. because you always ignored me and looked at me scornfully, but at the wedding, when you hold my hand, that's when i feel my heart beating like crazy and i had butterflies in my stomach, but i still didn't realize it until that time you save me from those..." tears flows

he hugged me tightly. "shh.. shh.. its okay, it'll never happened again, i'm here for you, i'll always protect you" he my head

yay! i finally updated this!

so yesterday is my birthday and my dad brought me a new macbook, well you know my old macbook is broken because i unpurposely poured water on it

its 4:20 am now, and i still can't sleep...   this insomnia

so i'm going to sleep now.. goodnight guys, uh no goodmorning