Yesung's POV

"Are you sure about this Woonie?" Kibum hyung asked as he help me pack my things, And he look at me but I continue on what I am doing "Jongwoon?" He call my name again "Are you sure?" He asked with hesitance

"Hyung I thought you were the one who convince me to go overseas? I'm sure Hyung" I said and continue on what I am doing

"TOP, Is the car ready?" I asked and he nod I put my hand on Kibum Hyung's shoulder and squeeze it lightly "I-I'll be okay Hyung, Just trust me" I said but I know I still doubt my decision, I know if I will be out on KyuHyun's life he will move on easily, If I stay he will just suffer everyday,

"I can request doctors from Europe just stay here, I know that you don't want to there, Jongwoon please?"

"Hyung, My decision is final, My surgery will be held there, I don't want to-- to stay here" 

"Say that again and look at me" He hold my chin "Say it again" But I keep on looking at the ceiling hoping the tears won't flow "Hyung please I-I will go to Europe, Please don't do this to me, Just-just let me go and everything will be okay" I plead and his tear flows now "For what? To hurt yourself more? So you could cry alone? So you could suffer alone? KIM JONGWOON! YOU WE'RE TREATING ME AS IF I'M JUST A TRASH IN YOUR LIFE! FOR GOODNESS SAKE I'M YOU BROTHER, IM YOU OLDER BROTHER, YOUR OLDER BROTHER THAT LOST YOU FOR ALMOST HALF OF HIS LIFE, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I WISH THAT IM ON YOUR SIDE WHEN YOU WERE SUFFERING, I CAN THROW OUR LUXURY FOR YOU, BUT YOU KEEP ON TREATING ME LIKE A TRASH, JONGWOON IM YOUR BROTHER" and he sob and hug me and this time I can't stop my tears and let them flow freely

"Hyung" and I let myself slide from his hug and I find myself sitting on the flooring, Where I cry terribly, Hyung kneel his two knees to level our eyes "Please let me be you brother, Jongwoon?" And I hug him "I'm sorry Hyung, I-I was just, I just want to avoid to hurt you, We just met after so many Year and what I'm just going to give you a headache and pain?, I'd rather suffer alone, I'd love to since it's for you and KyuHyun's sake" I said

"You Masochist" He said and I chuckled "But Hyung I'm serious" and he hit me on my head "Ouch Hyung" and I rub my head where he hit me and I pout "For what sou you can die alone? no, I won