Chapter 1~

It was cold, very cold. The snow was beautiful with the brightest color of white. Chanyeol laid on the snow and stare into the sky. The snowflakes peacefully fall onto his face, melting away from his warm cheeks. A slight tear came down his eyes. He smiles at the sky.

            “Myung hee!” He yells. The visible breath spreads out into the air. He grabs a handful of snow and through it to the sky. The wind blows the snow right back into his face.

            “Myung hee! Are you listening? I will be happy, Watch me! I promise I won’t go back to my old self! I can do it! I can live happily without you!” He said as he cries knowing that in his heart it’s not true. He can’t live without her. The love of his live, the one he will only love once. But he still manages to put up a smile. He stood up and shook off the snow on his coat. He took a big breath and left, leaving the trail of foot prints in the snow.

BEFORE THIS**

It was a beautiful morning in Seoul. There were cars running people walking in the streets and students roaming around. Ring!!!! The clock rings.

“Aishhh…” Chanyeol said as he slams the clock to stop. He stood up rubbing his eyes. As he got up he walks with his eyes closed. He walks into the bathroom then suddenly bumps his head into the door.

“Ah! Aishh Bwah yah!” He yells at the door. He rubs his face with water and brushed his teeth. Afterwards he puts on his uniform. Chanyeol hates going to school. There’s nothing to gain over there. Meaning no friends or respect. He looks at himself in the mirror.  There were dark circles under his eyes.

“ work…” he said. He walks out of his house with his bag. He took the bus to school. When he arrive there was someone waiting for him. A group of guys were waiting for him in front of the school gate. One of them grabs him by the collar and drags him to the back of the school. They pushed him against the wall.

“Dae Jung, when are you going to stop bothering me?” Chanyeol asks. Dae Jung spat on the floor.

“Tsk… I can’t help it, I think I like hitting you.” He said.

“I…I didn’t do anything wrong to you.” Chanyeol said. Dae Jung smacks him on the head.

“Yah you owe me money.” He said. Chanyeol looks at him with his angry eyes.

“No wait… Your brother is the one that owes me money. Too bad he’s dead…” Dae Jung said. Chanyeol lift up his fist aiming for Dae Jung’s face but missed. Dae Jung punches him in the face the kneed Chanyeol in the stomach.

“Ahhh!” Chanyeol yelled. Dae Jung laughed and pulled on Chanyeol’s hair to face him.

“What a pity…” He said as he lets go of Chanyeol’s hair. Dae Jung and the other guys left leaving Chanyeol behind. He places his hand on his stomach baring the pain. In his mind was an image of his hyung. A slight tear came down his eyes.

“Why? What the hell did I do wrong to deserve this.” He said. Chanyeol got up and left to class. Chanyeol walked in and saw Soo yun. She smiles and walk towards Chanyeol. “At least I have her…” He thinks to himself.

“Soo yun come sit here you don’t want to see next to this loser.” Dae Jung said. Soo yun looks around the class and they were looking back at her.

“Soo yun…” Chanyeol said. She looks at him and Dae Jung. She decides to sit next to Dae Jung. Chanyeol felt highly upset at her. She was his only friend.

“I’m sorry Chanyeol…” She said.

“You made the right choice anyways, Shoo! Loser!” Dae Jung said. Throughout the class time Chanyeol didn’t even take a glance at Soo yun. She kept staring at Chanyeol and felt guilty of what she did. The bell rings and everyone left. He stood up and stuffs his books inside his bag. Young hee walk towards him.

“Chanyeol I’m sorry for not sitting next to you.” She said. Chanyeol didn’t respond.

“I have to think of-“she stops.

“Your reputation? What about us?” he said. She put her head down. Chanyeol walked off. Soo yun followed him. The fact that they were best friends becomes nothing. Chanyeol walk out of the school with his watery eyes. Soo yun follows him to the front gate. Dae Jung and the crew were waiting. Chanyeol and Dae Jung stare at each other as he walks pass.

“Yah Kim Soo yun!” Dae Jung said. She stops. Chanyeol stops and turn around. Soo yun was standing in the middle of both of them. Chanyeol looks at her. She looks at Chanyeol then to Dae Jung.

“Come with us!” Dae Jung added. Chanyeol walked off. Soo yun went to Dae sung.

“Arahso…” she said.

“I knew it…” Chanyeol said.  He went straight to his work place.