Chapter 10 Love is Blind

Donghae looked at the man who was sleeping next to him. He could see that the former tears had dried on the man's face. Hyukjae have cried until he fell asleep after coming home from the amusement park. This is not the first time to Donghae saw the man crying because Sungmin. When they were still in elementary school, Sungmin and family are planning to go on vacation for five days without Hyukjae know, because Sungmin forgot for tell him. He cried and sulks, does not want to play with anyone at that time. Donghae always come to his house, took Hyukjae play with him until Sungmin back from his vacation, but the other refuse, he will only play when Sungmin has come. He was so naive at the time, so he just waited patiently in front of Hyukjae's bedroom door, if possible Hyukjae change his mind, but it's not. Until five days passed and Sungmin came back from his holiday, then Hyukjae come into play with him, along with he and Sungmin.

Donghae sigh and smiled bitterly. Until the end , he could never replace Sungmin in Hyukjae's heart. He never saw Hyukjae smiling or laughing, showing all of his gum when with him, Hyukjae never even gave him a little hug when he first meet with him, and Hyukjae would never cry because of him, even if he dead, maybe. Donghae felt his chest suddenly felt tight, his body trembling slighty.  He covered his mouth, holding his sobs voice so as not to wake Hyukjae, who was sleeping, or he will be angry. He cried, letting all the pain in his heart out.  He turned around, his back to Hyukjae, he kept crying, before suddenly his body have pulled back. He was surprised, did he just wake him up?, he thought, he fear and guilt have to wake the other. He closed his eyes tightly, refusing for turn around to see the other.

He could feel Hyukjae's breath in his neck, making him shiver with sensation "Donghae.... " Hyukjae called him, it sounded so hoarse, and he does not know, if Hyukjae woke up or just delirious, because his voice was so weak, not live. Then he heard the voice again, and he have sure that Hyukjae was not delirious " Donghae... I know you wake up" Arm tightened around his waist, as his body is pulled over, until his back have resting on Hyukjae's ches "now hear me, I want you to be honest with me about something, do, ... do you like me?" Donghae opened his eyes, his heart have betrayed, it have pounding when Hyukjae asked about it. No, he don't like him but love him. He has no idea why Hyukjae asked about it suddenly, . He was afraid, he did not want it, he just wanted to sleep, do not want to hear anything else, that will Hyukjae said. He felt