CHAPTER 8>>>

 

 

It was 3 days after we broke up I still go to school and sometimes people tease me but the hell I care since I must be brave because there is no Hae that will protect me from those bully

 

 

I also ignore all his call for the passed 2 days and last night I didn’t received any call from him, maybe he got tired of calling me and he got tired to court me

 

 

In my home I still eat, sleep but I didn’t talk to my parents ever since that day, my older sister was worried that my fight with my Dad was taking too long

 

 

Because before if we had a fight it will just hours and we will reconcile but this time, I cant really face him because yeah I blame him why I and Hae broke up

 

 

The candidacy in school president is tomorrow and I’m still here in the HQ for some details for the election tomorrow

 

 

Luckily I was really busy with this candidacy that I almost forget that I didn’t see Hae for 2 days already

 

 

The last time I saw him was when he asked me for lunch that I decline him since I really hate seeing him that day

 

 

The fact that he was still surrounded by those flirty girls boils my anger towards him, and I was shocked that after I declined his lunch date he never go see me,

 

 

And then I never saw him for the last 2 days, wow so he really forget and accept our break up, and here I am still thinking of him damn it your so pathetic Lee Hyukjae

 

 

It was already 8pm and its really dark outside, well I should be used to this, because I’m single again, sometimes I wish that Hae was here so he can accompany me to my house

 

 

I was walking on my way home when I noticed that someone was really tailing me and I cant help but to feel so scared

 

 

And as I walked so fast the person who also tailing me was walking at my speed which makes me so scared to death

 

 

Oh my Hae please where are you I’m really scared now! I said to myself as tears are falling to cheeks,

 

 

My walk home was still far and now I’m entering this street that all the light post was broken, I didn’t really care that before since Hae was always walking me home before, and since Hae was not here   Sungmin  hyung was the one accompanying me in that 2 days that I walked home but now that he was on field trip so I’m alone now and it scares me more

 

 

And now this is the first time I walk alone,

 

 That how I wish that all the light post I will walk in will suddenly light up so I will never be afraid anymore

 

 

And when I was walking in the first light post I was surprised it light up, and I exhale after that, every light post that I walk in are all light up which made me happy

 

 

Because I didn’t feel afraid anymore, and when I saw my home I smiled happily

 

At last I reached my house safely and when I was locking our gate

 

 

Suddenly I don’t know if I’m imagining or did I just hear someone saying

 

 

“You’re safe now! ”

 

 

And when I hear that I open our gate again and see who was talking but I didn’t see anyone, maybe it was just my imagination, so I closed the gate again and walked inside my house safely.

 

 

We are eating dinner when all of a sudden my Dad suddenly brought up about Hae and it was really surprising that he even

 

 

“Hyukjae, did you talk to Donghae-sshi this day or did you two meet this day?” that was he asked and I just stare at him with looking like what the hell he is asking me

 

 

“no!” I said simply because I still hate my Dad and now he was asking for my ex boyfriend just like he was really interested in my relationship with with Hae

 

 

“I see, I thought he will talk to you! And patch things up” he said again and I was

 

 woah!... what’s going on is there something wrong with my Dad? Or I’m in a dream, How come he thought that Hae will talk to me after we broke up.

 

 

And since I hate they way he was acting like really care about my love life so

 

 

“woah…patch things up, seriously Dad! Are you okay? Because the last time I checked you’re very much against in our relationship, and now suddenly you will asked as if you really care, woah…am I going to celebrate now! Okay wait” I said and then I clapped my hands sarcastically that my older sister didn’t take what he was seeing so

 

 

“YAH LEE HYUKJAE, HOW DARE YOU! DON’T YOU KNOW HOW TO RESPECT SERIOUSLY HOW COULD YOU!” she shout that I immediately stop from clapping while my Dad and Mom was just staring at me

 

 

“I’m sorry Noona, but if they want respect, they should really first respect my boyfriend and our relationship, so I  will do the same thing to them” I said coldly and I get myself out of the dinning table and go straight to my room, because this argument I didn’t knew it will happen to us

 

Because we don’t really argue and we always have a very pleasant dinner every night, and this past few days was really the most awful dinner I ever had in my entire life

 

 

The day of the election came and I was really happy that at last this will be the end and I can relax and rest until tomorrow

 

 

Many students are busy with voting and, as for me here I am in a vacant room trying to be relax and calming myself

 

 

“hey relax I know you will win so relax Hyuk, okay!” it was Sungmin Hyung that surprised me by just showing out of nowhere

 

 

“gees you scared the hell of me! How did you know I’m here?” I asked as he was sitting now next to me and giving me a sandwich and tea

 

 

“well I just manage to find where you are, and since uncle was really worried for you so he asked me to give this to you,  he knows that you haven’t eating anything so he was worried and here I am your angel” Minnie said while sipping his strawberry milk shake

 

 

“if you’re really my angel! How did you just give me tea while you know my favourite drink was that thing you’re enjoying to sip, besides I’m fine so go tell my Dad no need to pretend he was worried about me, or be so nice in front of everyone and sending people to asked if I’m okay because really I’m not fine and I just want to be alone!” I said and get my iPod and play songs to make me relax

 

 

“Hyuk, is it really necessary for you to be this mean to your Dad, I know what happen Sora Noona already told me about the meeting, but Hyuk I’m not here because of Uncle I’m here because I’m you’re best friend right! Actually I don’t know if you will going to believe on what will I tell you but since I here and well to make you happy so I will tell anyway” he said and hearing that it sounds interesting do I put down my head phone and looked at him

 

 

“hmmm seems like the monkey was interested” he said with a smirk and all I do was so give me dagger looked

 

 

“okay fine! I will stop teasing, well it was just an accident when I saw Uncle and your Hae the other day I saw them in a coffee shop and for what I saw they are seem like talking and since I know what happen I was surprised of their meeting, so I wait for them to finished talking

 

 

When I saw Hae leaving I immediately walk closed to your Dad well like it was an accident so i greet him and asked who he talked too and then you’re father just told me

 

 

About something that really makes me respect your Hae, Uncle said that Donghae sshi was so persistent

 

 

That he told Uncle how much he really loved you, that no matter what happen he will loved you even if Uncle was still against it, that even if you broke up with him he still love you and will wait for you and he will do anything to make Uncle approved in your relationship, Uncle told me that in the last 2 days Donghae sshi always waiting for you father after worked and persistently asked for them to talked even for a minute

 

 

And since Donghaesshi is so persistent or more like good at bothering your Dad in the end he gave and talked to him, that day when I saw them that was the day Uncle agreed to talked to Donghaesshi

 

 

Then Uncle told me that he suddenly surrender and let Donghaesshi loved you” Minnie pause of what he was saying and me I was touching my heart because it was really beating so fast after I heard this confession

 

 

“you want to know why?” he asked me and me I just

 

 

“THE HELL MINNIE JUST ING TELL ME WHY? YOU’RE KILLING ME SERIOUSLY” I shout at him

 

 

“okay calm down will you, well the reason why Uncle gave up and approved in you’re relationship is because of what Donghae sshi said that even your Dad see his sincerity in every word he says

 

 

Sir, I know I’m not good enough for you Son, but Sir Hyukjae is the only person that change me, He is the only person that believe in me when even my parents lose hope for me,

 

people can only see me as a rebel, not a good student, and bad influence to everyone , but Hyukjae is the only person that see what’s good in me and tells me that I’m a person that should be loved and care for, he is the only person believe in me, and I was really moved by that

 

Hyukjae has a big heart for everyone!

 

 And if I tell you many things why I love him your time that give me for this conversation is not enough for me to tell how good your son is,

 

 

But if one thing I could tell you why I love your son,

he’s worth of my everything, anything in this world is useless if I will never see his smile ever again.

 

 

 

Sir, I know that Hyukjae is a good son and I’m so envious that he has a loving family that I don’t have, but Hyukjae change and I don’t like what am I seeing he never smile like before, he was lonely every time I saw him in the school, and I bet its because until now you both didn’t reconcile and that is because of me and I feel so sorry for that Sir,

 

 

So Sir, the reason why I’m so persistent to talked to you it is because I want to make a promiseso Hyukjae can smile and be happy again before he knew me

 

Sir from this day on, I swear to you I will never go near and talked and continue my relationship to Hyukjae, and if changing school is necessary I will do so Sir, so I will not be temp to see and go near to you’re son, but Sir I will do all of that if you promise that you and Hyukjae will reconcile

 

 

I know Sir its not my business or my problem about you and Hyukjae,

 

 

 but Sir Hyukjae’s Happiness is business and my problem, And I will do anything to see him smile again and if leaving him is the only way for you to reconcile and Hyukjae to be happy once again,

 

 I swear I will do what I promise and I guarantee that I will never break in that promise Sir.   

 

 

After I heard what Minnie said I didn’t noticed I was crying so hard that I couldn’t even breath

 

 

And all I could say was……I’m so sorry Hae, I’m so sorry

 

 

And Minnie just hug me and let me cry, I was so stupid that I broke up with Hae I’m so stupid

 

After that heart breaking confession I heard I went to see my Dad he was with my Mom and Noona who was watching the counting of the ballots for the election

 

 

I forgot what was happening so getting near to my Dad is kind of difficult as many student was here at the gym and waiting for the result of the election

 

 

As I was making my way to be with my Dad I hear something that really break and touch my heart at the same time

 

 

“Hey, where’s Hae I didn’t see him today don’t tell me until now he was still fixing that stupid light post gees he’s really crazy, I mean he can call the electrician and fixed it why does he bothered to fixed that himself!  you Kyu do you know why he do that crazy things huh?” after I hear Hae’s name I froze where I stand and make me want to hear why he do that

 

 

“Hyung! Did you forget that the light post were leading to Hyukjae sshi home and since they broke up what Hyung tell me so he fixed the light post for Hyukjae so he can come home safely” after I hear that I remember now why all of a sudden the light post was fixed and the person I hear last night was him

 

 

It breaks my heart again hearing that touching story and my eyes start to filled with tears again

 

 

Then I hear something that makes me wanna go and see him right away

 

 

“ Heechul Hyung after the election will go to Hae Hyung  house he’s sick and I’m worried” said of the person name Kyu

 

 

“yah why the hell he got sick, oh please don’t tell me because of that stupid Light post, that fish is really damn stupid ” shout of Heechul and

 

 

I felt my knee weak and I slowly fall when all of a sudden someone held me so I will not fall in the ground and when I looked at that person I was shocked to see my Dad

 

 

“Dad!” I said then my Dad help me to walk in the nearest beach so I can sit and calm

 

 

“Hyukjae are okay now! Do you want to go home now? Wait I will call you mom so we can go home and you can have a rest” My Dad said

 

 

As my Dad was calling for my Mom my tears fall spontaneously and I cant hold back my feelings, I want to go to Hae but I’m too weak to even walk and all I can do was to cry after what I knew its so heavy all the things I knew this day was way too heavy for me

 

 

I felt more angry to my myself, now how am I supposed to see Hae after what I done to him after what he do for me

 

 

And I cry even more until

 

 

“do you want to see him? I will send you to him, if that makes you feel better” and when I looked at the person who was talking I saw my Dad smiling at me

 

 

And seeing that I cry even harder but I manage to say

 

 

“p-ple-please D-Dad, please!” I said while crying so hard then I hear my Dad saying

 

 

“okay we will, so stop crying Son, you don’t want to face him with swollen face right?, don’t worry if he makes you Happy then I will let you be with him!” Dad said that it made me cry deep inside

 

 

Because finally we get his blessing

 

 

It was so quick and here I am standing in front of his house with so much excitement because at last I can see him again

 

 

My Dad just drop me off here and he went back to the school for the result of my election, yes! I left the election and just get here because more than winning the school presidency

 

 

Hae is more important to me other than anything else

 

 

When their gate finally opens I was greeted by his Hyung and I do the same and when I finally reached his room

 

 

Suddenly I was scared, because I forgot that I said harsh things to him and now how can I face him, that question struck me that I didn’t realized I was just holding on the door knob for awhile

 

 

Then Leeteuk Hyung said

 

 

“you know what, he was excited seeing you so just get inside Hyuk! Or else he will think you don’t want to see him!” after I heard that I just smile to Leeteuk Hyung and turn the doorknob

 

 

Only for me to see Hae was smiling so bright at me!

 

 

“Hyukkie!” he said while his smile bright even more

 

And I just run and hug him so much that I want to just hug him for the rest of my life

 

 

“I’m so Sorry, I’m so sorry Hae, please forgive me please!” I beg while crying at his shoulder

 

 

“I’m so stupid Hae I’m so Stupid, please don’t leave me, please I love you so much Hae I really do!” I said between sobbed

 

 

Then I was surprised when he just suddenly kissed me

 

 

“Feeling better?”he asked and me I was shocked because what the hell I was on the verge of my emotion and he just kissed me and asked if I feel better

 

 

“Yah! I was doing melodramatic scene and you just ruined, by just kissing me, you’re so kiss addict Hae” I said while pouting at what he did

 

 

“oh mo Hyukkie! Please don’t pout you looked awful!” he said and I just

 

 

Punched him in his left arm

 

 

“ouch! Baby that’s hurt don’t you know how to take care of sick people, you’re such a bad Wifey” he said while rubbing the part where I punched him

 

 

Gees I forgot that oh mo my Hae!

 

 

“oh no I’m so sorry Baby!” I said and I kissed his left arm that I punched and tenderly rubbed it so the pain subside I’m so stupid haist!

 

 

“there feeling better? I’m so sorry again Baby!” I said again then I don’t know if will punched him again or will smile at his naughtiness

 

 

“yeah my arms are okay now, but lips is hurting too please kissed it too please Baby so it wont hurt anymore!”he said while pointing his index finger at his ert lips

 

 

“You’re so naughty Hae, okay I will so stop doing this naughtiness okay!” I said and laugh at his naughtiness

So I kissed him until our breath long for oxygen

 

 

When we parted I felt hotness in both of my cheeks and it was more worst when Hae was just staring at me like I cant even looked at him and since I cant stand that

 

 

“baby stop looking me like that It makes me shy towards you please!” I said then

 

 

“I missed you so much Hyukkie!” he said while looking at me with those sincere eyes and I felt my guilty eating me after what I’ve done to him

 

 

And all I do was hugged him again

 

 

“Me too baby! I missed you, and I promise we will never fall apart, and I will never leave you I promised!” I said and all he does in response is by hugging me tightly and hear the 3 words that always melt my heart

 

 

“I love you!”

 

 

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